Volume 1 Chapter 451 There is a pity that it is too late
The metamorphosis of human character may ...... All it takes is one night.
Yu Miaomiao doesn't feel how good the Yu family's life is now.
Some calculations don't know when they will fall on their heads.
The happiness and affection she had felt in the past were all fake.
So, she's not just a commodity.
As long as they meet their conditions, they will find a way to push her out.
Shangguan Jingyu is like this, and Jia Maosheng is also like this.
Do her parents still care about her?
They don't teach her the right values, they only tell her how to fight for them.
It's a shame that she has been living so proudly for the first twenty years!
Therefore, she wondered a little badly whether it would be better to work with them.
Yu Jia, she will go back one day.
Yu Hongfang and Xue Lan, she will definitely meet as well.
But not now.
Ah Cen listened to her words, suddenly stretched out his arm, bit her mouth, and smiled both sneering and evil, "Cheap me!" β
Yu Miaomiao just smiled at this.
Actually, there is no difference.
Even if you don't meet Acen, you will meet others.
For her, it really doesn't make a difference.
After returning to Acen's rental house, Yu Miaomiao looked at the messy scenes in the room, and she really had a headache.
It has to be cleaned!
Otherwise, there is really no doubt that it will suffocate in such an environment!
However, doing housework seems to be beyond her ability!
Achen looked at her frowning, but didn't know where to start, and smiled very happily, after Yu Miao Miao glared at him, he also retracted a lot.
Touching her nose, Achen asked her with rare sincerity, "Are you sure you can clean?" β
Yu Miaomiao was also a little unsure.
Have you never eaten pork and never seen a pig run? Although she hadn't cleaned before, she had seen a maid clean before!
She learned to come, and the general appearance is not bad after all!
Azen didn't want to move, but it was really hard to see her, so he finally patted his leg helplessly and stood up, "Okay, I'll get it!" You follow along! β
Of course, even if Achen is working, his mouth will not be idle, he must speak!
Spit and whining are definitely indispensable!
The cleaning process was a bit harder, but it wasn't too boring.
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Cemetery.
After being washed by the rain, the air in Pingchuan has become cleaner.
The greenery is the first thing that catches the eye.
Mu Zixiao stood in front of the tombstone, staring at the photo on the tombstone that was frozen forever.
The girl in the photo has a shallow smile on the corner of her lips, but her eyes look very calm and profound.
Although they are eternally separated at this time, they seem to have traveled through time and space, looking at each other quietly.
This is the first time she has appeared here after Jin Yuhan's death.
She originally thought that Jin Yuhan's past was a past that should not be revealed.
Therefore, she knew that Jin Yuhan and Shangguan Rui were together, and she hoped that they would be well.
However, in the end, Jin Yuhan ended his life in front of her in such a decisive way.
A woman's heart is small, and all she asks is to leave her own place in the heart of the person she loves.
When Mu Zixiao turned around, she unexpectedly saw Shangguan Rui.
The moment the two of them touched their eyes, they were both stunned for a moment.
The meeting at this time is like a world away.
Mu Zixiao opened her mouth and saw that Shangguan Rui in front of her wanted to say something.
However, when the words came to her lips, she could only say, "I'm sorry." β
Shangguan Rui's gaze was very calm.
The heart is as calm as stagnant water.
His gaze stopped on Mu Zixiao's face for a moment, and then, moving away from hers.
stood in front of Jin Yuhan's tombstone and bent over.
Again in front of her placed a bouquet of flowers, purple hyacinths.
Mu Zixiao saw the bouquet of flowers and held her breath.
She remembers that the flower language represented by the purple hyacinth was, Get My Love.
She wasn't originally a sentimental person, but when she saw this scene, her nose was a little sour.
Shangguan Rui is now rapidly emaciated at a speed that can be seen by the naked eye.
Today's Shangguan Rui has long lost his original vigor and wantonness.
On the contrary, a feeling of discouragement is revealed in the bones.
It's like the walking dead.
Even a pair of peachy peach blossom eyes no longer have a look.
It's horribly hollow.
It took a long time for Shangguan Rui to respond to her, "There's no need to apologize to me, you don't owe me anything." β
Originally, when Shangguan Rui was impulsive, he wanted to find Mu Zixiao desperately.
He always thought that Jin Yuhan would die because of Mu Zixiao.
However, when he repeatedly looked at the handwriting left by Jin Yuhan, he understood.
Jin Yuhan, she had prepared all this for a long time.
She never mentioned it to him, but she ended up saying goodbye to him in such a way.
And when he saw the information given to him by Shangguan Jingyu and knew Jin Yuhan's past identity, he knew that his accusations were unconfident.
He's the one who lives the worst.
Jin Yuhan, also known as Sang Yu, has loved him silently for so many years, but he has never told him!
When she was Sangyu, she liked him; When she was Jin Yuhan, she still liked him!
Finally, she got to his side.
But what about him! The most he gave her was hurt.
Over and over!
But she wouldn't tell him.
She just stayed by his side as 'Jin Yuhan'.
And then, with so much load!
He still remembers the morning and twilight between them, and remembers her saying, 'Shangguan Rui, you treat me like this, but you still like you'.
At that time, when he heard this, he only thought it was ridiculous.
I don't care.
Can...... He didn't know until he really put that person in his heart.
Behind this sentence, how deep the damage he caused her!
Yes, the one who hurt Jin Yuhan the most was never someone else, it was always himself.
After this incident, Mu Zixiao didn't think about how to meet Shangguan Rui.
I didn't expect it to be such a mode of getting along.
She had always thought that what awaited her was a hysterical roar.
But I didn't expect it to be so calm.
Staring at the photo on the tombstone, Shangguan Rui reached out and gently stroked the smiling face.
It's like the person he likes, right in front of him, never far away from him.
He could reach out and reach out to her face.
"Actually, you didn't choose me right. Even the accusations you made against me at the beginning were right. β
Mu Zixiao looked at the curved figure in front of her, and only heard his voice coming.
Through the eardrums, each syllable is the sound of smashing against the heart.
"I used to behave too naΓ―vely. I have been pursuing you according to my own heart, and I keep saying love, but in fact, what I do is hurtful things. β
"I thought it was love, but it wasn't, and it wasn't until later that I realized that what I couldn't accept was just rejection. I can only feel a sense of accomplishment when I have a firm grasp of what I want. What you can't get is always in turmoil, and what you get is no longer looking at it. β
"She! It's just so good to me, so good that I always hurt her as I deserve. I would argue with her, I would order her, I would talk to her loudly, I would lose my temper with her, and even every time I saw her angry, I felt quite happy. I'm in front of her, I've always bullied her like this, I, I've been bullying her. Yes, yes...... I just don't know how to be nice to her. β
When he said this, Shangguan Rui's voice was a little choked.
Before, he really didn't know how to be good to someone.
However, she slowly stayed by her side, slowly staying in his life force.
Let him gradually realize that if he really likes someone, he should care more about her and be more good to her.
When I like a person, when I like it deeply, I don't even want to say a word of argument or a slightly louder word to the other party.
When you like someone, when you like it deeply, you will inadvertently lower your status and put yourself in a humble position.
likes a person, likes it to the depths, and there is no way not to care about any of her joys and sorrows.
There is so little time, it's too late to care and love, how can you be willing to hurt her like this!
He always thought that he would not care, and accepted the care of others as a matter of course, and after a long time, he regarded all this as a natural part of life.
But in fact, it's not that he doesn't care about people, but no one has ever taught him what it means to care about people.
What a coincidence that she taught him.
He was stupid and talented, and in the end, he finally learned.
It's a pity that he didn't have time to be nice to her, and she never gave him this chance again.
Not all misses have a chance to do it again.
It's a pity that it's too late.
She had completely vanished from this world, leaving him with nothing but those memories.
It was as if even the impression in his mind disappeared, as if she had never existed.
She cared about him, liked him and loved him, but ...... In the end, she didn't say a word to him, whether she loved him or not!
He thought that he must have hurt her too deeply, so she didn't give him a chance anymore
So, he thought, he'd have to remember her a little harder, a little more intense.
That way, she won't disappear.
"Later, I would also wonder if she ever thought of me when she met you that day. But...... I thought again, it doesn't matter, whether she thinks about me or not, anyway, in the future, I just think about her more. She's accommodated me so many times, and I've had to accommodate her. β
Shangguan Rui suddenly smiled, and finally looked back in her direction, "Am I really stupid, I should have understood the truth a long time ago, but I didn't understand it until now." β
Everyone's growth comes at a cost.
And the price for him is to lose her forever.
Mu Zixiao suppressed the sourness that came up, "In the future, what are your plans?" β
Shangguan Rui looked up in the direction of the sky.
Staying in a city without her, where all traces of her life are there, is too torturous for him.
When Shangguan Rui stood up, he glanced at Mu Zixiao, "In the future, you should be able to see me as you wish, you won't be able to see me so easily." β