Feng Nannan has been calling recently, but I haven't answered, I have already made it clear in the last phone call that I can't be friends with her, this kind of thing is not willful talk, but it is true. I have already saved her twice, and the rest of the way can only be walked by herself, and my path can only be walked by myself.

In the morning meeting, I habitually sat by the wall and by the window, and in the morning Jingxin showed up with breakfast, and then shouted that it was too hot by the window, and then sat down next to her new friend.

At first, I really didn't feel too comfortable, and my eyes still wanted to glance at her from time to time, but I kept reminding myself not to do this.

It's no wonder that I lost this friendship myself, and the adult world should be quietly estranged, not quarrelsome, and declare like a child, I don't associate with you anymore. I didn't do it without reservations in this relationship, because most of the time, I didn't choose to tell Jingxin about a lot of things I experienced, but told Vivian.

This is probably a kind of social security, Vivian doesn't have a good friend in the hospital, Vivian is not a doctor or nurse, and her friend's friend will not know that Lin Jia once slept with Feng Nannan or that Lin Jia borrowed 2 million behind my back, I am a very free and easy person, but I am not free and easy enough to care about anything.

Staying in the operating room with Jing Xin, for a long time, made me a little depressed, we don't have a lot of common topics to say, the original topics are all Jing Xin is looking for, and I naturally chat with Jing Xin, now there is no content to chat about, naturally, I don't want to talk very much.

There were very few surgeries today, and after the surgery, I was going to grab a glass of ice water before Vivian's store opened.

"Vivien." I tapped Vivien's door.

Vivien wore a green suspender and stuck her head out of the window, like a plant with a flourishing body.

"Coming?"

"Hmm."

"Wait for me."

All she heard was the sound of a wooden staircase coming down the stairs, and then Vivien opened the door, "Long time no see." ”

"yes." I saw Vivian's hair tucked behind at random, and the sundress looked very ladylike.

"Come in. What do you want to drink? ”

"Are you sleeping?" I suddenly felt that my surprise was not good.

"No, I'm watching a TV series. Hey? It's not like your style, how do you suddenly know how to be polite. ”

I smiled and didn't speak, but sat down at the table, "Give me a glass of ice water, it's feeling a little hot." ”

"yes, it's super hot today."

"But I don't think it's hot enough to wear a skirt like yours."

Vivien took out the ice bucket from the fridge, "I change into my dress early every year, I'm super afraid of the heat." ”

I was still smiling at Vivian, and suddenly I felt that Vivian's shop was very comfortable, at least I wanted to open for business, I wanted to sleep, and I didn't have to look at anyone's face or communicate with people I didn't like.

"Vivien, are you bored staying in the store every day?" I cupped my chin and took a sip of ice water.

"It's not boring." Vivian smiled, "How can I be bored doing what I like, I don't get up until after noon every day, so I will have a lot less daytime than you, and then I can do a lot of things I like when I wake up, the shops are open at night, I want to sing, I have to follow up the communication with the merchants, I have to count the money, I am also very busy, I open my eyes every day and actually live with the livelihood of those clerks." ”

"Tired or not?" I leaned back in my chair, took off my shoes, and put them on the chair.

Vivien shook her head, "It's okay, isn't it tiring to be human?" You're having something strange today. ”

I touched my face, "What's weird?" ”

"If you come so quietly on weekdays, something must happen. What's wrong with you today? ”

"Nope." I pursed my lips and pulled out a smile, I didn't want to bring bad emotions to her every time I came, I hoped that I could bring her joy too.

"Don't you want to say it?" Today, Vivien didn't pour herself a drink, but took out a bottle of Coke from the refrigerator, poured it under the quilt and put ice cubes, and the Coke bubbled immediately when it met the ice cubes. Vivien took a ladylike sip through a straw and continued to look at me, "What's the hard thing to do?" Lin Jia's matter has not been resolved? ”

I shook my head, "It's settled, the house was transferred to his eldest brother and sister-in-law, and then they took pity on the two of us and let us live in it temporarily, because the two children are still young." When the kids finish kindergarten, I may have to move out, but a few years are enough time for both of us. There is still some money left, Lin Jia made them in installments, and the salary of the two of us every month is just enough to repay the money, but there is no left, so we need to save a little on weekdays, and then we just find a way to make extra money. ”

"It's a good ending." Vivien bit the straw, "At least you have a place to live for the time being, and it's also troublesome to come out and rent a house." If the landlord is unhappy, you have to move, at least this is still your own home, your own things, you don't have to move. ”

I nodded, "It's really God who has treated me very well, if Lin Jia doesn't have brothers and sisters, just with our two old people, maybe I won't be able to do so much, and I really don't know what to do with the rest." ”

"You look haggard." Vivian stared at my eyes, "My eye sockets are collapsed, it's because I haven't slept well, with my two brothers and children, I work so hard, and now I'm under a lot of pressure, is there enough money?" ”

I smiled wryly, "It's not too much, I stopped taking medicine and haven't bought clothes, cosmetics, anything anymore in the past few months, all expenses are children first, I'll just stay behind, it's not particularly urgent, so I won't spend money anymore." ”

Vivian shook her head and ran upstairs quickly, and ran down quickly, "This card is the 70,000 yuan I have saved in the past few years, usually I spend too much money, so I didn't save so much money, although it doesn't play a role, but you take it first, at least don't be so harsh on yourself." ”

I smiled, "Vivien, thank you." I held her hand, "You can comfort me every time I am most helpless, it already makes me very happy, I can't take this money, you take it, if I really plan to borrow money from you, maybe I opened my mouth at the beginning, I won't wait until now, the two of us have planted the evil fruit ourselves, we should be the two of us to taste, it has affected the family, so don't bother friends anymore." ”

"If you take it, you will take it." Vivien shoved the card into my hand, "Didn't I tell you that you saved my life?" You don't have to be so polite. You just need to be better than anything else right now. ”