Chapter 103: In a dead end
Feelings are actually like this, when you think that you have completely let go of the person you love in your heart, but because of his words or a look or a gesture, it rekindles for no reason, and after the resurgence, it burns even more fiercely.
Wen Wanbing is like this, even too much!
In this life, Tang Wei himself has experienced great ups and downs. The ups and downs made Wen Wanbing feel that Tang Wei loved her more than she imagined and cared about her. However, what she never dreamed of was that Tang Wei's mouth would say things like "broom star" and "disaster star" to her.
When Tang Wei said those words in disgust with her, she clearly saw the gloating expressions of those seniors who were drinking energetically. This kind of words, whether it is in the previous life or this life, Wen Wanbing has heard too much, and in the end, she has become numb.
It's just that no matter how numb the words came out of Tang Wei's mouth, they carried tons of damage.
I remember that it had been a long, long time since anyone had scolded her with that disgusted expression. Since entering the Sioux City Public Security University, except for Zeng Wei and his party in the opposite dormitory, who occasionally say a word or two viciously, no one has been there. Even if she went home to work during the winter and summer vacations and met those neighbors, she was polite to her, and no one talked about her behind her back.
For this reason, the grandmother who often whispered in her ears and hated her from time to time did not scold her or resent her.
When she laughed crazy, the classmates who passed by her in fright rushed to the side.
Wen Wanbing didn't have time to take care of those, but her heart became more and more sad. Tears fell down like pearls with broken threads, and a pair of eyes were confused. Sobing, he stood up with a little bit of wine...... His head was dizzy, he staggered, and quickly grabbed the black street lamp pole next to him that was plastered with all kinds of small advertisements.
But the stinging pain from the palm made Wen Wanbing unable to stop the pain of "ah~~~", only to find that the palms of both hands were pierced with the residue of the glass bottle that was broken on the ground, and looked at it twice by the light of the street lamp. However, I couldn't see it clearly, and there were too many tears of sadness.
Choked up, he didn't care about wiping his tears with the back of his hand stained with blood on the palm of his hand, but no matter how he wiped it, he couldn't wipe it clean. For a while, my heart was full of grief, leaning on the lamppole, and tears fell even more.
Her hands were open, and the palms of her wounded hands became tingling as she wiped her tears, and a pale little face stained with blood looked embarrassed and desolate under the illumination of the bright street lamp, and the despair in her eyes and the small figure revealed loneliness and helplessness.
The more she cried, the more groggy her head became, and the silent tears dripped down her cheeks, soaking her shoulders. On the side of the road, the frolicking of classmates, the noise of eating in the restaurant, and the crisp sound of bicycles riding by.
But a pair of ears are particularly sensitive to the movement in the light rice. Everyone seemed to be drinking more happily in the light meal, the sound of guessing boxing was getting louder and louder, and the various voices of male and female classmates were intertwined, as if they were satirizing Wen Wanbing's frivolous behavior.
There was a sneer at the corner of his mouth, and although his nose was slightly sour, the tears had slowly stopped. I didn't want to cast a glance at the light rice anymore, and stood up straight with my drowsy brain, and the back of my hand accidentally rubbed against the street lamp pole, which hurt hotly.
A slight glance at the back of his arm revealed a large bruise on both arms. At this moment, Wen Wanbing couldn't care about it so much, shook her head vigorously, which had become more and more groggy, and walked forward step by step silently, just wanting to stay away from light rice and Tang Wei.
The farther I went, the more my heart hurt. The thin soles of a pair of black and white canvas sneakers that I couldn't afford to throw away even though I had washed them by myself were on the gravel on the side of the snack street, and the soles of my feet were indescribably uncomfortable when they rubbed against the soles.
On an early summer evening at Sioux City Public Security University, the air was cool and humid because of the bright lake outside the university. The breeze blew, and Wen Wanbing could even smell the faint smell of the fishy smell of Minghu Lake and the smell of aquatic plants. From time to time, a breeze blew on Wen Wanbing's body, raising the green silk in the ponytail at the back of her head, dancing mischievously, and the green silk blew on the beautiful and beautiful pale face of Wen Wanbing, who was stained with blood, making her look more poignant. And the slightly wet corners of the eyes make this gentle ice, which is usually too cold to touch, have more fireworks than usual.
Walking forward in despair, his eyes blank and aimless. From time to time, the hip-hop laughter and slapstick of classmates were heard in her ears, and these happy voices sounded so carefree to Wen Wanbing. Deep in his heart, he sighed heavily, a helpless wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, turned the snack street, and walked lonely in the direction of the administrative building.
Under the bright street lamp, Wen Wanbing's figure was stretched out, her head was lowered, and her hands hanging at her sides reflexively touched her shoulders. When her hands were in the air, she suddenly realized that the schoolbag she usually carried on her shoulders was not carried out today.
Then, with his hands hanging at his sides, he continued to walk forward silently. Lightheaded, I don't know if I'm going fast or slow. The tall plane trees on both sides of the road made a thin grinding sound in the breeze, like the whispers of lovers. It's just that at this moment, this lover's murmur is a little lonely in Wen Wanbing's ears.
Tang Wei's expression of disgust and disgust for her has been hovering in his mind, and even the two sentences that scolded her have been clearly echoing, one after another, like the needle that kept piercing her fragile heart, and between the heartache, the already heavy head became even more painful.
When she lingered in desperation, she couldn't stop her hands from clenching into fists, feeling the stinging pain of the broken glass embedded in her delicate palm, and her nose began to sour again.
But even so, Wen Wanbing still felt uncomfortable, and when she was about to die, she couldn't feel a trace of stinging pain from her palm, and wandered around the campus aimlessly like an ownerless wandering spirit, with no purpose or direction.
Tang Wei's classmates who have been classmates for two and a half years are still drinking and guessing boxing. For Tang Wei's cruelty to Bing Lori, it didn't cause too many waves, just like a trivial episode during the meal.
In the midst of the excitement, Tang Wei stood up and raised the beer bottle in his hand.....
"Ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to leave after drinking this bottle! Take care, everyone! Something to get in touch! ”
Tang Wei, who was slightly drunk at first, became unusually sober after pushing Wen Wanbing ruthlessly, thinking that Wen Wanbing's small body was pushed to the ground by him like a rag bag, his hands couldn't stop trembling, no matter how he clenched his fists, he still couldn't stop it.
A heart was beating fast, eager to jump out of his chest, and it couldn't calm him at all.
For small things, Tang Wei was really distressed to death.
He always thought that crazy drinking could make him forget the annoyance and irritability in his heart and the indescribable discomfort, but now the more he drinks, the more sober he becomes, the more sober he is, the more his heart hurts, and the little pale face of the little thing always wanders in front of his eyes.
It made him a little crazy, and at the moment, he just wanted to be alone.
After saying these words loudly, regardless of whether everyone echoed or not, he raised his head and drank the bottle of beer in his hand, because he drank it too quickly, and beer overflowed from his mouth and dripped down his neck.
The Adam's apple moved up and down, and the wheat-colored skin glowed sensually in the light of the incandescent lights on the ceiling.
This fascinated Apple, who was lying next to the cash register, and she was so crazy that she always thought that if she could be with such a sexy and beautiful man, she would really have no regrets in her life.
Sister Xu next to her glanced at Apple with freckled face, and shook her head helplessly.
Regarding the entanglement between Wen Wanbing and the cold boy in black tonight, Sister Xu didn't want to participate in it, after all, the love of young people has their own young people tossing.
This outsider mixes, there will always be a little less original wild love delicacy!
"Tang Wei, don't you drink anymore?"
Some of the slightly sober students had not finished drinking the wine in their glasses, and they opened their mouths wide and looked at Tang Wei who was walking towards the door, a little regretful.
“.......”
Tang Wei wiped the beer on his chin vigorously, waved his hand, and did not speak.
After a while, I opened the glass door of the light rice, and walked out of the light rice under the greeting of the crisp wind chimes at the door.
"I haven't seen him for more than a year, Tang Wei is really getting more and more manly!"
A girl who looked honest and honest who had not been drinking until the beginning and the end silently glanced at Tang Wei, who was walking out of the door of light rice, and said, suddenly felt that the unusually delicious beef in her mouth just now was tasteless, chewed it, and spit directly into a small cyan plate on the side.
"What do you see...... This kind of man..... Just take a look! ”
There was a slightly drunk female classmate next to her, who was already drunk on the table, and glanced at the girl who had just spoken with disdain.
"Hey, it's not a grade at all! It's the kind of ice Lori that can be controlled! ”
"Don't say it, I always feel like there's a drama between the two!"
This table is basically full of girls, few are drunk, and they all look lonely, but they are extremely envious.
For the best men like Tang Wei, who can only look at each other silently from a distance, it may be impossible to walk with mediocre girls like them for the rest of his life.
"it...... Cheers! ”
A chestnut-haired girl next to her raised the glass in her hand, drank dizzily, and toasted to the air with an empty glass.
"Hey~~~"
"Drink it~~~"
The group of girls stopped talking, silently watching the boys at several tables around them running around and toasting each other, crazy with complicated expressions.
Tang Wei walked on the road of the snack street, although he was careless on the surface, but a pair of eyes were searching everywhere, in Tang Wei's opinion, the little Wen Wanbing did not go far.....
"Tang Gongzi, I'll go back to the car first!"
After the black-faced uncle who followed behind him said this, he crossed Tang Wei alone and walked quickly towards the end of the snack street.
“......”
Tang Wei was unmoved......
I have said sorry to Wen Wanbing countless times in my heart, although I know that I can't explain it, but I can't let go of it in my heart, the more I think about it, the more irritable I become, and the more I think about it, the more aggrieved I become.....
In an instant, Tang Wei felt that he had walked into a dead end, a bottomless dead end.
Breathing deeply, the heavy breath between his snorts became heavier and heavier, and his steps quickened, and he began to gallop away.....
Little thing, can you understand me?
Can you wait for me?