Chapter 112: I can't let go of my thoughts
"Your Highness, it's not too early, it's time to rest." has been standing quietly outside, until the song is finished, and the girl sat in front of the guqin for a long time without moving, Hongfu quietly walked in. Probably because she received a letter from King Yong's Mansion today, although the princess didn't show too much abnormality, she was still keenly aware of the slight difference. Just by looking at the guqin she took out and hadn't touched for a long time, you can know that her heart is actually far from being as calm as it seems on the outside.
"If I could sleep, how could I have such leisure." Touching the strings lightly with his hand, Tao Yao's face was pale, but there was a sense of remoteness in his eyes, and the whole person showed a lonely aura for no reason: "Sister Hongfu, do you think he is okay now?" "The Northwest Camp is not a place to raise more people in the end, he is not stupid and dignified, what is he going there to do.
He? Hongfu was stunned for a moment, and then reacted vaguely: "What His Highness said, is ...... Is it General Gao? Speaking of which, although Tao Yao is not very old, her decisive personality is the only one she has seen in Hongfu's life. Since she broke up with Gao Xianzhi, she basically never mentioned that person again, even if she deliberately matched and deliberately reminded her, she was resolutely unmoved. This made Hongfu feel that her little master's heart was condensed by ice, and once solidified, it was so hard that it could not be reversed, and there was no room for change. However, at this moment, in the middle of the night in the Tubo Palace, she suddenly took the initiative to say that the person who seemed to be taboo, this is to ......
"Hmm." Nodding with a wry smile, Tao Yao lowered her eyes and looked at the guqin in her hand, and the look on her face became extremely complicated in an instant. This guqin was made and given to her by her eight-year-old Gao Xianzhi herself, saying that it is the only birthday gift in the world, and it is given to the most unique Taoyao county lord in the world, I hope she can like it.
But when did she not like anything he sent? What's more, she had privately heard the third brother mention that the paulownia wood used to make the guqin was an excellent material that he found after running all over Shendu and Chang'an, which was several times better than that made by ordinary craftsmen, and it was purely painstaking. Not to mention that she already loves the piano, even if she doesn't use it, under his hard work, she can only accept it gladly. After all, no one in the world will be more attentive to himself than him.
Therefore, although she has been practicing the piano since she was a child, and she has also received countless guqins in the warehouse, only this one has been with her. No matter when, as long as it is still there, she will feel that the person is not far from her, as long as she plucks the strings, she seems to feel the breath of that person. Originally, she was far away from the outskirts of Shendu, and she was determined not to play the piano again in her life, but today, for some reason, she suddenly couldn't calm down in her heart.
Maybe it was the letter from Shendu that shattered the humble hope that was left in her heart once again, maybe it was that she was too far away from home after all and she was at a loss, or maybe it was the cold night outside the fortress that made her vulnerable...... At this moment, the longing that had been suppressed by reason for a long time flooded like a river bursting its banks, almost washing away and submerging her entire heart, until there was no trace left.
She missed him, like crazy. She wanted to see that person, to cry happily in his arms like before, and she wanted to hear him say that even if everyone in this world gave up on her, he would still stand by her side and never leave her. Brother Huai Jin, her favorite brother Huai Jin, the person she wanted to stay with him for the rest of her life at all costs, why, in the end, she still abandoned her? Why is the heart of a man in this world so big, which can accommodate the society and the world, but he can't accommodate a little her? Obviously everything she prayed for was so simple and ordinary, but what she got in the end often backfired? She is just an ordinary little woman, with long children, short-sightedness, and has never had any grand desire to save the people of Limin. She didn't understand, she didn't understand, and she wanted to complain about the injustice of heaven, but when she thought of Lin Lang's woman who was born in Tianxiang Pavilion, she seemed to be a little less reasonable. This is her situation, an eternally embarrassing situation, so she is destined to be detached, and even the thoughts in her heart can no longer be easily declared.
"Although the Northwest Camp is poor and cold, it is a good world for aspiring men to show their talents. With the temperament of General Gao, he should be far more comfortable there than in God. I didn't know that the mind of the person in front of me had disappeared, Hongfu sighed secretly, but there was still a full smile on her face: "In time, I must have to add an official to the knighthood, that is, those lazy and lazy idle sons in Beijing can't see it, and regard it as hell." ”
She didn't know what the princess meant by mentioning Gao Xianzhi at this time, but she understood that with Tao Yao's current status, some thoughts could never be had again. So, although she followed her words, she tried her best to use the tone of idle chatter, pretending that the man was just an old man from the past, and there was no other superfluous meaning when she talked about it for a while. In this way, it is the best for this young girl.
"Add an official to the ......" muttered those four words softly, Tao Yao didn't know what to think, but smiled at once: "If it can really go so smoothly, but it is as he wants......" He said that he wanted to have more say in the court, so that he could do what he wanted. Look, even if she is no longer here, he has not abandoned this goal, and is still working hard for it unremittingly, worthy of Brother Huai Jin, whom he really liked.
"Your Highness, ...... you are" The more she looked at Tao Yao like this, the more frightened she felt, Hongfu took a few steps forward, and subconsciously wanted to put the piano away: "You can't take care of your own body, don't think too much, let's go and rest." She was really worried that Tao Yao was too entangled in the past, but instead increased her heart. At a young age, my mind is already very heavy, and if I add others, then I don't have to live.
"Okay, just listen to Sister Hongfu." Without stretching out his hand to stop him, Tao Yao smiled and stood up straight. Without her life, Gao Xianzhi can live well, and since he can do it, then there is nothing he can't do.