"Well, don't be nervous, let's talk about why you came for the interview?" The examiner across from me laughed.

How should such open-ended questions be answered? To be honest, I was a little confused, but I couldn't keep making people wait, so I frowned and said, "First of all, your mall is the largest shopping mall in the city, and I think the whole treatment is very good in terms of salary, and secondly, the counter you recruited this time happens to be the brand I usually use, and I personally feel that I am very familiar with this aspect, and I like the brand culture of this brand very much, so I want to try it." ”

"So, are you a stay-at-home mom or?" The examiner asked again.

"Oh no, I have two children, but I'm not a stay-at-home wife, I have my own job at the moment, and I work at our municipal hospital."

The three examiners looked at each other, and then said to me, "The conditions of the hospital are so good, and the benefits are good, why do you want to quit and start over?" ”

"The treatment in the hospital is really good, but the mental pressure faced by the hospital is also very high, and I personally think that it may be a little more relaxed here."

The examiner who asked the question last time said again, "The cosmetics counter will ask you to complete the order volume every month, do you think you can do it?" In addition, meetings, going out to study may not necessarily be less than the number of times in the hospital, you have two children, will you need to often take time off because of the children? These are all factors that we need to take into account. ”

Before I could answer, another examiner next to me continued, "Moreover, our mall may require you to wear makeup when facing customers every day, in addition, if you look at you today, the person who came to the interview is either a suit and trousers, or a suit and skirt, and only you, not only without makeup but also not dressed properly, which makes it difficult for me to see what kind of state you will face in the future." ”

I suddenly felt that my preparation was simply too far off, and I was ruthlessly struck by the fact that I had been able to do the job for the first time in all these years.

In the following topic, I still didn't have a perfect answer, so I walked out of the mall with suppressed emotions, and the excitement of every time I came to the mall disappeared today, and only frustration was left in my heart. I have worked in the hospital all these years, not to mention how perfect the work is, at least as long as people who know me mention it is a thumbs up, I always thought that it was not a cosmetics counter lady, how high the technical content can be, now it seems that I am too stupid.

Before leaving, people didn't forget to return their resumes to me, holding their resumes against the sun, I wanted to spend a dollar to take the bus home, but when I thought about it, I had to spend money if I didn't get anything done today, and I gritted my teeth and walked home in frustration.

When I got home, Lin Jia had already picked up the children, I opened the door, and the two children pounced when they saw me, "It's mom back, dad, it's really mom back." ”

"Uh-huh, it's Mom." I touched the faces of both of them, "Okay, you guys go play, mom is a little tired, you can play by yourself." ”

I lay myself on the bed in the bedroom in a large font, my head like a movie, the examiner's face kept appearing, and I was reminded again and again that the job I was doing in the hospital had disconnected me from the society, that I had no interview experience, and that I didn't have any answering skills.

"Hi. Shall you have hot pot tonight? Lin Jia stuck his head into the bedroom.

"Cheng, you decide, whatever you eat, as long as you're happy." I looked at the ceiling and said weakly.

"Why do you look so unhappy, didn't you go to the interview today?" Lin Jia came in and sat on the bed, took my hand, and asked with concern.

"Don't mention it, it's a complete defeat." I finished speaking angrily, and turned over, not wanting Lin Jia to see my cowardice.

"What? Where is the complete defeat? Are you so good that you can still fail? How demanding it is to sell cosmetics. ”

"First of all, I was late today because of surgery, secondly, I have two children, and I may prefer to find unmarried women in the mall, and finally, I don't wear makeup or professional attire, and people think I'm not formal at all and don't respect them."

"I thought the interview was just going through the motions, but I didn't expect it to be so troublesome." Lin Jia took my hand and drew circles in the palm of my hand, trying to divert my attention and comfort me.

I lay on the bed and shook my head, "I'm afraid that staying in the operating room every day has become out of touch with this society, and I feel that I can't speak. ”

"You are a nurse in the operating room, he has the ability to test needles and threads, you don't kill the audience in minutes?"

"Ugh." Lying on the bed, I sighed.

"Okay, don't sigh, you didn't quit your job to go to the interview, you can continue to work tomorrow, what are you afraid of, in the future, let's wait, it's not too late to leave when there is a suitable opportunity." Lin Jia continued to comfort me, "There is nothing that can't be solved by hot pot, if there is, then eat two hot pots." Hurry up and change your clothes and get ready, don't keep sighing here, I'm going to make a hot pot soon. ”

"Cheng, you go out first, let me be quiet for a while." I was facing the wall, still not wanting Lin Jia to see my face.

After Lin Jia left, I got up and sat in front of the dresser, I didn't wear makeup today, my hair was a little messy, I could see traces of exhaustion on my face, because there were dark circles under my eyes, and even nasolabial folds were very obvious, such a face, I don't think people would think it would be convincing, right? At the very least, it should be very youthful and energetic, full of collagen, so that people can think that if I use the product, it will be as good as her face.

Looking at the table full of skin care products and the application counter, I immediately felt insulted, and today's examiner must think that my ghost look is absolutely nonsense.

I rubbed my face vigorously to make myself happy, so I changed into my pajamas and went to the bathroom to wash my face and make myself more sober.

I'm really naïve, from the time I went to work until now, staying in the operating room every day, how do I know what kind of world is outside, and I still have to fantasize about changing majors to dig out my first pot of gold and then turn over, isn't this as naïve and ridiculous as Lin Jia's original unrealistic idea?

"Lin Jia?" I walked into the kitchen and shouted.

"What's wrong? Got up? ”

"I figured it out, I can't lose this career, because I'm married now, and I have children, and I may have a lot of fluctuations if my main business changes, and what I need to do now is to find a way to develop a side business."