Volume 1 132 I have faith that you can have a deep affection for me.
Seeing that she was quietly in a daze, Shangguan Jingyu leaned over and touched her head, brushing away the broken hair in front of her forehead for her, "Mumu, do you feel better now?" What did you dream about and still be afraid of? ”
As soon as the topic changed, he used a warm voice and lowered his eyebrows to discuss with her as if it was just a very ordinary thing.
Naturally, it was as if they had been together like this for a long time......
At the mention of these, Mu Zixiao's eyes became a little dim, but ...... After all, it was a dream, shook his head, and vetoed, "It's nothing, it's a dream anyway, nothing to be scary." ”
He chuckled, pinched her nose, and laughed, "Really? ”
As he said this, his gaze at her was filled with meaning.
“…… Well? "What? Could it be that she got up in the morning and looked at it wrongly! Why does she feel that Shangguan Jingyu is so ill-intentioned when she looks at her now!!
Mu Zixiao thought so in her heart, and her body subconsciously did so.
But she didn't have time to retreat, Shangguan Jingyu turned her head and kissed her, Mu Zixiao's eyes widened, she just woke up and hadn't washed yet!
couldn't push him away, her eyes narrowed, expressing her protest, but the cry was swallowed directly by Shangguan Jingyu.
Mu Zixiao really found out that this man really likes to kiss her.
Already, more than this time.
But she really can't hate it.
Originally, she was used to living alone, and suddenly another person was integrated into her life, and she didn't feel too annoying.
Before, she thought that Shangguan Jingyu would be a very cold person, at least he looked like a pure-hearted and good-looking face.
However, after contacting him, she found that this person was not at all as dull as she thought.
This man is a few years older than her, and his thinking is mature and far-reaching, so she can't deny this, but in private, this man's sloppiness and coaxing are indeed difficult for her to resist.
Shangguan Jingyu seems to know what she needs very well, every time she strikes, she will hit, and even, she is good at listening, and sometimes she will give advice for her, and more importantly, she will feel at ease when she gets along with him!
Good-looking, brainy, gentlemanly and polite, and even, very rich, this is not the best standard for finding a boyfriend!
When Mu Zixiao thought about it like this, she felt a little balanced in her heart, although this man sometimes used some small routines for her, but, for the sake of his advantages, these would be offset!
After separating slightly, the breath of the two was obviously unstable, and as he watched, Mu Zixiao's face became redder and redder, and the eyes looking at him became very complicated, "You ......"
This man, should he ......
No way!!
"How?" When Shangguan Jingyu looked at her, there was always a shallow smile in his eyes.
That's real joy, the eyes don't deceive, and the joy can't be pretended to be.
Mu Zixiao was so scorched by the thoughts that came out of her heart that she couldn't put her cramped hands that she had nowhere to put them, and she always felt that Shangguan Jingyu's gaze on her body was warm, otherwise, how could she feel that it was getting hotter and hotter!!
"I ......," she looked at him cautiously, and she looked very reluctant to speak, "May I ask you a question?" ”
Issue? When Shangguan Jingyu heard her say this, he lay directly on her side, with a relaxed expression, "Yes." ”
He wondered what questions she would ask!
"That...... Let's get to say first, no matter what questions I ask, you can't be angry! ”
Shangguan Jingyu glanced at her with interest, using this sentence as the premise of speaking, he was a little curious about what questions she would ask!
So, he replied, "Don't be angry." ”
Mu Zixiao sat cross-legged on the bed, his gaze stopped on his face for two or three seconds, and then he asked his own question, "Shangguan Jingyu, you honestly confess, have you ever liked someone else before!" ”
"Nope." If he remembered correctly, they had talked about such a topic before, and he answered them all truthfully.
Shangguan Jingyu thought of this, and then looked at Mu Zixiao's eyes, with a helpless disgust.
That's right, it's the kind of disgust that is very helpless.
Mu Zixiao, who he heard from others before, always said what she said.
However, the more I got in touch with her, the more I realized that she was really stupid.
And the most incredible thing he thinks is that he actually thinks she's stupid and cute!!
"This ......" Mu Zixiao looked at him, the expression on her face was really indescribably tangled.
I don't know what careful thoughts she has in her heart, but the entanglement on that face is all exposed on her face.
"If you have anything to say, you can just say it."
Mu Zixiao took a deep breath, and in the end, she asked the question that was confused in her heart, "You treat me ...... You won't ...... You don't think I'm anyone's stand-in! ”
Otherwise, no matter how you look at his behavior, he is overzealous!
However, after she asked the question, the air seemed to freeze for a moment, and it was very quiet.
Even the sound of breathing was deliberately suppressed.
It's really atmospheric, and I don't dare to come out.
Time passes, one second, two sides......
As time passed, Mu Zixiao felt a deep uneasiness!
Finally, she heard Shangguan Jingyu deliberately suppress his voice and say, "Mu Zixiao, you have the ability, you can ask the question you just asked again!" ”
This time, Mu Zixiao stabilized her emotions in time and reminded, "We said in advance, don't be angry!" ”
"Are you a pig?"
Mu Zixiao's head began to break out in a cold sweat, and continued, "Personal attacks are not allowed. ”
Shangguan Jingyu sat up and clamped her jaw, it was really incomprehensible, "What are you thinking in your head!" ”
"I ......" Mu Zixiao heard him say this, she really said that she was very innocent, and she couldn't be blamed for thinking too much!
"I've seen a lot of TV series play like this before, the male protagonist is good to the female protagonist, and what purpose is it at the beginning, many of them are female protagonists like the male protagonist used to love someone or something, so, I'm curious, you ...... Isn't that the case? ”
Who let him take the initiative is really not good! I can't blame her for thinking too much!
Then there was a little more space in the air.
Seeing Mu Zixiao's innocence, Shangguan Jingyu took a deep breath and asked very seriously, "What TV series have you watched!" ”
He really doubted that although he had almost very little time to watch TV series, he really didn't believe that this would be the content broadcast in the TV series? If that's the case, it's time to go out of business!
"I ......" Mu Zixiao just wanted to answer his question, and instantly realized that the answer to the question was off, and besides, this was the part where she asked questions! I asked you first! ”
"Don't think about it later." Shangguan Jingyu stretched out his hand and rubbed her hair, his eyes were very doting.
"But ......"
Before she could speak, he directly reached out and dragged her into his arms, his strength was very domineering, with undoubted affirmation, leaning over her ear, the warm breath fell on her ear, warm, with a hint of itching, she heard his voice, heard him say, "I, Shangguan Jingyu, now, only like Mu Zixiao." Therefore, there is no lover that I will never forget, and there is no first love. ”
He tightened his arms around her waist and hugged her harder in his arms, "Now, do you understand?" The only thing I love is you, a stupid woman. ”
The nose hit his hard chest, it was warm, and I was hugged by him, listening to the sound that fell in my ears.
Heart, but suddenly a slight pain flashed.
Stupidly stunned in his arms, this was a sudden time, and she felt that Shangguan Jingyu spoke very nicely.
"Actually...... I don't know why......"
"How?"
"It's just, it feels weird." Mu Zixiao tilted her head and leaned on his chest, as long as she was close to Shangguan Jingyu, she would feel both secure and distressed.
That's right, it's distressing, that feeling, it seems to be nothing, but it reminds her, as if everything in front of her is all an illusion.
"Every time I'm with you, I always feel unrealistic, like it's not all I can have. Even the emotions start to get out of control, and there will always be a very inexplicable sadness......"
She clenched the pajamas on his side tightly, and the comfortable texture of the clothes was tightly held in her palm, "I don't know what's going on!" Is this what people often call gains and losses? Shangguan Jingyu, before I met you, I had never been so at a loss to do things! ”
For him, she always had mixed feelings, both wanting to get close and deliberately staying away!
I can't help but want to rejoice......
She hasn't liked anyone else before, so there's no way to compare this feeling, is it like liking someone?
Enjoy what you have, but worry about losing it at any time?
"I don't know why I'm like this, sometimes, I'm just conflicted." Speaking of this, even her tone became very frustrated and at a loss.
Shangguan Jingyu heard her words, but his eyes were deep in thought.
"Shangguan Jingyu, isn't it troublesome for me to be like this?" This sentence, she really asked from the heart.
She also doesn't understand how she is cowardly in dealing with feelings!
Is it because of this that she has never had a favorite person?
She didn't know......
"No trouble." Shangguan Jingyu let go of her, she can take the initiative to reveal her feelings to herself, this is a kind of trust.
Staring into her eyes, let her know her mind, and said, "You can tell me any ideas, although I may not have much experience in emotional matters, but I will do my best to protect you." If you have any thoughts or troubles, you can tell me, I will not hide it from you, and I am glad that you are willing to share your feelings with me. ”
Hearing Shangguan Jingyu's words, Mu Zixiao blinked her eyes and asked, "Aren't you angry?" ”
"Angry at what?"
"This attitude of mine?" Although she didn't want to do that either.
"Being angry doesn't solve anything. Only when you reveal your heart to me can I understand you, how to get along with you, in other words, because of your words, the relationship between me and you can be one step closer, what is there to be angry about? ”
Mu Zixiao was dumbfounded, it turned out that she could still say this!
"But I thought that when you heard me, you would think that I was a man of undetermined mind."
“……”
"I don't know what's going on, it's like, it's always been like this." As she spoke, she inadvertently covered her heart.
The heart is beating, but there is always an instability.
In her heart, there is a very strange feeling, as if the love she can have is a very illusory existence.
"In that case, then stay by my side more, I am confident that you can have a deep affection for me."
"Narcissistic ......"
However, when she said such words, the curvature of the corners of her lips showed that she was in a really good mood at this time.