In this way, Qin Wafan's time with Bai Pujia alone that he looked forward to day and night finally came, but in the story that the two came and went, the male protagonist was his rival in love, and there seemed to be no other word that was related to him, oh, he could get a little bit of affection with him, and she finally said "It's good to have a friend like you".

But the sincerity of the words she gave him was enough to make him lose himself in the battle between the pain of loss and the hope of self-delusion.

He was often tormented when he was alone, and his heart was tormented from left to right, as if his left and right hands were tied to a thick hemp rope, and he was forced in two diametrically opposite directions, pulling him until the stomach acid came out and he did not let go.

Sometimes when he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't stand it, he bit a piece of washed cabbage, and obviously felt that the cabbage slipped from the throat to the chest cavity and then got into the spleen and stomach coldly, and instantly soaked into a small jar of old sauerkraut, and then it came back to the chest, so sour that the heart, liver and lungs convulsed together.

However, what is comforting is that no matter how sour and bitter Laotan sauerkraut is, it can be regarded as an edible product, which is much better than the sunny day thunderbolt that thundered her heart when she first heard that she was going to fall in love.

In any case, no despair, it's good. This is a hope that belongs to Qin Wafan.

Yes, if the heart is half desperate and half hopeful about something, then with the luck mentality, the hope side of the scale will be heavier.

Therefore, in the following days, Qin Wafan was just lucky, and carefully continued to ignite the spark of hope in his heart that he did not want to extinguish in the waiting with despair.

From the day Bai Pujia began to enter the state of love, she pulled him into the microphone, whether he was willing or not, and let him be her bosom sister in love, solving problems for her ongoing emotions.

In this way, Qin Wafan felt that she could see more hope, obviously she was in love, but her love mood was unique and only shared with him. It was also easy for him to find that she was still alone in the school during the day, or she was surrounded by different male faces—all of them were her partners in her studies and work.

It seems that she is not like a girl who is completely in love, fully devoted to her relationship, so does it mean that she not only has hope, but also hopes to keep getting bigger?

In order to keep her promise to Bai Pujia, no matter how entangled and painful Qin Wafan was in her heart, she didn't tell anyone about her starting to fall in love, including Bai Yu.

He just talked about his feelings when he couldn't bear the bitterness, or he would pull the white elm, or eat skewers or drink beer, but he never mentioned the things he promised about Bai Pujia's emotions.

Bai Yu thinks that his brother is becoming more and more inextricable from the holy goddess, and does not know more of the synopsis. What's more, at this time, he also has unspeakable distress and can't speak?

In fact, the reason that supports Qin Wafan's continuous enduring pain and continuing to be close to Bai Pujia is that in addition to the fact that he fell in love with her at first sight from the beginning, and his love for goodbye was deeper, that is, her love was related to the popularity of the Internet after they went to college in 2000, and QQ chat became popular and then became popular online dating. The one she kept talking about was the one she kept chatting about on the Internet.

"Wafan, in fact, I just talked to him a lot at the beginning, but he was not the only one in the same situation, that is, once, I was chatting with a college student from Beijing online, and he said that he was going to go to a relative's house in Guangzhou, and he also called me when the time came, I didn't think about it and asked him back, so in what capacity do I see your relatives? I thought he would reply that he was a friend, but he actually said that he should think about it first, and then said that he was a little tired and went offline without talking to me more. ”

"Wafan, since the last time I asked him, he never asked that question again, but he seemed to be more concerned about me, he always said busy, as soon as he went online and I didn't talk to me for a few words, he said that he was going to be busy with things and went offline, but at least he called me the next day, sometimes I was not in the dormitory, he couldn't find me, so he called four or five times a day, until I received it, every time I talked happily with me, I gradually got used to it, if I didn't answer his phone one day, I felt very uncomfortable, Wafan, you said, Am I just falling in love with him? ”

"Wafan, he called me today, and asked me directly if I liked him, I didn't know how to answer, so I smiled and didn't answer, he said it didn't matter, he knew that in my heart he was not the first, but as long as he was in the top five, it would be fine. Because he has the hope of surpassing one by one, until he is enough to get behind my parents and relatives. Wafan, I felt very happy to hear him say this, he didn't let me get anxious at all, he thought about me everything, I felt like it was about to become a habit. ”

"Wafan, he said that when he came home for the Spring Festival, he would tell his parents about me, and then he would go to his house to meet his parents next summer, but we haven't met yet, will this come true? I'm a junior now, and I'm still thinking about what to do after graduating from my senior year and how to find a job! ”

"Wafan, he said let me go to Guangzhou to find a job after graduation, he will go to Guangzhou after graduation this year, he said that he will definitely work hard, and marry me when he has a house and a car, at that time I just graduated, and I can get married, hehe."

"Wafan ......"

After Bai Pujia unconsciously fell into her spiritual love, she was like a little girl who was sometimes melancholy and worried and sometimes happy and happy, and even the way she spoke seemed to be very different from her before. He was lucky enough to hear his goddess reveal her heart again and again, and although what she said was still not about him, at least he could have a door to reach her heart.

Seeing that the goddess in his heart is getting deeper and deeper into her online lover, the only thing he can do is still listen, hoping that she can really be happy - he is reluctant to let her be sad and sad, and he still secretly holds the hope that online dating will not succeed.

This can't be regarded as Qin Wafan's psychological darkness, this kind of hope comes from the reality he really sees: he has witnessed the process of Baiyu online dating from deep love to death or falling apart from deep love and rain to seeing light death or falling apart again and again, and each time it will not exceed a month.

Therefore, whenever Bai Yu happily told him that he was going to meet his online girlfriend, and came back dejected to tell him that there was no drama, he had reason to feel that he should be patient enough to wait for the love of the goddess in the altar to burst like a dream. At that time, he must be close to the water and get the moon first.

As for the rational like him, he is much more thorough than the naïve like her, although he added her QQ, he hardly chatted with her online.

One is that as soon as she logged in to QQ, there were more people waiting for her to chat, and it was not his turn at all; The second is that he doesn't know how to chat with the people he can see every day tomorrow to talk about the cold screen so that he can't die, and he can't talk to strangers who have never met in front of the cold screen, so he simply goes online and hides.

Although he knew, in fact, whether he was invisible or not, it was the same for her and him, and he took the initiative to be invisible, but to avoid being idle and finally getting angry with himself.

And beside him, in addition to Bai Yu, there are many classmates who have stepped into the river of online dating one after another, some have succeeded and some have failed, and he still firmly believes that the imaginative but extremely uncertain way of online dating is not suitable for him.

For himself, he has full self-knowledge, and he knows deeply that he can fall in love with the goddess at first sight, but there should be only one way for girls to like themselves, and that is to fall in love over time.