Volume 1 156 It takes too much effort

Shangguan Jingyu was in a good mood.

It's like holding a lazy cat in my arms, and it's very clingy.

Especially when she showed a confused look and stayed in his arms carefully and chaotically, she looked very cute.

When Mu Zixiao came back to her senses, she fell into softness under her body.

Not......

His gasp fell on her face, tickling.

Mu Zixiao chuckled and dodged again and again, but his kiss was like a shadow, with extreme tenderness, kissing from the corner of her lips to her eyebrows, sideburns, the man's warm kiss fell on her eyebrows, and she subconsciously closed her eyes.

For the first time, she felt that even a kiss would suffocate people.

Somehow, she suddenly turned her head, Shangguan Jingyu's kiss fell on her neck, and a warm and hoarse voice sounded in his ears, "What?" ”

"I ......" The corner of her eyes swept over the room, and Mu Zixiao was very sure that this was Shangguan Jingyu's room, and she was now on his bed.

The heart was beating violently.

At such a close distance, her thick curly eyelashes fluttered slightly, and her face turned crimson.

The lights in the room are slightly dim, but the warm light makes people feel warm.

The scattered hair was a little messy and scattered on her cheeks, he reached out and gently helped her pin the hair behind her ears, her hair was very long, and the ends of her hair were slightly curled, revealing a shallow charm, like satin hair scattered on the pillow, and she was even more cold and charming under the light.

Every inch of the air began to rise in temperature, and even the gown that stuck to her body made her feel uncomfortable.

Mu Zixiao couldn't breathe well, and when she saw the intensity hidden deep in his eyes, she slowly opened her mouth and said weakly, "Shouldn't I go back......?"

Shangguan Jingyu bit her lips lightly, showing a slight tooth mark, and the hand held her waist was even harder, "You hooked me in the car for so long, and now you still want to leave?" ”

wanted to cry without tears, Mu Zixiao felt very aggrieved about this, "How can I have?" ”

Obviously she was so confused by him that she was fascinated!!

"In the car, you look at me, isn't it a hint?"

Mu Zixiao was wronged, "What did I imply to you?" ”

Possessed, rubbing the tip of her nose, Shangguan Jingyu smiled on his lips, and his voice was moist, "Hinting that our relationship can be further developed!" ”

"I ......"

Before he could explain, he heard Shangguan Jingyu's voice, "Help me untie my tie." ”

"......" Mu Zixiao pursed her lips and looked at him, but did not move, at this moment, there was no more firmness in her eyes.

Pinched her cheeks, Shangguan Jingyu turned sideways, lay beside her, hooked her hand, and said, "I was reluctant to untie the tie you tied for me this morning." ”

“……”

I felt that the last string in my heart was completely disconnected because of the words Shangguan Jingyu said.

All the dense emotions suppressed in the bottom of my heart gushed out in an instant.

Why does this man always speak! So that she really has no resistance!

Looking at the man who was close at hand, Mu Zixiao felt a dry mouth for the first time, and was watched by his eager gaze, and all the water in her body seemed to evaporate in an instant.

Shangguan Jingyu didn't give her more time to think, took her hand and untied her tie and put it on the side of the bed table.

Then, there was the button on his shirt, and his movements were graceful and slow, and the buttons were unbuttoned one by one, the Adam's apple for a limited time, then the collarbone, and then the ............

Mu Zixiao blushed and opened her eyes directly.

Obviously in the room with the right temperature, he came out of his heart with a wave of heat, the kind that couldn't be suppressed no matter how much he pressed it.

Mu Zixiao knew each other very well, and carefully moved her body back, ready to slip out at any time while he was not paying attention.

Shangguan Jingyu was the first to see that she had to be careful, and forcefully wrapped around her slender waist and controlled it in his arms, with his hands on both sides of her.

He kissed her more fervently than he had ever done before, as if to put all thought out of it completely.

Although it was indoors and the temperature was suitable, when the skin on her shoulder touched the air, she was still slightly startled, and subconsciously pressed against his shoulder.

He stopped.

A slightly hoarse voice, with a charming sexiness, "If you want to refuse, it's okay now." ”

Mu Zixiao looked up at him, his eyes paused, and he lost his mind slightly for a moment, and after a while, the hand that was originally a little resistant to falling on his shoulder slowly lost his strength, but instead, it grabbed his neck.

I closed my eyes.

She thought,

If the man in front of her is what she likes, if she is willing to be with him, no matter what happens in the future and what the outcome is between them.

At least, on this day, at this moment, when they are still together and like each other, to be able to rely on each other and love each other, then everything, will be enough.

She didn't speak, but he knew she had given the answer.

Bowing her head, the gentle kiss seemed to be careless but fell between her eyebrows, and her fingers slid into her fingers, interlocking her fingers, and then, slowly, sank down.

Mu Zixiao frowned slightly, and the light that blurred in front of her couldn't relieve the tension, and the breath of indulging together still made her a little uncomfortable......

After taking a few breaths, looking at the beads of sweat on his forehead, she just wanted to speak, but he bit her lip in advance.

The feeling in his chest became stronger and stronger, Mu Zixiao only felt that his breath was taken away by him, and all that was left between his lips and teeth was his breath, he slowly kissed her, tracing the shape of her lips, he kissed deeply, and deepened it when she gasped.

Her fingers were firmly grasped in the palm of his hand.

I couldn't help but murmur his name, "Shangguan Jingyu ......"

"Well, I'm here."

There was a smile in his eyes that could not be hidden.

Under his eyes, she clearly saw a self with a blurry and beautiful gaze............................................................

**

Jin Yuhan walked on the road alone.

She was still wearing the pure white dress, fluttering, and although it was stained with some dirty filth, it did not diminish the bleak beauty that emanated from her.

In this dark night, there is a strange flamboyance.

At night, it was quiet, the shops on the street were closed, and only the warning lights on the signboards were on.

Those lights, flickering and flickering, are intoxicating and panicked.

One road after another, straight and long, straight ahead, but with no end in sight.

Every time I crossed a street corner, in the deep alley at that end, it was like a beast that had been locked up in a hideous place, roaring and shouting in this dark night, as if it would rush out at any moment and completely tear people to pieces.

Occasionally, there will be one or two drunkards, drunks, lying on the side of the road retching, and the disgusting smell hovers in the air, and on such a night, it looks particularly lonely.

She walked like this.

Keep walking.

From the bustling area to the leisure and residential area, to the sparsely populated place.

She didn't have any destination, she just let herself walk like this.

Dragged the body and walked slowly......

Like, her body is nothing more than an empty shell, and only her feet are alive and active.

It wasn't until she no longer had the strength to walk that she allowed herself to stop, or to be precise, forced to fall on the side of the road.

The sharp stones on the side of the road pierced into the flesh, but she didn't seem to feel the pain.

Both feet were numb with pain, Jin Yuhan looked ahead with air-conditioned eyes, and the lights on the signboard storefront seemed to be constantly beckoning to her, flickering in front of her eyes.

The cool breeze blew and made her shudder, thinking back to what had just happened.

Yes, she remembered, just now, Shangguan Rui refused her request.

When she said her terms, the man directly refused without mercy.

Not only that, but the man humiliated her with impunity.

Language is never the meanest, most hurtful weapon.

However, if it is spoken from the mouth of the person who cares the most, it is the most deadly.

Shangguan Rui likes Mu Zixiao, it's not that she doesn't know.

She knew it years ago.

In fact, she used to be in the same school as Mu Zixiao and Shangguan Rui.

However, after so much time, she had become like this again, and she thought, probably no one remembered the girl of that year anymore.

I think that at the beginning, Shangguan Rui also pursued himself eagerly.

At that time, she and Shangguan Rui were together, and they were the most enviable couple on the entire campus.

Wherever she went, she was watched by people everywhere, she enjoyed the sweetness of love, nourished by such vanity, and at that time, she felt that she was the happiest person in the world.

Love, at a young age, will always consume most of the mental energy.

Will be crazy, will be enthusiastic, will be addicted......

However, luck comes and goes quickly.

One moment ago, she was still indulging in the love whirlpool created for her by Shangguan Rui, and the next second, what she needed to face was the fact of breaking up.

To this day, she still remembers the situation that day, the cynical smile on Shangguan Rui's face, and the words 'breakup' that came out of his mouth.

It was at that time that she knew that such a vigorous love was just a joke and a gamble by him, and she gave everything to this love, but Shangguan Rui loved someone else.

It was at that time that she knew the name 'Mu Zixiao' and knew the existence of this person.

Later, a lot of things happened, she changed from the former self to the current Jin Yuhan, losing her family, friends, relatives, she lived alone in this world, but her heart will still be affected by the boy she once liked.

This kind of feeling, which accumulates in her heart, becomes heavier and heavier, more and more persistent, and more and more she has no way to give up.

Shangguan Rui's existence is the only value she lives in this world.

She was there for him and saw the women around him change one after another.

As a bystander, she could see clearly that those women more or less carried Mu Zixiao's shadow, so she took great pains to change her face to this one.

She gave up her face and made everything unrecognizable, but she couldn't get what she hoped for.