In the confusion, the two of us finally gritted our teeth and got out of the car and went upstairs.

As soon as the door was opened, everyone was already taking a nap, Sister Lu was resting on the sofa bed, and her mother and two children were resting in her mother's bedroom. Lin Jia and I gently returned to our room.

The two of us lay down with our clothes together, and the fatigue came back and I soon fell into a deep sleep.

In the dream, I kept running, I ran for 5,000 meters without stopping, I still had to run, I didn't know what I was running, where the end was, gradually, I saw a house full of vermilion and red paint, I gradually stopped, this is a very strange house, vermilion roof, walls, no windows, no door, I turned around a few times and was stunned but did not find where the door was.

By the time I woke up again, it was already dark, and Little Cream was slapping my face on the side of the bed and telling me to get up and eat.

"Okay, stop shooting, mom will get up now." I scooped up the little cream and hugged it in my arms, "Mommy's baby." "Smelling the aroma of the little cream, I feel that the whole person has been healed a lot.

The three of us walked out of the room with Lin Jia, "Why are you so sleepy?" Mother asked.

"It was so busy last night."

"When did you come back? There was no movement at all. ”

"It's not too late to come back, but I saw that you were all asleep, so I didn't make a sound and went back to the house directly."

"Don't worry about the children tonight, go home and sleep, you two look too bad."

"It's fine."

"It's okay, go back to sleep, the two of them have sallow faces, I think you better have a good rest, I've been too tired lately."

I didn't give in, I just said yes to my mother, finished eating, played with the children for a while, and left.

"Lin Jia?" I whispered to Lin Jia.

"How?"

"It's okay," I squeezed out a reluctant smile, "let's go." ”

"Okay."

In fact, I wanted to tell him that I had some pain in my heart, and I didn't know how to breathe well, so I felt my heart beat faster and wanted to cry.

When they opened the door and returned home, the two of them had nothing to do, slumped on the sofa and did not speak.

After a long time, I stood up suddenly, went to the wine cabinet and opened a bottle of red wine, and took out my wine glass, "Have a drink?" ”

Lin Jia smiled awkwardly, "Okay." ”

I didn't even sober up, I poured two glasses directly, in fact, it doesn't matter if it tastes good or not, at this moment we may just want to use the strength of the wine to be presumptuous, it's too depressing.

The "Cheers" glass makes a crisp sound when it collides.

"Again." I poured myself another glass.

"Drink slowly."

"It's fine." I laughed and said, "Can you give me a cigarette?" I'd like to ask you to borrow a cigarette. ”

"Okay."

I took a cigarette in my mouth, Lin Jia lit it for me, took a puff, I picked it up with my fingers, squinted my eyes and spit on the ceiling.

"You can smoke one too, usually the children are at home, where is there such an opportunity to smoke in the living room."

Lin Jia smiled and shook his head, "Okay." ”

The two of us didn't speak, just one cup after another, during which I smoked two cigarettes, and Lin Jia smoked a few cigarette butts that I forgot, and woke up all over the floor the next morning.

Confused, to the third bottle, I really can't drink, my stomach is hot like a fire, because there is no sobering, the red wine is slightly sour, my cheeks are hot, holding my cheeks with both hands and saying, "Lin, Lin Jia, we have to grit our teeth." Hold on. ”

Lin Jia nodded.

"You can't give up on me, you can't give up on our family." I felt like my mouth was numb, I pinched my lips with my fingernails, and my lips seemed to be numb.

"No, I can't, I have to sleep, I'm going to sleep." I shook my hand at Lin Jia and walked crookedly towards the room.

The next day, the alarm clock forcibly dragged me up, who was extremely reluctant to get up, and sat up suddenly, my stomach still churning and aching. "Hiss......" I gasped, patted my head, gritted my teeth and barely stood up.

Opening the bedroom door, Lin Jia was crooked on the sofa, cigarette butts were all over the floor, and red wine bottles were poured on the ground, "Lin Jia, Lin Jia." "I'll pat Lin Jia" I'm about to get up, and I have to go to work. ”

Lin Jia barely opened his eyes: "It's dawn so soon?" ”

"Not really." I walked briskly to the bathroom, squeezed on my toothpaste and started brushing my teeth.

"Lin Jia, hurry up." There was foam in my mouth, and I spoke to Lin Jia indistinctly.

Lin Jia scratched his head as he walked towards me.

Fifteen minutes later, the two of us were sitting in the car to the hospital, and I suddenly laughed at Lin Jia.

"Laughing at what?"

"It's fine." I don't know why, maybe it was last night's meal that made me no longer depressed.

"Lin Jia?" I stopped Lin Jia while waiting for the red light, I especially like to talk to Lin Jia while waiting for the red light.

"How?"

"If you want to work hard, even if you are tired, you have to work hard, and it will be another day full of vitality."

Lin Jia smiled at me awkwardly, I suddenly reached out and squeezed Lin Jia's face, and then said quietly, "Don't worry, you still have me." ”

Lin Jia nodded, we are not bad this morning, I think I am just a little good, I want to open it if I want to, isn't it 2 million? I'll always find a way to figure it all out.

Near the morning, I received a computer from the imperial capital, and I knew who it was with my toes.

I'm in a good mood today, I pick up the phone, "Hey, girl? ”

"Sister," Feng Nannan's voice didn't seem to sound very beautiful, "He and that girl really got together, and I bumped into him." ”

"That's great, you now have the leverage to threaten him." I held the phone while pouring a sterile solution for Jingxin.

"I never wanted to hurt him, I just want to be with him now, even if it's just by his side like before."

"Feng Nannan, listen to my next words, Feng Nannan, you can play with eggs." I said this a little loudly, and everyone in the operating room looked at me, and I reached out, apologized to everyone for the embarrassment, and then took the phone and walked out into the hallway.

"Are you repeating that sentence to me again?" I said earnestly into the phone.

"I want to ......"

"You're trying me to smoke you, aren't you?" Without waiting for Feng Nannan to finish speaking, I blurted out directly.

"You can't live without a man?" I glanced around the room and continued, "Does he have to be? What's so good about a scumbag who has a family and likes to steal food outside. ”

"But...... But I just want to be with him, I know he's bad, I know, but I can't forget him. ”

I was patient, "Feng Nannan, I'll ask you three questions, first, can you accept that he has other partners besides you besides his wife?" Second, he won't give you a penny, you won't get any benefits, and that's the result when you're thirty. Third, every night when your ears and temples are grinding, a phone call, he will get up from your bed, can you accept it when you go home? ”

"I ...... I ...... "The girl on the other end of the line didn't know what to say."