Chu Yingrou, this woman, if she could, she would rather never see her in her life.

The sea that protrudes from the corner of the reef can no longer be calm, and the rolling waves immersed in the sea roll in, and in the blink of an eye, they become stormy waves.

"Did you want me to meet her because I wanted to reconcile with her? Or wait for them to inform me of their relationship one step closer? ”

A mocking smile was raised, and his voice was a little bleak, and his stunned tone was mixed with the depression of his past savings.

It's not that she hasn't heard those voices outside, and it's not that she doesn't know the relationship between Chu Yingrou and Mu Zhennan. When Mu Zhennan took Chu Yingrou to attend various public occasions, this situation was hinted at obviously.

Sima Shao's heart is well known to passers-by, and what he said should be this situation!

How? Could it be that after so many years, she suddenly wants to ask Chu Yingrou for her name? Or did Chu Yingrou endure it for too long and didn't want to endure it any longer?

It's a pity that in either case, it's not what she wants to see.

"Lao Mu is different from me, he likes her, heh, he should like her very much."

Although she didn't want to admit it, Mu Zhennan's care for Chu Yingrou was far thousands of times higher than Qin Wan's.

This is the saddest and most ironic point that makes her the most.

For an adult, the choice of feelings is naturally understandable. However, as a father, Mu Zixiao was only disappointed in Mu Zhennan, and also felt a little pity for her mother.

Mu Zixiao looked ahead, in the sunlight, every dust floating in the air could be seen, I don't know how long it took, she slowly spoke, "I will never forget that day, I can't forget the scene I saw." ”

The box containing the memories suddenly cracked a crack, and then, all the imprisoned memories in the box came out, depressing, sad, and heartbreaking...... They all ran out.

"That day, I tried my best to get to the hospital, but in the end it was still too late. What I saw was that my mother was jumping down from the roof of the hospital. She was wearing a white dress, very light, but the moment she fell to the ground, blood splattered her all over her body. ”

At that time, with the sound of exclamation and screaming, a crowd of people quickly gathered under the hospital building, including doctors, patients, and many, many people she didn't know.

An unfamiliar face dangled in front of him, watching and discussing......

She rushed forward, pushed the inconsequential ones away, and the first thing she saw was the blood that kept flowing.

Even in the air, there was a faint smell of blood, and then it began to spread continuously......

It was then that she discovered for the first time what a desperate color red was.

With heavy steps, she got closer, and all she could see was the bloody figure......

Countless blood flowed out of Qin Wan's body, and at the last moment of her life, she became extremely cherished in an instant, Qin Wan used her last bit of strength to see her, and with a difficult opening, the blood overflowed from her mouth uncontrollably, and she heard Qin Wan call her name, "Xiaoxiao......"

Qin Wan curled the corners of her lips, trembling her hand and wanted to touch her cheek again, but as soon as she stopped in mid-air, she fell straight down.

Closing her eyes, Qin Wan closed her eyes completely.

She held her mother's hand tightly, and the only thing she could feel was the gradually cooling temperature.

"She gave me one last look before she closed her eyes one last time, she called my name one last time, and then she closed her eyes and never opened them again." No matter how she called Qin Wan, she never opened her eyes again, only her body slowly became cold, and then gradually became stiff.

Closing her eyes, the picture of that day was like a marquee, flickering in front of her eyes over and over again.

Every scene is shocking.

The voice was slightly choked, "I still remember, it rained that day, but no amount of rain could wash away the blood stains that fell on the ground. So bright red color, so glaring, that's blood. It flowed out of her body, and she couldn't stop it, and I was right next to her. However, her hand was cold, slowly becoming stiff and motionless, and she could no longer hold my hand or smile at me gently. Even, her hair was messy, mixed with blood and water, it was terrible, she ...... She is obviously a person who cares so much about her image, but in the end she has fallen into this situation. I called her, but she ignored me anymore. ”

Those illusory pictures, hidden memories in the deepest depths, burst out, and made her have a splitting headache......

Every time I think about this, it hurts to breathe.

Life and death were originally major events in life.

But death, because of reluctance and nostalgia, is even more difficult to let go.

Angry, her eyes were a little wooden, "This scene happened right in front of my eyes." ”

At first, she always thought that Chu Yingrou only appeared by Mu Zhennan's side after her mother died, but in fact she was not.

It was only later that she learned that Chu Yingrou and Mu Zhennan had always been in contact, and Qin Wan knew about this matter.

"They told me afterwards that my mother had suffered from severe depression and that she had to be confined to the hospital as a last resort. And Chu Yingrou is the person who visits her the most. But on the same day, it was Chu Yingrou who told them that they could stop the medicine my mother was taking. ”

However, those medicines cannot be stopped.

He raised his hand and touched the tears in the corners of his eyes.

"I was abroad during that time, and I kept my mother's situation secret, and he didn't want me to let me know. I know he's not happy with my mother either. However, what I couldn't stand was how he could be with that woman and target my mother. Even if he didn't have a deep relationship with my mother, he wouldn't cut off this last way of life. ”

This is the point that makes her the most difficult to let go, and it is also the most unforgivable.

Two people who don't want to love, even if they can't stay together well to the end, do they even have to cut off the last trace of life?

In her impression, Mu Zhennan has never been a cruel person. However, in Qin Wan, Mu Zhennan became more and more cruel every time.

"So, I can't talk to her calmly, I don't want to see her, I don't want to hear her voice, I don't want to know everything about her."

Chu Yingrou is a person who can't give birth to hateful emotions when she sees it, but such a seemingly flawless woman indirectly ruined Qin Wan's life.

She knows that the union of the previous generation is not entirely because of feelings, although she can't empathize, but she will try to understand.

Those missed loves, of course, will make people feel pity, but even if there are many reasons for regret and sorrow between Mu Zhennan and Chu Yingrou, it can't be an excuse to hurt her mother.

Therefore, she has no way to understand, no way to fulfill.

Choosing to forgive and choosing to fulfill, for her, means betrayal of her mother.

"Everything went bad because of her. Therefore, even if she and Mu Zhennan's relationship is bumpy, they are not the only ones who make sacrifices, even if they are pitiful, I can't forgive them. ”

"If you really don't want to see her, you don't have to." Shangguan Jingyu reached out and touched her sideburns lightly, pressing her into his arms, even if she didn't say anything, he could feel her constantly trembling emotions. "You don't have to force yourself to do what you don't want to do."

Mu Zixiao is right, in this world, there is no kind of sadness that can be empathized. At most, people understand feelings, but he hopes that when she is sad, he can be the one who is by her side.

After a while, after the person in his arms slowly calmed down, he spoke, "I have asked Lin Mo to understand the situation, he will give the news as soon as possible, don't worry about it first." ”

"Shangguan Jingyu, don't be too nice to me." Mu Zixiao threw herself in his arms and wrapped tightly around his strong waist, the reassuring freshness on his body penetrated little by little, and he gave her warmth, making her choke, "If you are too good to me, it will make me suspect that this is a dream, and I will be afraid to wake up." ”

"Isn't it stupid?" smiled and reached out to rub the top of her hair, "You are the person I filled in the spouse column, my wife, I plan to get married like this once in my life, it's not good for you, it's good for anyone." ”

Seeing that the door was lightly closed, Xiao Peanut looked over with his head probed, and saw the two people hugging each other, coming over with flat mouths, walking over, looking at Shangguan Jingyu, and then at Mu Zixiao, his fleshy little hands were tangled together, and he looked at Mu Zixiao with some distress, and said, "Mom, are you holding the wrong one!" ”

After speaking, the little eyes still glanced at Shangguan Jingyu from time to time, and the meaning he wanted to express couldn't be more obvious, how cute and cute he looked.

Looking at the appearance of the little peanut, the haze that had fallen on his heart before suddenly dissipated most of it, and he reached out and hugged the little peanut in his arms, and coaxed him to say, "Isn't it still possible to hold peanuts?" ”

"Hee-hee." Little Peanut smiled with satisfaction, took out a few candies from the small pocket of his clothes, and personally peeled one out and fed it to Mu Zixiao, "Mom, eating a sweet candy will make you feel good." ”

"Okay." Shouting orange-flavored candy, my heart is about to melt.

Shangguan Jingyu was not polite, and rubbed the little peanut's hair, "What about mine?" ”

Little Peanut faced Shangguan Jingyu, crossed his waist, and straightened his small body, "Dad, you are so old, you still have to eat sugar, are you ashamed!" ”

Shangguan Jingyu couldn't help but laugh, where did such a double-standard son come from!

Little Peanut didn't stay in the room for a while, and when he heard the crisp sound of the "bell bell" in the stairwell, he knew that Ah Fei was nearby, and ran out again with his pulsating legs.

Although Little Peanut was not there, Mu Zixiao still had a smile on her face, just like the candy that Peanut fed her, it was sweet to the heart.

"Still laughing?" Looking at the smile on her face that had not faded, he pinched her jaw and looked at her deeply, "Sweet or not?" ”

“……”

"I'll taste it too." After saying that, he kissed her directly.

When the old man saw the old housekeeper answering the phone, although he didn't care about it, he actually pricked up his ears, "Jingyu called?" What's the matter? ”

The old housekeeper hesitated for a moment, the old man was looking forward to the return of Young Master Jingyu, if he heard such news, he didn't know if he would be angry.

"Young Master Jingyu said that there is something tomorrow and I can't go back to the old house!"

"What?"

Sure enough, the first thing I heard was the thunderous voice of the old man.

However, a moment later, before he could persuade him, the old man spoke first, "It's still his kid acquaintance, and he knows that he will be informed in advance." ”

“……”

The old housekeeper was quite surprised by the old man's change, when did this stubborn old man think so much?