Chapter 34: Fear
Chen hung his face and cried for a long time, but Xie Yuan hugged her and didn't move her.
When her crying gradually stopped, Xie Yuan asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Chen's voice was crying and told her what happened after she went to Bihe Garden, and then she looked up: "Did I really do something wrong?" ”
"I just want to be safe, I just don't want to be like that again."
"I'm afraid that every day I wake up my eyes and have to think about how to live, I'm afraid that every time she goes out and comes back, she will be scarred, I want to help her, I also want to protect her, I don't want to just hug her and cry."
"But I'm afraid..."
Chen's tears fell down in large drops, looking at his hands.
"I can't hold a knife, I can't see blood, I don't even dare to cut my face and save trouble."
"I know I'm useless......"
"I know..."
Chen covered his eyes with his hands, hung his head and wept as he spoke, his words full of disgust.
She knew that she was useless, knew that she was not worthy of being a mother, she shouldn't force Su Ruan, and knew why she didn't want to enter the second room, but she was afraid, she was afraid that she would lose her mother's family, Su Xuanmin, and even her daughter, who had worked so hard to protect her, was gone.
Xie Yuan hugged Chen's trembling body from crying, with a complicated look in his eyes.
Old Madam Xie once asked him why he liked a woman who was so weak that people couldn't understand it, but only Xie Yuan knew that after he saw Su Ruan in a coma and carried back by him, Chen took the scissors and wanted to cut his face.
At that time, she was crying and shaking, and she could barely hold the scissors in her hand in fear.
She is afraid of pain, ugliness, and hideousness on her face.
The last moment was stabbed towards his chest, if he hadn't gone in time, Chen would have died a long time ago.
Xie Yuan admitted that Chen's face amazed him, she was the best-looking woman he had ever seen in his life, but she cried and told him that she was afraid of pain, and then the appearance of blood flowing from her chest with a knife was what really moved him.
Maybe she's really cowardly, but she's not necessarily bad.
Xie Yuan hugged Chen and whispered, "Ruan Ruan still blames you?" ”
Chen cried exhaustedly: "She didn't blame me. ”
But......
She also stopped loving her.
It's like the two lines are getting farther and farther, she still protects her, misses her, but is no longer close to her, and refuses to call her.
Xie Yuan's eyebrows tightened, listening to Chen's cry and wanting to comfort, but before he could speak, he saw Chen suddenly grab his chest and fall down, if he hadn't reacted quickly, Chen would have smashed directly on the Nanmu low table next to him.
"Jia Niang!"
Xie Yuan shouted urgently.
Chen's face was pale, and his eyes were closed tightly and he collapsed in his arms.
Xie Yuan's face changed greatly, and he hurriedly hugged her, walked quickly to the bed, put her down, and said urgently: "Someone, come quickly...... Doctor, please!! ”
……
When Su Ruan knelt in front of the spirit and whispered sutras, Cai Qian suddenly broke in, and when she turned around, Cai Qian hurriedly said, "Miss, it's not good, something happened to Madame's side." ”
Su Ruan looked stunned, and stood up from the futon in the next moment: "What's the matter?" ”
"The slave doesn't know, it's just that when I went to the outer courtyard to get something, I heard that Gu Fengyuan suddenly invited a doctor, it seems that the lady fainted, the Hou Ye was anxious and angry, and the young lady ......"
Before Cai Qian said "Miss, do you want to go over and have a look" in his mouth, Su Ruan had already thrown away the things in his hand, turned around and strode towards the door.
Chen's health has always been good, and although she looks delicate, she rarely gets sick.
Are you angry with her?
While thinking about things in his heart, Su Ruan walked quickly towards the side of Gu Feng Courtyard, and when he got closer, he saw several maid rings standing in the courtyard from a distance.
When she walked to the front and back of the door, those maids all looked at Su Ruan in plain clothes in surprise, and hurriedly saluted her.
"Miss Six."
They all knew that the old lady had accepted Su Ruan as her granddaughter, and they also knew that the old lady had let her join the Xie family and become the sixth lady, so they didn't hesitate when they called her.
One of the maids said, "Miss Six has come to see Madame?" The slave will pass it on for you......"
"No need."
Su Ruan saw that the girl was about to enter, but suddenly opened her mouth and stopped her.
The girl looked at Su Ruan with a surprised face, and Su Ruan pursed her lips and looked in the room, remembering the appearance of Chen and her crying during the day, and suddenly turned around and left.
When Xie Yuan came out, he saw that Su Ruan wanted to leave, and immediately shouted with a calm face: "Stop!" ”
Su Ruan paused, turned his head and saw that it was him, and whispered: "Master Hou." ”
"Don't you look at your mother?"
"She has the ...... of the Hou Ye"
"She's your mother!"
Xie Yuan looked at Su Ruan calmly: "No matter how bad she is, no matter what she does, she is your mother!" ”
Su Ruan looked at the gloom in Xie Yuan's eyes, and after being silent for a moment, he raised his feet and walked into the room.
There is a charcoal basin burning in the house, and the inside of the smoke is warm, and there is a medicine jar on the carbon basin, and you can smell a bitter smell of medicine as soon as you enter it.
The doctor inside was still the one who saw Su Ruan's injuries last time, he was standing at the table and packing up his things, and when he heard the footsteps, he thought it was Xie Yuan who came in, and said directly.
"Master Xie, Madam hurt her heart before, she can't be stimulated, I have already told you when I checked her pulse last time, to make her calm and don't be overjoyed, her injury is not yet healed, if it is ......"
Before Dr. Chen finished speaking, when he looked up, he saw that it was not Xie Yuan, and his expression was a little shocked.
Su Ruan's face was ugly: "Injured, what kind of injury?" ”
Doctor Chen looked at Xie Yuan behind Su Ruan.
Xie Yuan said to him, "You go out first." ”
Doctor Chen had seen Su Ruan, and felt that something was wrong with the father and daughter, and there was still the new lady lying on the bed, so he hurriedly responded, and after packing up the medicine box next to him, he withdrew directly.
After he left, Su Ruan looked at Xie Yuan and asked, "What's wrong with my mother, how could she be hurt, what does the doctor mean when he says she is hurt?" ”
Xie Yuan looked up at her: "As early as when I was in Jingnan, she was injured, just the day I found you. ”
"How could it be ......?"
Su Ruan looked at Xie Yuan in a daze.
Xie Yuan's voice was cold:
"When I rescued your mother and daughter, you were beaten and bruised, and after you came back, you fell asleep for several days."
"Your mother saw that you almost killed someone to protect her, so she wanted to ruin her own face, but she was afraid of pain and ugliness, so she finally stabbed scissors into her chest."
Su Ruan's expression was sluggish, and he turned his head to look at Chen who was asleep on the bed.
She knew that Chen was afraid of pain, and she was very afraid.
When Su Xuanmin was still there, she was pricked by a needle and cried out in pain, knocking and screaming in pain, and then they had no shelter, she fell and cried, crying sadly, crying when she was embarrassed, and crying when she was burning the fire and cooking.
She shed tears every time, hugged her and cried so much.
With such a Chen family, how dare she stab herself with a knife?