The matter of medical disputes dragged on like this, because there were still endless procedures to go, so I couldn't get a result for the time being. Everything seems to be constantly dragging on, dragging on until the day when the spring flowers bloom, the money owed is, finding Xiaopang to eliminate the impact is, and even this medical dispute is also.

I guess maybe everyone has some kind of bad things to live.

Today is the night shift, but I got up earlier than usual, because today I have to go to the hospital to have my blood drawn, and it was three months ago since the last time I checked the virus.

I don't know where the rescued girl is, I don't know if she took medicine or healed, I'm not a god, I can't save everyone, it's like I'm pierced, I'm pierced, and no one is going to feel sorry for it.

In the early hours of the morning, I suddenly woke up in a dream, because I dreamed, I came to draw blood, and the result was very bad, and then my colleagues disliked it, Lin Jia disliked it so much that I was not even allowed to touch the child, I was alone in the corner of the house, such anger and helplessness made me want to shout, but I couldn't make a sound, and when I could cry, I found that I was woken up by my own crying voice.

wiped a handful of tears, got up from the bed, went to the bathroom, and carefully turned on the water, because the bathroom was too close to the bedroom, so I didn't dare to turn the water on too much, for fear of affecting the sleeping child and Lin Jia.

I carefully washed my face with cold water, then looked in the mirror, the bags under my eyes were huge, my eyes revealed endless exhaustion, I barely managed to squeeze out a smile, and then went to the living room, curled up on the sofa, hoping to get a comfortable position to sleep.

But in the end, I ended my sleep with countless back and forth, without medicine, the quality of sleep is not too good, occasionally I can fall asleep smoothly when I am too tired, but this can be counted with ten fingers, and the rest of the time, I am intermittent sleep.

"Wake up so early?" Early in the morning, Lin Jia came out of the bedroom and saw me sitting on the sofa in a daze and said to me.

"Well, I'm going to go for a physical examination today, so I got up early."

"Medical exam? What's wrong? You're not on the night shift today? ”

"That's right, night shift, wait a while, I'll go to the hospital to get blood drawn after I send the child."

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, it's just that I haven't taken five virus items for a long time, and you know that we can be said to be very high-risk in the operating room, so go for a physical examination, how are you? Do you want to be together? ”

"No, I feel like it's almost time for the staff to have a physical examination, and it's time to have a physical examination." If you go, I'll drive you along? ”

"It's okay, you can go first later, I still have to send the child, don't wait for me."

"Cheng, then I'll wash my face."

Taking advantage of Lin Jia's time to wash his face and brush his teeth, I warmed milk and fried eggs for Lin Jia, usually if he went to work by himself, I would prepare breakfast for him, because he went to work a little later than me, just in time to get up for breakfast.

Quiet breakfast time, almost once a week or even several weeks, he listened to the news while drinking milk, and I sat on the sofa and watched his backlit silhouette eating, which made me feel that life was very peaceful.

Today, I didn't sit down to admire him, I quickly washed my face and brushed my teeth, and then I woke up the child, and then after I was busy, I took a child in one hand and ran to the kindergarten downstairs.

Sending children to school is definitely like fighting a war, dressing this one, combing the hair of that one, in short, either this bed or that grinding, coaxing this and supervising that at the same time.

When the two children followed the teacher to the class, I could breathe a sigh of relief and see that I was still wearing pajamas, so I had to go home and change out of my pajamas and ride to the hospital.

There are really a lot of people in the outpatient clinic during the day, I sat down and waited for the blood draw to call the number, Lin Jia called, saw if I had arrived at the hospital, and hung up after a few short words, I had something in my heart, so I was not in the mood to be tired of him.

When it was my turn to draw blood, I had a feeling that I was going to the guillotine, and although I knew that it should be fine, I had already thought about the future.

I'm a very sensitive and life-saving person, I never do dangerous things, I don't play dangerous games, I'm afraid that I'll hang up if I'm not careful, so I was able to go to the rooftop that day, I know myself, I really can't hold on, but fortunately, I came back alive, God saved my life with a mango at the last moment.

I have to live well, not for others, but also because of mangoes, because my life is given by mangoes.

"What's the matter, you have to draw blood." Kobayashi in the blood collection room smiled at me.

"No, it's been a long time since I've checked the five items of the virus, come and see, there are no antibodies, it's time to make up for vaccines, treat diseases, and defend yourself if you don't get sick, right."

I smiled at Kobayashi, "It hurts, make a fist." I obediently clenched my fist, and it hurt a little, but I held back.

"Okay, sister, okay, the results will come out in the afternoon."

"Okay, thank you."

"It's okay, let's go."

After talking to Kobayashi, I went home.

I don't know why, I always feel sleepy, maybe it's because I don't rest well at night, and the labor intensity during the day is very high, I always feel dizzy and dozing off at every turn.

I wanted to go home and clean up well, and I thought about cleaning up, which could be regarded as a change of mood for the family, but the good guy, when I came home, it was like I was dead, and I lay down directly.

At ten o'clock in the morning, I didn't have any energy, and I lay down until Lin Jia came back at three o'clock in the afternoon.

As soon as Lin Jia entered the door, he was startled when he saw me lying on the sofa. "Why are you lying here?"

"It's fine, it's just a little tired."

"Have you had lunch?"

"Nope."

"Don't tell you you've been lying here since you came back."

I smiled at him and nodded.

"You've been looking tired lately."

"Yes, I feel very tired in my heart, and I always feel that I can't beat when I beat, or I beat very fast, because I always feel flustered."

"I'll take you to cardiology." Lin Jia sat on the sofa and held my hand, "You do look haggard. ”

"How can you be so squeamish, it's just tired, it's okay, just rest and rest."

"I'm really sorry, because of me, causing you to be in a bad mood every day, not to mention, I went out for surgery, all the work is on you, two children, and the elderly, I'm really sorry."

"Okay, stop, if you say something like this, go cook for me, I don't want to hear it, like a Tang monk."