After the duel with Sun Aiqi, I completely lost control of my body, and let Lei Yu carry me and everyone crawl in the dirty sewers.

"Shut up!" Lin Yue opened her mouth again and directly drank Di Yan and Liu Hao, and then said coldly: "What are you arguing about, do you want to die!" ”

This time, the two of them were silent, and I have to say that Lin Yue's courage in this voice is definitely beyond imagination. I don't know if I was afraid of Lin Yue's 'Beauty Fist' or afraid of being heard by the zombies outside, in short, the words did not fall, and the whole team was so quiet that they couldn't even hear the sound of breathing, and everyone began to continue to move forward silently.

"Humph......"

Lei Yu snorted again, and the sound was so small that only I could hear it lying on his back...... You're always humming! I have a strong daughter-in-law, what the hell are you so beautiful!

After this episode, although the atmosphere was not soothing, at least it diverted some attention, and the stench in the pipes did not seem to be as strong as before.

Crash!!!

The sound of the wooden planks breaking suddenly sounded shortly after we had calmed down, and as soon as I looked up, I saw that a baffle had collapsed above the team behind me, and that place was completely violent. Exposed to the sun.

What's going on! That's not right! The top baffles on the pipes we're in are all made of stone, so how could a piece of wood suddenly be made of wood!? Or is it because it's dark, so you can't see it completely clearly?

But I didn't have time to think about it anymore, from the empty space that collapsed and was about the size of a basin, the body of a zombie fell coldly, and it was still alive!

"Uhh!!h

My head was on the verge of breaking open because my team hadn't fully passed the zombie location yet!!

When I saw the face of the person closest to the zombie, I was even more surprised that I secretly sighed in my heart.

The person who was facing the zombie was Ziqing, who hadn't spoken much since he returned to the team.

Seeing that it wasn't Xiaoyu and Lin Yue, I had to admit that I was very selfish and relaxed a little, although it was a little uncomfortable, but I didn't feel particularly guilty about this selfishness.

But no matter how much my heart fluctuates, it is my team member after all, not to mention that there are three people behind Ziqing, Su Qi, Liu Hao and Di Yan. I was about to break free and rush over, but this was simply unrealistic, not to mention that the rope that tied me to Lei Yu made me unable to move at all, and even if I could get down, it would be impossible for me to squeeze past the few people behind me in time and reach Ziqing's side.

Ziqing, who faced the zombies head-on, was stupefied at the time, and she didn't even care about the filth that the zombies fell and splashed on her body.

Supposedly, a zombie wouldn't scare her like this, so what's wrong.

The fallen zombie grabbed Ziqing's shoulders with both hands before he even turned around, and the girl who was stunned by the danger that appeared unexpectedly forgot to fight back at this time except shouting. At the last moment, the leaf in front of her swooped up, and the knife in his hand unceremoniously stabbed the back of the zombie's head, which made the guy unable to move anymore.

I thought this would be a false alarm, but in the blink of an eye, another zombie's arm stretched out from the gap of the baffle and grabbed Ye's arm!

Ye Zi was caught by the hand holding the knife, but she couldn't resist at all, and Ziqing, who was closest to her, was already stupid and didn't know how to go up to help.

The first reaction among the crowd was the light rain in front of the leaves, she turned around and was about to climb back, but was stopped by Lin Yue in front of her, Lin Yue squeezed through the light rain and rushed to the leaves without saying a word.

But there is another person who is faster at this time, and that is Su Qi who is behind Ziqing. She rushed forward almost as soon as Ye Zi was caught, pushed Ziqing away, held an arrow in her forehand, and immediately stabbed out of the baffle after reaching an appropriate distance!

At this time, Lin Yue also arrived, and she saw that Su Qi had already gone to deal with the zombies outside, so she stepped forward and broke the zombie's arm with her bare hands, grabbed Ye Zi's arm, and then pulled Ye Zi back hard.

I didn't expect that I have always been at the forefront but now I have become a spectator, and almost all the men in our team have become spectators in this scene just now, and we are all watching these girls who don't let their eyebrows shave but can't help at all!

I didn't have time to say anything, I felt that Lei Yu began to walk forward again, I just wanted to scold him to make him stop, but Di Yan at the back shouted: "Keep walking!" I'll talk about it later!! ”

Hearing this, the girls returned to their places and began to climb forward. Only Su Qi didn't move, and it seemed that she had solved more than one zombie with this arrow, but after stabbing it out a few times, she pulled the corpse of a zombie over to block the gap in the block, and then tried her best to get out of the way and tell the people behind her to go.

Ziqing, who was originally stunned, came back to his senses under Su Qi's heavy drink, and began to tremble and crawl forward, and when Di Yan passed behind, he asked Su Qi to go first, or to come to the palace by himself, Su Qi didn't have ink, so he took back the arrow and crawled forward.

"Is anyone hurt?" Lin Yue asked after the team had climbed out of the distance again. After saving Ye Zi, Lin Yue walked directly in front of her, and at the same time did not forget to glance at Ye Zi's arm that was caught, but it should be no big deal.

No one responded to Lin Yue's question, and it seemed that this time it really became a false alarm.

After that, we went a little faster, and I tried to squeeze out one hand to reach the top of the baffle with difficulty in order not to be a burden, so that there would be no more wooden baffles that put everyone in danger.

The rest of the way was finally frightening, and the zombies that kept walking outside the overhead baffle seemed to gradually disperse. We made a few detours, and we didn't know where the underground sewer would lead, but eventually an open baffle appeared about ten meters in front of us.

But at this time, Lei Yu suddenly didn't leave, but squeezed his body to the side, trying to make a way that could be squeezed by the people behind, and then slowly raised his left hand soaked in the water, waved it, and motioned for the people behind him to pass.

Here's what it's for! You don't go forward, let them go!? Do you know that there are girls behind you, what if there are zombies on it! I......

Before I could think about it, the people behind me had already crawled over with a clear meaning, and when the first one passed me, I saw that it was a light rain.

Don't me, make this joke with me! Even if anyone goes, she can't!

"Light rain! You give me back! I didn't dare to shout too loudly, but I just whispered, and I didn't stumble in this hurry.

Xiaoyu just glanced back at me, showed me a smile, and then climbed to the front without hesitation, and then Lin Yue also followed.

When Lin Yue squeezed past me, my hand was just touching her clothes, so I immediately dragged her and said, "You go and drag Xiaoyu back for me, who let you go, I said let you go!" ”

Lin Yue glanced at me coldly, and then said in a more cold tone: "Can you go like this now, can Brother Lei go with you on his back, I'm afraid that as soon as I stand up, I can't take care of the front and back, then who else do you say will go." ”

"Untie me, I'm fine!" I said categorically: "Otherwise, it's okay to call Di Yan and Su Qi over, in short, you two just can't!" ”

"Di Yan's responsibility is to break off," Lin Yue said: "Su Qi also has to take care of the middle of the team, you look at the form and then speak to me." Besides, I said you shouldn't always be so machismo, Xiaoyu and I can still do this. ”

After saying that, Lin Yue didn't care how I objected, and climbed over directly.

- Waste. Look, you've messed up again.

The cold voice in my head that seemed to come from the North Pole sounded in my ears again, and I shook my head vigorously to ignore him, still trying to stop Lin Yue and them, Lei Yu had already crawled over after him.

I looked up and saw Lin Yue whispering something to Xiaoyu, and then the two of them climbed under the vacant baffle without looking back.

My heart is about to clench, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do!!

I suddenly felt useless, and I was put here like a wasted person, unable to move. Watching the two most important people in my heart go on an adventure for the team, but I can't do anything.

I writhed frantically, trying to break free from the rope, only to get another step up from Lei Yu and knock me into the baffle above my head, and then I was covered with a layer of cobwebs on my face, I hated cobwebs the most.

- Actually, when you were running in front alone, they were in a similar mood to you now.

…… Fuck off, I don't have the time to talk to you right now.

Before I could break free from the rope, Lin Yue's voice came from in front of me, saying, "Okay, everyone, come here." ”

I looked up again, and saw that Lin Yue and Xiaoyu had already stood up and poked out of the gap, and the posture of the two of them guarding one side also confirmed that there was no danger in all directions outside.

The two of them climbed up first, and then Lei Yu took me to climb to the gap, and was pulled up by Lin Yue and Xiaoyu, and then the others climbed up one after another.

When I finally got back to the ground, the sunlight made me dizzy again, and when I came back to my senses, I found that we were in an alley with two-story buildings on both sides, and there was no trace of zombies in the straight alley.

"Brother Shi, there's no danger here!" Xiaoyu said a little relaxed in front of me, she rubbed her little hand vigorously on her clean top, and then gently wiped the dirt on my forehead and brought the cobwebs down.

I was still being carried by Lei Yu, I couldn't say anything, I couldn't do anything, I just felt that I was too wretched. I could only casually 'um' at Xiaoyu's words.

"Vomit~~~"

As soon as Liu Hao climbed out of the gap in the ground, he didn't care about dragging the black and obvious mess of filth above his head, and ran to the side to hold on to the telephone pole and began to vomit.

The fishy smell was still swirling in everyone's nose, not just the smell that came out of the hole, but also the smell and filth that everyone had on their bodies. As a result, as soon as Liu Hao vomited, the smell of vomit instantly spread again, causing Lin Yue's girls to start hiding aside...... Di Yan and Su Qi, who were left who didn't vomit, couldn't stop retching.

The thunder feather behind me didn't have a big reaction, and I didn't feel any too disgusting because of the discomfort in my heart, how to say that I had wiped my whole body with rotten meat at the beginning, and now there are not many tastes that I can't accept.

"Alright, let me down." I said quietly.

Lei Yu didn't move, and he didn't speak.

"Put me down!" I can't stand being carried on such a back, like a toddler or a delicate girl, in front of so many girls. It makes me sick more than the smell of the sewer.

After I asked again and again, Lei Yu finally began to untie the rope, and said casually: "Don't regret it." ”

What do I regret about this?

Before I could be surprised, Lei Yu had already untied the rope, and I fell to the ground.

When my feet hit the ground, I suddenly felt that these legs and feet did not belong to me, and I couldn't use any strength. As soon as Lei Yu let go of me, I fell straight down.

This time it's a shame to go home......

I lay on the ground motionless, watched Lei Yu shake his shoulders that seemed to be sore, and then took out the cigarette case from his pocket, but it seemed that he found that he was completely soaked, so he threw it aside, and he looked at me with an expression that seemed to say: I told you not to regret it.

Meow's corpse fell right next to me, along with those two fingers.

Someone rushed over to help me, and when I stood up, I found that it was Di Yan and Su Qi. It was only then that I saw that a few of them were still carrying bags, and it seemed that all the supplies they had collected were not lost.

Lin Yue also came over at this time, took my arm from Su Qi's shoulder, and motioned for her to come. Su Qi let go without refusing, and the bow she was carrying was not convenient to support me.

Lin Yue took my arm and glared at me fiercely, as if to say that as long as I was down-to-earth, I would feel better. And I also saw the real night in her hand.

On the other side, Xiaoyu also had to take Di Yan to help me, but Di Yan told her to leave it alone, I can't even stand now, Di Yan has a hard time supporting it, not to mention Xiaoyu.

Xiaoyu was not stubborn, she looked at me and then turned to pick up Meow's corpse, and then reached for the two severed fingers on the ground as if she had made up her mind.

"Xiaoyu, don't touch that!" Lin Yue saw it in his eyes and immediately denied it.

"Yes...... This is Brother Shi...... "Xiaoyu basically only has this tone when talking to me and Lin Yue.

However, Lin Yue obviously didn't care too much, pinched me casually, and said, "Now you have to quickly find a safe place for this guy to rest, carrying that kind of tatter is cumbersome, and it may also be infected, in short, just don't move!" ”

After speaking, Lin Yue turned around and glared at me, as if to say: Do you have an opinion!?

I just glanced at those two fingers and didn't say much.

"Roar~~!!"

There was a zombie cry behind him, and I couldn't hear how many. I was held up and it was inconvenient to turn back, but I saw Lei Yu's face tightening when he looked at the back, and he pulled out the copper block on his waist with his hand, and said in a deep voice: "Hurry up!" ”

…………

Dissociative-Diso

de

s

PTSD

These are two words I just found from a medical English-Chinese dictionary. The phrase that begins with two D's is the medical meaning of 'dissociative disorder', which is commonly known as split personality.

As for PTSD, it means 'post-traumatic stress disorder' in Chinese. Ang, I've heard of this before.

Through the last duel with Sun Aiqi, I had some concerns about my own spirit, and when I read the brief analysis of the two words in the dictionary, I felt that I should be suffering from one of them, or both.

Oh~mothe

fxck！

For this reason, I also deliberately looked through the diary I had written before, trying to find out when my problem began, and then I found that the slight clinical symptoms caused by these two problems seemed to have appeared a long time ago, such as when I was dreaming, I always heard another voice, and no matter what the occasion, my eyes would from time to time with good or bad memories and so on.

It wasn't until later that it became more obvious that I noticed that the tone of my diary was starting to change, as if it wasn't the same tone I used to use.

I compared what I wrote recently with what I had written before...... Is this a diary that someone wrote for me?

Unfortunately, I wrote it myself. The reason why I feel like it's changing, I think nine times out of ten, it's because of these two problems.

Monday, February 25, 2013, evening.

In the east of Yutian City, in an alley not far from the KTV of Goku World. We had just crawled out of the sewer when a horde of zombies ran into the alley.

"Let's go!" Lei Yu pulled out the copper block on his back waist and looked anxiously at the situation of the zombies behind him.

I was being held by Lin Yue and Di Yan at this time, although I felt that I still had some strength in my body, but the fact was that I couldn't even stand up.

After hearing Lei Yu's warning, Di Yan and Lin Yue hurriedly walked forward with me, but my uncompetitive legs couldn't take a step even with the support of the two, and their movement directly turned into dragging me forward, and two marks were dragged out of both feet on the ground.

"I... Rub it off! Di Yan said loudly: "Big brother, the dead body dragged by his comrades in other people's movies can still walk two steps!" How do you soften into this virtue!? ”

As soon as he finished speaking, the only bit of strength left on the two arms I put on his and Lin Yue's shoulders was gone, and my body immediately slipped down.

"Oh, I'll go, the more I talk, the more energetic I get!" Di Yan and Lin Yue hurriedly grabbed me, and lifted me up with four hands.

Lei Yu turned around and saw that we were still in the ink, and scolded: "Carry him!" Walk! ”

After saying that, Lei Yu rushed to the rear, estimating that the zombies behind him were very close to us.

Sure enough, Lei Yu ran back a few steps before I heard the sound of zombies falling to the ground, but I still couldn't do anything.

Di Yan didn't bother anymore, he quickly walked in front of me while holding my arm, handed the crossbow to Ye Zi casually, and then bent down with his back to me, and said, "Get it!" ”

Lin Yue and Ye Zi hurriedly pushed me to his back, and Di Yan grabbed us by the arms and carried me on my back.

扥, this word is pronounced de

, four sounds, also means pulling and the like. Annotations are at your service.