Lin Jia stood at the door of his father's room, "Dad? ”

The father opened the door and said, "What's wrong?" ”

Lin Jia smiled and said, "That Xia Fei is sleepy, and the children are clamoring to play, so we have to come here." ”

"Come in." The father turned and entered the door.

Lin Jia put the child down in the living room, "Okay, now let's play in Grandpa's room for a while, you two can't be too loud." Before coming, Lin Jia specially explained to Mango and Little Cream, so the children cooperated very well and played in their father's living room.

"Do you smoke?" Lin Jia handed his father a cigarette.

"Let's go, let's go to the bedroom and smoke." The father called Lin Jia.

Lin Jia lit a cigarette for his father, took a puff and said slowly, "Xia Fei, I went crazy in the house just now." ”

"What's wrong?"

"One moment I want to give a red envelope to the professor, and the other time I cry in fright." Lin Jia said slowly and methodically while looking at his father's expression.

"She's always so uncool, she hasn't grown up." Father smiled and shook his head.

"Isn't that the same as you?" Lin Jia smiled.

"What's wrong with me?" The father wanted to be angry.

"You are also not calm, you two are actually the same."

"Why am I not calm," the father wrenched the cigarette and did not want to admit it.

"However, I can understand you, on the day of Xia Fei's cesarean section, my heart was also hanging in my throat, and later I said that I had to cut the uterus for heavy bleeding, my first reaction was to cut it, I am just this daughter-in-law, I want to save my life."

Father nodded, "That's what I mean." ”

"Xia Fei returned to the ICU, I was alone with a little milk baby, although I have my mother to help me, but after all, I am the child's father, I have to cheer up, I should eat, I should sleep, I have to raise my spirits, otherwise, how can Xia Fei believe that I can take care of the child when I see that I can't even take care of myself? Now you are the same, my mother is hospitalized, you are our backbone, tomorrow before pushing my mother into the operating room, my mother will see that you are languishing, with dark circles under your eyes, maybe you fainted in advance because you didn't eat and low blood sugar, do you think my mother can rest assured that you can go in? You're going to have to take a few of us to eat more and sleep more soundly than before. ”

The father didn't speak, stretched out his finger, and Lin Jia lit another cigarette for his father very interestingly.

My father sat down in his chair and continued to smoke.

Lin Jia didn't speak, gently closed the door, and then went out to play with the children.

After a long while, the waiter who delivered the food rang the doorbell, Lin Jia took the food, put it on the table, and saw his father open the door.

"Who is it?"

"Oh, the waiter saw that we didn't eat much at night, so he sent beef noodles to the room, Dad, you know that I often eat this in the hospital, and I feel uncomfortable when I see it in my stomach, don't waste it, eat it quickly."

"This ......"

"What is this, this is given away for nothing, we don't eat it for nothing, what a waste of throwing it away." Lin Jia pushed his father to the coffee table, "This hotel is good, we can notice the details of not eating well just now, you see, an outsider can see that we didn't eat well, let alone my mother, people who are hospitalized are generally very delicate and sensitive, my mother is feeling that she is a burden to us at this time, dragging us down, you don't eat anymore, she feels even more guilty." ”

This sentence should have entered my father's heart, and my father began to mumble, "That's right, your mother has always told me sorry recently, saying that if you weren't sick, you wouldn't have to suffer, that's right, I have to cheer up, I have to live spiritually, in order to prove that I haven't been dragged down, I have to behave like nothing, your mother can think it's not a problem." ”

As he spoke, my father picked up the beef noodles and ate them three times and divided them by two.

"Are you still eating?"

"Don't eat, Lin Jia, go back quickly, I'm going to take a shower and sleep, the day after tomorrow, I have to take care of my spirit."

Lin Jia took the child back to the room with interest.

"Coming back?" I heard movement in the bathroom and poked my head out.

"I'm back."

Lin Jia walked into the bathroom, saw me blowing my hair, stepped forward and took a hair dryer, and blew my hair for me.

"How?"

The old man ate a bowl of beef noodles, and then said that he was going to take a bath and sleep, which should be a little more relaxed. You, too, have a better spirit and don't be too anxious. By the way, have you taken medicine these days? ”

"Eat, eat, you're such a verbose ghost."

Lin Jia smiled and shrugged his shoulders and took the child to wash his face.

In the evening, our family of four lay down and watched a funny cartoon, it is rare that Lin Jia did not read today, and I did not wander around the room anxiously, and the two children were particularly excited because of our company.

"Lin Jia?" I suddenly shook Lin Jia's hand.

"Huh?" Lin Jia looked at me.

"Thank you for having you."

Lin Jia smiled and touched my head to continue watching cartoons, because I wanted to accompany the children to watch, so I chose a very naïve cartoon, although the cartoon was naïve, but he could communicate the plot with the children.

For a long time, I couldn't understand why my mother prevented me from divorcing, I knew that this kind of thing was quite nonsensical to say, but sometimes the reality is indeed different from what I imagined, and life may not be black and white.

I lay on the bed, watching and watching that I fell asleep first, and when I opened my eyes again, the children and Lin Jia were already sleeping, I pressed my phone and looked at it, the time was three o'clock in the morning. Turn off your phone and don't want to fall asleep again.

This night, I didn't dream, I didn't dream of being chased by, or I quarreled with Lin Jia endlessly, or I had an awkward cold war with Lin Jia and suffocated internal injuries.

For most of the year, I would dream of quarreling with Lin Jia at night, Lin Jia in the dream had a cold expression, no matter if I dropped something or something else, he didn't talk to me at all, many times I held my breath and wanted to cry and shout, but I couldn't make a sound in the dream, so I was angry all night.

I asked Zhang Teng, Zhang Teng said that he thought about it day and night, and persuaded me not to take everything to heart, saying that I cared too much or valued the relationship with Lin Jia too much.

In the morning, my face was itchy, and it turned out to be a mango lying on my face and breathing softly.

Mango hugged my neck: "Mom, you're awake." ”

I nodded.

"Did you sleep well last night?"

"Very good," I stretched.

"Let's hurry up today, it's almost time to visit." As he spoke, Lin Jia opened the curtains, "Ho, it's snowy." ”

The hotel floors are very high, and when you look down from the window, you can see that it is snow-white.

"Mommy, Mommy, it's so beautiful." Mango pointed to the goose feathers outside the window and screamed excitedly.

"It's getting closer and closer to the New Year."

"yes, I don't know if we can go back before the Chinese New Year."

"Don't think about it so much, wait until your mother's surgery is done, isn't it different where to celebrate the New Year? As long as we are together as a family, we can have a happy New Year. Lin Jia rubbed my face.

"Haha, Mom's face is deformed." Mango and Little Cream giggled.