Chapter 510: Let go, for happiness

Just as Bai Pujia was looking as usual, while secretly chewing on the cold eyes that Li Dong scraped towards her, Qin Wafan and Zhang Lan were on the way here.

Just an hour ago, when Qin Wafan finally received the first message from Bai Pujia in the past two days, he lost control of his emotions and vaguely told Zhang Lan about the confession he confessed to Bai Pujia that night. But the point is the low mood brought about by the extravagance he feels he shouldn't have, and the confusion of not knowing how to face Bai Pujia.

"Qin Wa, maybe you don't know, Pu Jia came to Beijing and told you that she had a boyfriend, in fact, at that time, her heart was not in her so-called boyfriend at all, but in the way she wanted to live, or the pursuit of the way of life and existence. Have you talked to her about this? ”

After Zhang Lan listened to Qin Wafan's confession, although she didn't know what Qin Wafan had specifically confessed to Bai Pujia at that time, she was as smart as she was, and she guessed the meaning without leaving it.

"No, I was in my senior year at that time, she had been working for almost a year, I was going to go to her high school to find a job, but then I heard her say that she was going to Beijing, I changed my mind and wanted to go with her, but before the words came out, she said that it was because she had a boyfriend in Beijing, so she was going to Beijing. I'm desperate, she must be married when she goes, what other results can there be! ”

Qin Wafan said sullenly. He didn't like to recall this past, he didn't want to remember it at the time because of the pain of despair, and then he didn't want to remember it because of the pain of hating himself.

"So I just said that Pu Jia went to Beijing not entirely for her so-called boyfriend, but also for her life pursuit. This, can you get the idea? ”

Zhang Lan asked again with a smile.

"I don't care what she pursues, if I knew she wouldn't get married so soon, I wouldn't be in such a hurry to get married."

Qin Wafan felt that his intestines must be too green at this moment.

"Did you get married just to get married?"

When Zhang Lan heard this, she asked again, "You don't love your current wife?" Were you not at all in love with her, but out of need of a substitute for your married life? ”

"That, that's not either. I still like her, or I wouldn't be able to get married. ”

Qin Wafan's mind automatically appeared in his mind the process of meeting and falling in love with his wife Zhao Hong and then getting married, if it wasn't love, then he and her were only in love for a short time, and they couldn't get married. After all, at that time, everyone was still young, and there were still many opportunities to choose from, and there was no need to treat the rest of their lives casually for the sake of marriage. Even if he was as desperate as he was at that time, it was because he saw Zhao Hong and was activated by her fiery enthusiasm that the heart that was deeply hurt by Bai Pujia.

"That is, you loved your wife then, and now you love your wife and children, this is the way you want to live, you have already made a choice, and now what are you entangled with Pujia? Isn't it asking for hardship for oneself, and then looking for other people's suffering, so that others can also suffer this hardship? Do you think it's worth it? Is it necessary? ”

Zhang Lan remembered what she thought about Qin Wafan after she saw him, and couldn't help but say something like a question.

"yes!"

Qin Wafan sighed lightly and lowered his head. When he faced Zhang Lan's overtures to him at that time, he used his family harmony and happiness to resolve the emotional crisis between the two, which is why Zhang Lan could conclude that he loved his wife and children.

"You still don't get it. Pu Jia and you, the lifestyle you want, the life choices you want, are very different, what makes you not together in the end is not that you love her and she doesn't love you, but that you don't really understand what she yearns for, in other words, you and she are not the same kind of people who can live together, of course, if you are together, you can also live, but it does not mean that you will be much happier than you are now with your wife and children, and even, maybe there will be sacrifices of the two of them to pursue their own happiness to fulfill, so why bother, Isn't this another misfortune in a person's life? ”

Zhang Lan can often penetrate into the inside when she talks and looks at problems, which is the reason why Qin Wafan is willing to talk to her. Unlike Bai Pujia, here in Zhang Lan, he is more often a harvester.

"So, you are very good now, you have your family happiness, Pu Jia will also have her happiness, you and her are very good and worthy of friendship like confidants, not relatives are better than relatives. Do you think that such true feelings in the world are not precious? It is very likely that this kind of true love is more durable and precious than many people's so-called love! ”

Zhang Lan continued:

"If I were you, I would no longer dwell on the past, but try to let go, and then, while being happy with my own happiness, I will also help her better have her own happiness. This kind of friendship is precious! ”

"Hmm. Sister, you're right. I understand! Thank you so much! Every time if it weren't for your guidance, I would be stuck in the maze and couldn't get out. ”

After Zhang Lan's little push, Qin Wafan felt that he had suddenly become enlightened. The pain that had been entangled in his heart seemed to have suddenly dispersed like a mist, the clouds dispersed, and the sky was clear, and the sun was isolated for a long time before it shone into the tangled pain in his heart.

"Now it's out, right? Don't feel trapped anymore? ”

Zhang Lan smiled, and there was no shadow cast by a cloud on her face. She seemed to be saying these words to Qin Wafan, but in fact, why didn't she say them to herself.

She also often laments the uncertainty of fate in the middle of the night, why is it that everything she encounters is unbearable but can't? What was wrong with her? She also wanted to find out what fate was, but no one could tell her, so she had to slowly untie the knots that were hovering in her own heart.

"Sister, are you going to leave for the reception hall?"

Qin Wafan looked at his mobile phone, and there were still forty minutes before the time of the drinking party. He can not clean up, just like this, Zhang Lan always has to pick up a little.

In this hurry, he didn't notice the contemplation that Zhang Lan lowered his eyes at that moment.

"Yes, I actually talked to you so hard that I forgot about such a big thing as the drinking party."

Zhang Lan suddenly came to her senses, and Huo Ran got up.

"You're waiting for me right here."

Zhang Lan turned around and entered the inner room of the office. Qin Wafan knew that she was going to prepare. He himself went to the bathroom, touched his face with his hand, straightened his collar, and didn't feel that he had to dress up, man, he was also wearing a suit and shirt today, and his hair was just a size, no matter how much color he added.

When he came back to the office, Zhang Lan had already changed into a royal blue suspender evening dress with white pearls, her long pale yellow hair that had curled up early in the morning was crooked on the side of her neck, and her face was covered with makeup, becoming a more amorous woman than usual.

Qin Wafan thought in his heart, Bai Pujia, I don't know what kind of image appeared at such a cocktail party?