"Xiaoxue, it's okay, I'll send you to the ice room with me, right?"

Zheng Chuan was still eager to stay with Qin Xiaoxue for a while, even if it was just for a minute longer.

In the past, when he missed her, he would call or text directly, imagining that the two would be together in the future, and the hope in his heart alleviated his longing for her at school.

But from now on, when he misses her again, what can he do to alleviate it?

His heart suddenly became empty and cold, and his stomach twitched again, perhaps, he drank too much wine before going to bed and waking up in the early hours of the morning last night, which also made his stomach extremely sensitive to emotions.

"No need, Brother Chuan, you go and get busy with yours!"

Qin Xiaoxue bit her lip and said, her voice was low, but clear.

"Ahh

Xiao Xue's father raised his hand and swept the bedside table next to him, he wanted to smash things again, but fortunately, there was nothing, he just waved a handful of air hard.

"Oh, then I'm leaving! I'll bring you food in the evening. ”

Qin Xiaoxue still bit her lip and said in a muffled voice, turned around and walked out of the ward door.

Zheng Chuan watched her walk out, he was actually very reluctant in his heart, but he didn't know how to stop it, so he had to endure it.

He is also soberly aware that such a reluctant but forced endurance is estimated to happen in the future, and he doesn't know how long he needs to endure it, and how long the pain will have to be filled by time to fill the hole torn apart in his heart.

Qin Xiaoxue returned to the Lime Ice Room, but saw Bai Yu standing at the door waiting for her.

"Yu, why are you here?"

"Obviously, I'm waiting for you!"

Bai Yu's smile at the moment was like the sun that had just risen, with the golden yellow of the sunny day, warming the white sadness that Qin Xiaoxue had just come out of the hospital. What she didn't want to do, but for Zheng Chuan, it was for her willingness, for Bai Yu.

She rushed forward with an arrow step, wrapped her arms around Bai Yu's neck, and pressed her face against his, the sound and rhythm of the sudden pulse between his neck all passed from the side of his neck into her artery, and it was the same as her pulse.

"Suffered, didn't you?"

He patted her gently on the back of her shoulder, the back of his hand gently scratched by her ponytail, stirring the morning sun that fell at the same time, giving birth to a warm but not hot, indescribable warmth.

"Nope."

In the blink of an eye, a string of hot tears burned his chest. One of his hearts longed to be put into her chest, beating with her heart for him.

"Aren't you going to class?"

She asked, buried in her chin.

"Come on."

"What about you...... Still coming? ”

"Well, it's close, I'll come over and take a look at you, and I'll go back to class."

"Then come and see me again after class, and then go back to the next class?"

She smiled a little.

"Is that okay?"

"Yes, if you can make it."

She laughed silently again.

"Then I'll just move the office to you, it's a pity that the students can't come to your class!"

He laughed too.

Pedestrians came and went in the streets, the sounds of all kinds of cars were bustling, and they stood in the sunlight, their shadows mingling into one, like an elongated oblong fat man painted on the floor.

"You, if you want to go to class, go quickly, don't be late and be complained by students."

She urged him, but her body didn't move half a minute, and the arm that was clinging to his neck was still tightly hugged.

"It's okay, I changed classes with Qin Wa, and let him help with the last class."

"Is that okay? What should I do if the school leaders find out about it? ”

Qin Xiaoxue went to Qinfang No. 1 Middle School in high school, and she knew that the school leaders could patrol the hall at any time.

"It's okay, Qin Wa knows what to say."

Bai Yu felt a little guilty in his heart, it was not a good thing to delay the class for personal matters, but Qin Wafan's level of class was not lower than his own, and he was also loved by the students, so letting him go to his own class to compare it could be regarded as letting him understand the public opinion and discover his own strengths and weaknesses. When he thinks so, he no longer feels guilty.

"Teacher, why are you coming to class today, and what about our Teacher Bai?"

"Yes, our teacher Bai never asks for leave, is he sick?"

As soon as Qin Wafan got out of class, the students surrounded him and kept asking questions. It seems that Bai Yu still wins the hearts of students in this class.

The students, of course, also knew that their Teacher Bai and Teacher Qin were always together, and they didn't have any scruples.

"Oh, you Teacher Bai have something to do, I'll give you a lesson. Do you think I've made it clear in this lesson? Is there anything I need to tell you Teacher Bai to make up for him in the next class? ”

Qin Wafan finally explained clearly.

"Teacher, you also spoke very well, we are just worried about Teacher Bai."

"Yes, Teacher Bai is very good to us, if he is sick, we must go to see him, or ask you to bring a message to Teacher Bai and let him not worry about us."

The students were gossiping again.

"Oh oh oh, you can rest assured, your teacher Bai is fine, you just wait obediently for him to come to teach you tomorrow!"

Qin Wafan was moved for Bai Yu.

When he returned to the office, Qin Wafan's heart gradually calmed down from the sense of accomplishment he gained from the inquisitive eyes of the students he faced in class.

Putting down the textbook and turning on the computer, his mind involuntarily began to think about his family affairs and Baiyu's affairs.

Thinking of the present and the future of life, he just came out of work as if he was in a silent battle.

After graduation, it is really much harder than when I went to college, I only need to be responsible for my own learning in college, even if I am part-time, I am actually responsible for my own learning, it is a surprise to be able to reduce the burden on my family, and it is normal when I can't reduce it, but when I come out to work, I have to face the expectations of dozens of families of a group of students, and I have to bear the performance appraisal and pressure of the school, and I dare not relax my burden.

There are also a series of problems at home that need to be faced: marrying a wife and having children to improve life, facing the aging of his parents and the expenses and growth of his children after the arrival, and he can't just take his wife and future children to live with his parents all the time, what if Qin Jiang also comes back?

Hey, Bai Yu is now soaking in the honey pot of fighting for love, although it is a little sour, but it is still mostly sweet, but, wait, there will be a headache for him soon.

Qin Wafan spread his hands, leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes and lamented in his heart the most youthful thing that had passed: University! University!

When his brain was so relaxed, a figure subconsciously appeared, the girl cut her neck-length student uniform, and then turned into short hair with a bayberry head, wearing a striped sweater, and then tied up a sparrow tail, and blew the hair that fell from her temples when she smiled. Oops, this girl, everyone cut her hair because of a broken love, but she grew her hair because of a breakup, only later......

Later, she went to the distant northern capital with snow and a new boyfriend, how was she doing? His heart ached.

Probably, his life must not be as good as his grievances at the moment.

Yes, his grievances at the moment made him even the joy of being a father wrapped in the layers of responsibilities and burdens of life.

She must have a boyfriend to take care of her in that capital, she doesn't have to think about housing, she doesn't have to think about all kinds of life, and her intelligence is enough to deal with the trivialities of life. Will she be knocked down by the trivialities of life? No, she is a person who knows how to love herself so much, she must be able to turn trivial things into poetry.

In this way, in the office, when the other teachers were immersed in preparing for class, he silently talked to Bai Pujia who broke in or never left in his heart, and told her all the pleasant and unpleasant things in his life, what he needed to bear, and what he needed to bear in the future.

Then, relaxed.

The broken connection was renewed, and the power of return made him light and dexterous, and he quickly opened the mailbox. He remembered that there was her email address in the mailbox, and although her original number was down, the mailbox could send and receive mail, and perhaps, she could receive his letters?

After the email was sent, he began to look forward to it in his heart again, and the life of the siege, he was no longer so troubled and irritable, and it seemed that he had the light and strength to break through in his hands.