White fruits

(1) White light

A layer of light and mist permeates the whole world

Everything in this world is gradually becoming a part of this light mist

It looks like that's untouchable

Only the outline of light remains

People look at their palms

It's just like the rest of your body

It's so crystal clear

This is a word that should not have been used to describe the human body

Now it's become so appropriate

Face it all

There was no trace of horror in people's eyes

It all looked so calm

As the light mist rises in the direction of the sky

It seems as if they are very close to each other

But in this world, people live in their own relatively independent regions

In terms of spatial distribution, it is not even considered to be a group of people

Not to mention how close it is

It's just that this light mist breaks the concept of space

Everything in the world is like being on a plane

The whole is rising

After a dazzling flicker, the world of light outlines vanished

Not a single trace was left

The world is back to its original state

If you take off a layer of outer clothing, you will return to your original form

But this cloak takes away all life

What is left to this world is death-like loneliness and endless darkness .......

(2) Sky fire

The ashes spread infinitely, forming mountains

Valleys are formed

Formed everything in the world...... Quiet loneliness

Time doesn't make sense here

Morphology doesn't make sense

Only this ash says everything

Sleep and death have the same meaning

It becomes difficult to distinguish between there and none

There is not nothing left in the ashes

It just represents a kind of nothing

But there is no difference between this kind of non-existence and being

All it takes is one restart

A striking-fire impact

And at this time, the fire was flying towards it

Fast and unstoppable

A red dot gradually turned into a huge "fireball"

Shines on everything in the world

I don't know when the ashes in the sky will be gone

Once again, the world became visible

Everything began to flow again

Change, decay, rebirth......

It was rebooted again

It's not much different from the countless times before.

(3) All things

The world is slowly becoming noisy

In the calm of the past

It will not be interrupted for a known period of time in the future

And it won't stop

Everything is being woken up

Slowly growing

Illuminate with the light in the fire that day

and the fire to provide for each other

Merge with the ashes that result

The world has become lovely

The fruit that bears fruit because of that light is so crystal clear

It was an immaculate purity

But the world has also become abominable

The huge energy that can't be carried is looking around for a carrier

and devour everything around you

until it bursts

into an infinite number of smaller volumes

Then look around for new carriers

This endless process is repeated

Some of those ashes are wonderful and different because of the amount of energy that was mixed in with them during their formation

It has its own nature

In order to maintain this self-nature

They have to keep getting energy

Man is in all these things

People in this world are always born with a white fruit

Give it energy

Symbiosis and co-destruction with it

But the energy contained in this white fruit is limited

They have to spend their lives searching for the same white fruit

Fusion before its energy is depleted

Until the energy of the body is no longer being reduced

They will enter another realm

In theory, their lives are unlimited

Unless the white fruit that lives with it does not receive a new supply when its energy is exhausted

Then their bodies will be forever one with the white fruit that accompanies them

No one can understand what that state represents

But what is certain is that such they will never really go away

This is not a common occurrence

But it does happen occasionally

Whenever it happens, a new life is born

A new white fruit will fly to live with him

This new little life is the child of their whole clan

Together, they will cherish the arrival of this new life

As everyone thinks

They do not produce the next generation of life through mating

Although their ** bodies have the most beautiful and complete form in the world

If they wish, they can see each other's perfect body curves through the light mist that surrounds their bodies at any time

Most of the time, they do

Of course, if necessary, they can also make this seemingly non-existent layer of light and fog airtight and indestructible

Not a single object inside is visible

The primal desire for each other's bodies seemed to them to be just some accidental accident

The accident will not cause them any trouble or change

Just like people sometimes become obsessed with a flower

Even if there is a hint of impulse in this obsession

It won't cause any emotional change to you

You may not bother to fold it because you can't bear it for a while

It may also be picked by hand because of obsession......

The people of this world are born with feelings as pure as the fruit that accompanies them.

(4) Hunger

The feeling of hunger is so real

If there is a hole in the body

Tearing himself apart all the time

So that he can't think

He needs food

Everything else doesn't make sense before that

As for why you need food to survive, you don't need to know

He was born like this

After absorbing the energy in the white fruit, it has grown to the present

And for the future, he knew it would be like this

He was tired and didn't want to think about it

Looking at the white fruit, which had dimmed, he had to continue sucking the energy in it

yes

The energy of the fruit is running out

It hasn't been replenished for too long

It's not that he doesn't want to

After turning over every inch of those five mountains

He had to admit that he wouldn't have much to gain this time

And in the past few days, he has consumed too much energy in order to find new white fruits

He didn't want to wait

He didn't even understand why he was waiting

It was only during the long search that he heard it from others

It is necessary to suck the energy in the white fruit only when it is no longer possible to tolerate it at the end

He believed in this word of mouth

On several occasions he even lost consciousness due to hunger

He certainly won't starve to death

In fact, he could not have starved to death

At the last moment, the white fruit would definitely inject energy into his body

It's just that almost no one can tolerate this process

He also doubted that he had lost his meaning for those few times

Can the sober self really survive to the end?

In fact, there are many things he doesn't know

Even the white fruit that accompanied him day and night by his side couldn't be said to know much

Why doesn't it need energy and has to keep sucking it up?

Why it won't know hunger

And they will

They came to this world together

Why are they different in the same world?

Why is it that in the same world, it does not feel hungry, but it can also complete the flow of energy

And he couldn't

Can only be given passively

He'd heard people say that

When it does not get replenished energy, it will eventually be depleted, and it will merge with the white fruit

And that's when a new life is born

So is it that they were originally one

And there is no difference

It must be because I'm too greedy

will need food

There will be a reciprocal cycle of hunger

Only then will there be white fruits that will never be abandoned

for they are one

One day, he himself will be like this white fruit next to him, and he will not need food

There is no hunger

I've heard that there is a legend that there will be such a day

But not yet

So he must continue to gulp down the energy in the white fruit!

(5) Emptiness

Energy flows into his body

A gentle warm current flowed through him like a physical object

The hunger pangs subsided so quickly

Every time he had eaten a lot, he would get a period of too brief gratification

What will be followed will be emptiness and boredom

He needed to do something

This was the way he had learned to deal with this emptiness long ago

He knew that it would not do him any good to continue to lie lazily

It will only push back this endless sense of emptiness, and it will hit more violently later

He rolled over and sat up

I came under a dark tree

The tree is not very tall, just over a meter, and it looks like it is less than two meters

From the bare roots to the tips of the trees, the whole body is dark

Only the small, round bean-sized fruit emitted a ghostly glow

It looks disgusting

Pure white fruits are very rare in this world

Most of them are ordinary fruits with various colors

It's all dark like this

Species that emit shimmering light

Although there are many more fruits than white

But it's also very rare

There should be energy in it

He guessed

He doesn't absorb the energy in it

Don't say that he is already full now

Long before he fainted from hunger, he thought he had discovered the fruits

They are not the same as white fruits

It grows from the ground just like a normal species

And the white fruit, which can be eaten by them for generations, exists independently

No dirt

He won't do things that aren't allowed

As he turned to leave

I was attracted by a few dark shadows in the trees

It turned out that the tree was full of bugs

There is one on almost every tiny branch

The worm was as black as a tree

Sizes vary

The largest one is at the top of the tree

If it weren't for it, it writhed its fat body and swayed back and forth in the shimmer

He didn't even notice it existed

The tree also bore far more fruit than he had thought

The fruit was not a single growing ground as he had first seen

Rather, clusters come together to form a large string

But only a few of them emitted a faint shimmer

Most of them are as dark as this tree

When you don't pay attention, you will mistake it for scattered small round bean-like isolated fruits

Most of the bugs lay there motionless

The fruit around him did not emit a trace of light

The largest one at the top swings rhythmically in different directions

Whenever he turns his body in that direction

That side will be darkened

Only when it faces the other direction again will a few fruits shimmer

The tree and it flickered and writhed regularly

Not easy to detect

What attracted him was a few bugs that were far inferior to him, but also unusually large, moving upwards

It's different

It was pitch black everywhere they passed

A series of black shadows were formed

It was in this way that he discovered this mysterious kingdom of trees and insects

The strange behavior of these bugs made him curious

Fortunately, they are not far away

The speed of movement is not too slow

He had plenty of time to watch the bugs play

Dozens of breathing intervals

A few bugs came up to the big bug

Wrap it around in the middle to form a circle

The big worm was half erect and didn't writhe

The others were half-erected and motionless, just like him

The whole tree went dark

There is no shine in the light and is almost not visible

He got a little closer, barely recognising them

Time stood still for a short second

What happened the next moment surprised him a little

Several insects on the periphery bit the big worm in the center at the same time, and quickly sucked it dry

Almost at the same time, the whole tree glowed black

Clusters of black fruits shimmer with a black sheen and are clearly visible

The insects that were originally fixed to the branches and leaves greedily sucked the black light

The body doubled in an instant

The fat bugs at the top were also swinging their bodies in different directions like the big bugs before

The black light has converged

But it should be too clearly visible

Maybe they haven't found a way yet

But nature doesn't leave much time for them

These bugs should be like them

It lives in symbiosis with the tree by sucking the energy of the black fruit

They don't have to look around

The dirt provides them with infinite energy

But it also restricts their movement

If you can't hide it well

Soon it will be eliminated naturally

Will they be as one with the tree and the dirt as he did?

He didn't know

He had no intention of continuing to observe the bugs and their fate

Turned and walked away

He knew he had seen what he wanted

There is no need to waste more time and energy

This time that should have been empty is a thing of the past

The next part may come tomorrow or someday later

But now he knew he had other things to do

The root of emptiness stems from abundance

Excess energy requires new outlets

Everything around becomes meaningless.

(6) Contradictions

A few more days had passed, and he still hadn't found anything

He knew he needed to rest

The already exhausted legs moved forward

It seems that the vision has also been affected

Not in acumen

Many things in close proximity also need to be distinguished by the mind

Both eyes were dry from being open for too long

It's time to give them a break

If we say that people can be like many animals

Both legs and eyes do not need to rest at the same time

How nice that would be!

You can run forever

The rest that was needed can also be dispensed with

But man is not an animal

It won't be like that

He pondered

I don't know when I heard someone say it

The most energy-consuming thing for people is the human brain

This little thing needs more than any other part of the body

So what he has to do now is to stop thinking?

Like the white fruit, I have never seen it think, nor have I seen it rest

No matter where he goes

They all followed him closely

It's not just the body that wears him down

This is even more true of his heart

He was looking for energy

But they often have to stop because they consume too much

Suck in the energy of the white fruit that has become dull

This often makes him very tired inside

Not because of yourself

But I can't bear to look at "it"

It does not need to be eaten

It wouldn't even have to pay if it weren't for itself

It exists so independently in this world

He felt like he was burdening it

But they came into this world together

Isn't it just one!

Thinking made him even more tired

He really deserves to rest

What are people ultimately after?!

The more tired he became

The more you can't forget such a question

Man pursues wisdom but is always governed by the senses

He always relies on the feeling that his feet pass back

Judge whether you are moving forward or not

Rather than relying on wisdom to make judgments

The same is true for other organs

He had too many complex organs than the white fruit

But it always gets tired because of it

And it has never been that way

I didn't make any mistakes

Not even a single small mistake has been made

It did it so perfectly for him

It also made him feel that perfection

Thinking slowed him down again

however

If you only care about moving forward blindly

Does it make sense?

More and less

Good and bad

Forward and backward are objective!

There is a contradiction in the existence of man himself

And everything that is done cannot resolve this contradiction

After all, it is meaningless.

(7) Confusion

Emaciated self

Dull fruit

The "beauty" that was missed along the way

He gradually became a little confused

Why can only eat white fruits?

Check them out

Those astute animals

Don't be picky about any fruit

Survival is like that

prosperity

At least it seems

Survival is not easy

Why should there be an artificial choice!

There was originally enough fruit for one's own consumption

But he made himself as thin as wood

Don't you deserve these gifts of nature?

Isn't it a kind of irony to be who you are now?!

White fruit!

White fruit!

Those four words echoed like a nightmare for him

Since fate has chosen them to eat only white fruits

Why is it so scarce?

Could it be that fate has turned their backs

Let them be willing to suffer this torture

If it really is

Why would they be allowed to waste these most precious fruits in vain?

So how could they be abandoned?

They need white fruits

They also suffer more than animals

If you insist on eating only this white fruit

They are also not destined to be as highly prosperous as animal populations

How are he and not them going to choose?!

Raise your hands

Look at the finger that doesn't look good

Like bamboo, every link is clearly visible

He knew he needed food so badly

Leaning against the thick trunk of the tree and looking up

The branches and vines are full of flowers, and there is no shadow of his white fruit

Hold the dry fingers

clenched into fists

He stood up against the trunk of the tree

There was never that multiple-choice question in his mind

From the moment they are born, they know in their hearts that they can only eat white fruits

If not, even if they will develop the population and prosper again

Life itself has been deprived of its meaning.

(8) Coma

The sun was scorching that day

He was a little dizzy

And it all came so suddenly

In the casual retrospective

He suddenly noticed that the white fruit was shrinking at a rate visible to the naked eye

Collapsed

Nothing like this has ever happened before

He looked at it in horror

Overwhelmed

For a second he even wanted to put all his energy into it

But that's not all he can do

No one can manipulate the fruit with themselves

It didn't take long

The white fruit has completely collapsed into an inconspicuous grayish-white pit

In the absence of a trace of light shine emitted

The surrounding light seemed to dim as well

It's been a long time

When he looked away

Only then did I realize that the world had changed

There is no bright sunshine

The whole sky turned gray

The plant withers and turns into a uniform dark brown

Curled leaves hang silently under the branches

Not moving at all

From time to time, there was a popping sound under his feet

I only found out when I looked down

The earth has turned to black silt

Piles of flesh-white bugs

They are munching on the foul-smelling dirt

He gagged

The dizziness is even worse

What is this place?

How did it become like this?

Look at these withered plants

These disgusting bugs, turned into animals, are munching on them with a big mouthful

The pattern on the back is shaking like a smiling face due to the distortion of the body

He couldn't have looked at it for another second

Raised his foot and stomped it hard

There was a muffled sound

Black juice splashed all over him

The fat body became shriveled and stuck together

But his mouth was still gnawing on the dirt beneath him

He believes it won't be long

It will change back to its original form

He didn't know why they had to lie on the ground and enjoy eating the disgusting dirt

His shouts were not answered

Only the sound of chewing like mockery echoed in my ears

Oh, yes!

Maybe he's a fool in their eyes

It's all bugs

Who's going to pay attention to what you say

He could no longer control himself

He didn't know what he was like

But he didn't believe he could be the same disgusting worm as they were

He stepped on it like crazy

The juice splashed on his hair, cheeks, chest, legs......

Gradually, he was soaked in the juice

The bugs muttered and scattered in all directions

He is still gnawing on the dirt in his mouth!

Anger is just an emotion

It is the indulgence of discontent in fantasy

The breeze gradually woke him up

The sun was still as dazzling as it was

That's nice!

(9) Hometown

Walking on his feet

He decided to rest after reaching the next target

Although these feet can still walk

But there's really no need to make it so exhausting

Since the last time I fainted

He didn't want anything like that to happen again

He learned to control and judge

The open field ahead became clearer and clearer

He always felt a little familiar

I seem to have seen it at some point

But I can't remember

What should be missing here

Something that should have reminded him at a glance

Well

What is that?

Not far away, a faint light attracted him

He walked towards there

If you didn't guess wrong

It must have been the white fruit he was looking for

It doesn't matter how far apart they are

All the same gentle shimmer

He was all too familiar

You can't go wrong

He came to the approach of the White Fruit

Bent down

Reach out and touch it

That familiarity, a warm breath licked his palm

He wasn't in a hurry to eat it

There's so much more to communicate with each other

A trace of memory slowly appeared in his mind

It was a tree

Alone there

bark

The leaves were all so dark

Something seemed to be squirming on top of it

Not very clear

It couldn't be the swing of the leaves

Because there's no wind here

The shadow was still crawling...... It's bugs

It turned out to be it

That one was controlled by countless bugs

A tree bearing black fruits

It still exists

That way it won't stay in nature for long

It was indeed different from the one he had ever seen

It's just too much of a resemblance

A crisp sound broke his musings

Something seemed to be growing inside the trunk of the tree

The cracks gradually become larger and more numerous

It grew everywhere inside it

With a pop

The tree, along with the bugs on it, was shed like a layer of skin

Paralyzed all around

A new tree stood there shaking its newly stretched leaves

It looks even darker

It's still covered with bugs

Bugs of the past

Like the tree, it is replaced by the larvae that grow inside it

The process doesn't stop

It's been circulating

I don't know how long it took

Reciprocated a few times

Shedding bark and insects piled up like a hill all around

It slowly turned into black silt

The process is getting faster and faster

New trunks and bugs are constantly changing

It's like a fast-forward picture

It looks so weird

Until that moment

When it emitted that blinding black glow

There was no more chance

Dried from nature

The powder that evaporated in bursts of black gas turned into countless black powders dissipated

Everything stopped

The earth was restored to its appearance

In this tranquility, only this white fruit emitted a faint and gentle light.

(10) Redemption

Bursts of light from the white fruit

Wake him up from memory

Everything is so real

I forgot what I was going to do

The energy in his body was wasted with no time

He stood up and placed the two fruits side by side in front of his chest

Ready for everything

Gazing at these two white fruits

They're so beautiful

A halo of light surrounds them

Why is there a bit of a gloom in the middle?

A dark spot that should not exist

Through the gap between the two fruits, it shot into his eyes

What is that?

He stopped the merger of the two fruits and flew over

A man fell there

I don't know how long it has been

But he's not dead yet

The white fruit that was supposed to accompany him was no longer visible

Only a faint glow surrounded his body

If he died

He will turn into a white fruit

It all came too suddenly

The fruit cannot be split in two

Each combination is a one-off and becomes a perfect whole

After that, they can no longer be separated

"Give it to him, give it to him......"

There was only one voice swirling in his head

He couldn't see a man dead in front of him

He pushed the new white fruit into the halo of the man who had fallen to the ground

The weak white light around the body slowly condensed together

The originally thin and gray face gradually turned red

"He'll wake up"

He thought

I watched everything in front of me gradually blur

My body is no longer so real

If you can see it

Is he now the same as the man who just lay on the ground?

Checkmate

Even then, he had no regrets

Things seem to be moving away from themselves

Maybe he's pulling away from things

Everything on the ground will no longer be clear

Only the silhouette remains

Then it smudged like paint

It's a patch of different colors

He's still on the rise

Look at yourself to become transparent body

He was so calm

Everything in the world is not colorful

The different patches of color blurred into pitch black

Eventually, all things will turn into the mud

Everything is gone

All that remains is the glimmer of light, gentleness, comfort, and serenity.