I listened to my father and drove home. As soon as the door opened, it was pitch black inside. I turned on the light and saw Lin Jia still crouching on the ground with his hands over his head in the same position I had left before.

The moment I saw Lin Jia's state, I was also a little distressed. I gently walked over to Lin Jia and held Lin Jia in my arms.

"Lin Jia?" I gently called Lin Jia's name. Lin Jia didn't look up, still motionless.

"Lin Jia" I continued to shout, but Lin Jia still didn't move. I shook Lin Jia's body vigorously, "Lin Jia, you speak to me." Lin Jia was pulled hard by me and sat on the ground. I saw Lin Jia sitting on the ground with a frown, still covering his ears and not speaking.

"Lin Jia, you speak to me!" From being a little distressed just now, now I have become a little hoarse.

"It's okay for you to be quiet, it's so noisy," Lin Jia said weakly with a frown.

"I'm noisy? Hehe," I smiled contemptuously, "where am I arguing?" I ask you, if it weren't for you, would I be like this? ”

Lin Jia sat on the ground and said, "Feifei, I apologize to you, but this is my mother, the child went to grandma's house, not to other places." Do you know? I'm between you and my mother, sometimes I really don't know what to do, you've always been sensible, why has it been like this recently. ”

"Lin Jia, are you hungry, I'm hungry, go cook noodles for me." I hope to end this topic and not continue it, because I know that saying it ten thousand times is an infinite loop, and it will come back in the end, and the child just goes to grandma's house.

Lin Jia got up slowly, didn't refuse me, walked into the kitchen, went to cook noodles for me, and I followed Lin Jia to the kitchen. "Let's eat noodle soup." I said to Lin Jia.

Lin Jia nodded. I helped Lin Jia wash the tomatoes, and while washing them, I said, "Lin Jia, do you know?" I grew up without my father's care, and I always longed for me to have a warm home, someone to protect me, and we could cook together after work at night, just like now, instead of arguing as soon as we met. ”

"I still remember that before we got married, we went to Jingxin's house to eat hot pot, and when we went out after eating, it snowed heavily, and the two of us said in unison that if we got married, we wouldn't have to go back to our respective homes, and we could hold hands together and hurry back to our warm home." Lin Jia said slowly while boiling water.

"Later, we really got married, it started well, everything was fine, Lin Jia, do you know? I've really had a hard time over the years. I froze as I held the tomatoes.

"It's you on one side, and your mother on the other, I really hope that I can get along with you in harmony, I don't want you to be splinted, every time, my mother has to tell me that patience is over, and when everyone adapts to each other's living habits, it's fine. But until now, it seems that I can't fit in with them, do you think I'm not sad? I slice the tomatoes into the pot and put them in the pot, then I put my hands behind the back of the sink and looked at Lin Jia.

"It's true that you say that the child goes to grandma's house, but shouldn't I be asked for my mother's opinion? I'm angry because you didn't consider my feelings. I watched Lin Jia close the lid and stared at the pot in a daze.

I hope that the two of us can resolve all the contradictions in such a relaxed atmosphere. I'm fed up with the days of arguing, I'm fed up throwing things and being grumpy like a shrew.

"Your mother's opinion is opinion, and I hope my opinion is also yours as well. I'm insecure, I'm even more insecure since you and Feng Nannan, I'm irritable every day, I hope I can gradually calm down, but you don't give me this chance. ”

Lin Jia put the noodles into the pot and stirred them with chopsticks, and the water vapor coming out of the pot covered Lin Jia's eyes with a fine white.

I didn't say any more, quietly watched Lin Jia cook noodles, and then the two of us sat at the table with our heads against our heads and ate noodles as if nothing had happened.

After a long time, Lin Jia suddenly held my hand and said, "I'm sorry, Xia Fei, I'm sorry, it's me who is wrong." I beg your pardon. ”

"Lin Jia, I don't know when it started between us, you and I can't listen to each other patiently anymore, I think that's the problem, don't say I'm sorry, I reacted too violently before, I originally planned to go home and apologize to you and mom and then send mom and little cream home. But you...... Forget it, I hope that after this incident, both of us can change, and our marriage really can't afford to quarrel like this again. ”

"Where's the cream?" Lin Jia asked.

"I was going to leave with the little cream and never come back, but my father said, you haven't eaten yet, let me come back and cook for you."

"Oh? Then why did you ask me to cook after I came back? Lin Jia stared at me for a few seconds.

"Because I'm cooking, it's so unpalatable," I smiled at Lin Jia.

"Feifei, let's not quarrel in the future, okay, I will try to correct what I did wrong before, I just hope we can live well, I just want to live a peaceful life, I don't want to live like this anymore."

"If that's the case, then great, because, I don't want to live like this anymore. Also, Lin Jia, I want to talk to you about something. I took a deep breath and said to Lin Jia, "I feel that if I don't tell you, I am irresponsible." I'm taking tranquilizers again, but don't worry, I hope I'm a little more stable. Lin Jia grabbed my hand tightly, and I could see that he was a little nervous.

"And this time, I seem to find that my symptoms are not the same as before, I seem to be more aggressive, if I do something drastic, please make sure to protect the two children, for me, the most important thing now is the children. Of course, if you are afraid, you can choose to take the child and separate from me, I have no opinion, the only thing I want you to ask you is to let me see the child more. ”

"Anyway, the four of us will never be separated." Lin Jia interrupted me.

"No, Lin Jia, you may not have felt how terrible I am this time, you think carefully about my actions the day before yesterday. I've been to see your classmate, and he reassessed my state, and I'm not good. I lowered my eyes, and I felt the need to let Lin Jia know the truth.

"Feifei, don't be nervous, I know that all your anger and irritability are related to your illness, we will not be separated, you are just a cold in your heart. It's good that we can continue to see a doctor now, and there is no need to separate. You don't have to worry. ”

"But, Lin Jia, I'm afraid I'll hurt the child."

"Don't be afraid, I will protect them, Xia Fei" Lin Jia called my name seriously, "For me, the only thing I am afraid of is that you hurt yourself." Do you know? The afternoon you left, I was terrified. I'm afraid I'll never see you again, I'm afraid I've really lost you. ”

"Lin Jia, I won't, I won't end my life so hastily anymore. Please believe me," I said earnestly, staring into Lin Jia's eyes.

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