Chapter 101: Follow Your Heart
A person who loves to lift the bar every day and likes to find something to do is like a bored mouse wandering around in front of a sleepy cat, dancing from time to time, throwing something, and saying a few provocative words. If you get impatient with the cat and want to catch it, hide quickly.
Repeating this routine over and over again, no matter how sleepy the cat is, he will be angry and want to tear the mouse in half.
According to Shen Xubai's method, Xia Liangyue is afraid that she will not be able to catch up with the person she likes until she dies.
Zhang Xinyu glanced at Shen Xubai and said with a smile, "But the person my friend likes is him, so you know that he was aggrieved during that time." ”
"It seems that people can't have bad intentions, otherwise, retribution will come on themselves in the blink of an eye." The host was stunned, crying and laughing.
Shen Xubai's body stiffened slightly, looked at Zhang Xinyu in surprise, and tried to confirm, "That's what she said?" ”
Zhang Xinyu nodded, approached Shen Xubai, and said in a low voice, "Before you gave her an idea, she told me and Tingting that there is someone she likes." I don't need to say more about who that person is now. ”
This news is undoubtedly a bombshell for Shen Xubai.
The host looked at the stunned Shen Xubai, and said casually, "The heroine in the middle, is it based on your girlfriend?" ”
"Yes, but I still had a crush on her." Shen Xubai pursed his lips and said very calmly.
In fact, he only learned today that he had misunderstood Xia Liangyue all along. thought that Xia Liangyue's liking for him was too shallow, less than one thousandth of what he liked.
Now I understand that no matter whose heart moves first, they are approaching each other sincerely and carefully.
Love is like a stone with strange edges and corners, grinding into a circle with each other. Like one yin and one yang, separate is an independent individual, and together it is everything. It's just that they are now in the stage of cutting off their own excess thorns.
The host was surprised by Shen Xubai's honesty. She took out a letter from behind her and said with a smile, "Here is a monologue of the male protagonist Ning Xiaotian when he was old." Many readers especially liked it, including me. I think that's what you were in at that time. ”
Speaking of this, the host opened the letter and read in the announcer voice, "I often think that if I can choose again."
I want to protect her childhood and work with her. Restraint with a set of sage morals to become someone who is enough to stand side by side with her.
Do I still have a chance?
She is never arrogant, but her nobility is the distance before us, and it is her arrogance. I know this and know that we can't do it. But I still like her, and I'll never change.
It's not that you can't get it is the best bullshit theory. I've pursued some other women before, who either seem to be ready to fall into the sea of lust with me, or pure and lovely and lovable, or rich and pretentious and independent and generous
Among them, there are also things that I can't get, and I will soon forget. They are all good women, but they are always a little bit less tasteful. I'm not going to boil this strange emotion down to love, love is made up of two parties, and I'm just one-sided in love.
Or I have a disease, and I don't know what broke the disease, tormenting me until now. Painfully suicidal, life no longer attracts me. I know that death will not save me, and I will continue to suffer. ”
When Xia Liangyue, who was off-screen, heard these words, she seemed to be able to sense what kind of state Shen Xubai was in at that time.
Zhao Yimo looked at Xia Liangyue and said firmly, "He really likes you." ”
"Know how to cherish it." Xu Xingzhou looked at Zhou Tingting and said helplessly. Now he is undoubtedly Shen Xubai at that time.
Love is a very mysterious thing. It's like a thunderstorm, coming as you say, and leaving as you go. It doesn't matter if you have an umbrella or not, whether you want to be drenched or not.
Zhou Tingting took a sip of tea, frowned, and said, "I don't know whether to envy Shen Xubai or you." ”
Xia Liangyue smiled politely and slid her head on the table. ordered the food in his hand, but he was thinking about Shen Xubai in his heart. It was as if at this moment they really touched each other. She wants to see Shen Xubai now, and she wants to throw Shen Xubai into the sky.
The whole person is extremely contradictory.
The computer was closed by Zhao Yimo. He saw Xia Liangyue's unnaturalness and said with relief, "You deserve to be liked by anyone." ”
"Thank you." Xia Liangyue said subconsciously. After saying that, I felt a little funny. She leaned back in her chair and said suddenly, "I finally understand now, why do you think I don't like Shen Xubai so much." ”
In front of a giant cake, naturally I didn't see her small bread.
The waiter came in with a cart and put the ordered meals on the table one by one.
Zhao Yimo handed the chopsticks to Xia Liangyue and explained, "You don't have to care about our opinions, follow your heart." ”
Zhou Tingting stuffed a mouthful of rice into her mouth, turned her head to look at Zhao Yimo, and said seriously, "I think so too."
There is no such thing as empathy in this world, we stand from the perspective of the spectators, and what we see is only one side. The main thing is yourself. As long as you are willing and don't hurt others, you can do whatever you want. ”
It's really stupid to veto herself, Zhou Tingting doesn't want Xia Liangyue to have such thoughts.
Xu Xingzhou swallowed the rice in his mouth and said with a wry smile, "You must know that not everyone is as lucky as you." ”
"That's just as well." Xia Liangyue put down the spoon and heard the meaning of Xu Xingzhou's words. She doesn't know how much smoother her emotional career is than Xu Xingzhou.
The mobile phone rang suddenly, and Xu Xingzhou took the phone, his eyes full of question marks.
Zhou Tingting drank the porridge without a sip, but her eyes looked at Xu Xingzhou from time to time. When Xu Xingzhou hung up the phone, he hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" You look a little uncomfortable. ”
"Which of you has booked me for counseling?" Xu Xingzhou is trying to accept the news. He swept his eyes over the three of them, and couldn't see why. I got up, picked up my coat and said, "It's almost time, I'll go to work." ”
Waiting for Xu Xingzhou to leave, Zhou Tingting breathed a long sigh of relief.
Xia Liangyue saw Zhou Tingting, who was weak-hearted, and asked tentatively, "Could that person be you?"
"It's me, but don't tell him." Zhou Tingting waited for Xu Xingzhou outside the window to completely disappear from her sight and admitted.
Seeing that the two of them were puzzled in their eyes, she pursed her lips and was very serious, "I found that he has not been emotionally stable recently. I don't know if it's because of too much pressure at work, or if I'm holding back something else. So I made an appointment for psychological counseling for him and wanted to unravel him. ”
"Not emotionally stable? Why can't I see it? Xia Liangyue put down the spoon, afraid that Zhou Tingting would see Xu Xingzhou's thoughts. She pursed her lips and asked, "Did he say some gibberish to you, or ......?"
Zhou Tingting leaned on the back of the chair and said bitterly, "It's just that one will ignore my love and ignore me, and the other will ask questions, especially like schizophrenia." ”
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