Chapter 442: I'm Good
With his phone in hand, Lu Long didn't know how he got back to the table.
She tried her best to clear the picture she had just seen from her mind, and she just wanted to listen to Qi Xiuyuan's words and eat obediently......
But when she raised the spoon again, she lost her appetite.
The food in front of me turned into poison in an instant.
This is the care he gave, but now it looks inexplicably ironic.
She wanted to laugh, but tears fell down her face, and the tears splashed on the plate in front of her, as if despising her cowardice.
"No, I'm going to eat well. Xiu Yuan said, let me wait for him here, he will be back soon. ”
Obviously he has no appetite, but he is smiling and forcing himself.
She bit the dishes on the plate spoonful by spoonful into her mouth, and after a few bites, she felt a strong discomfort in her throat and stomach.
The next second, she rushed to the bathroom and threw up.
"Gross-"
Lying on the edge of the toilet, the road was long and vomited a little confused.
She vomited out everything she had just eaten before she could digest it, and because she was going against her body, she was quickly backlashed.
Lu Long Man not only poured out all the things that were delivered to his stomach, but even began to vomit bitter water, just as miserable as the morning sickness reaction of other pregnant women.
Since she became pregnant, although she had a little loss of appetite at first, she was in better condition than others. Now that she vomited like this, she was extremely uncomfortable.
"I'm sorry baby, I'm sorry ......"
After vomiting, he slid weakly on the ground, and felt guilty for a long time.
She gently stroked her stomach with her palm and apologized to the unborn child, her eyes were red, as if she couldn't control her crying at any time.
There is no need for Qi Xiuyuan to instruct, Lu Long also knows that she should eat well. Now she and her children are one with each other, and only by eating well can the children absorb enough nutrients and grow better.
But now that she is practicing herself like this, let alone children, she can't even meet her own physical needs.
After Zhao Siting's incident, Lu Manman thought that he had changed his mood.
Who knew that when the same thing happened, her reaction did not decrease, but the pain became clearer and more obvious.
Is it because the ignorant age is not as good as the mature age to know love? So at this time of her life, she will feel that the pain is even more unbearable?
Why lie to her?
Why deceive her like this?
Lu Manman thought that she and her mother-in-law already had a good relationship, even if they were not as close as mother and daughter, then at least they were as good as mother-in-law and daughter-in-law of ordinary relationships.
But why...... Why did she do this to her?
Just because she knew Qin Qing earlier? Just because Qin Qing's father saved her? If she is denied because of this, then she admits that she lost from the beginning.
In fact, they don't have to do this to her, if her sincerity can't be exchanged for their sincerity, and she is determined to back down, then the road is long.
Why go to such great lengths to hurt her?
Where is she worth all the trouble they have to go to......
In this moment, Lu Manman realized what it means to have a heart like ashes.
They tried their best to rip her heart out, and after that while, she slowly began to go numb.
Supporting his body with one hand, he got up from the ground cautiously and carefully.
Back in the bedroom to pack her things, she didn't say hello to anyone, and left the summer resort with her luggage.
When she left, no one noticed, because when the people in the hotel found out, there was no longer a long road in the villa.
After taking the tourist bus down the mountain, the road is long and drags the boxes on the street aimlessly.
She wanted to go home, but she was afraid that her father and Xia's mother would worry.
After following Yun Ze home last time, when she listened to Xia's mother and went back to get things, she always felt that something had changed.
The way her father looked at her was particularly strange, and Lu Long wanted to ask, but he avoided it. had no choice but to ask her mother Xia secretly, but who knew that she didn't even tell her.
None of them told themselves, and it was difficult to ask questions on the long road, so she had to wait for the opportunity to find answers.
I don't want to go back now, if it was before, Lu Long would definitely go to Yang Ning.
But this time, Yang Ning was greatly affected because of the Yan Yilu incident. Now that the turmoil has passed, she has just returned to the right track from the war of public opinion.
The day before yesterday, when I was scrolling through the circle of friends, I happened to see the news of her returning to work, because of this, she dispelled the idea of going to her.
"Let's go around first, and when you're tired of shopping, you'll go to a nearby hotel to stay."
There is a long way to go, and now there is no shortage of money, and she has already achieved financial freedom.
When she returned to Shuzhou from Chongqing to work, she originally wanted to buy herself a house. But she got married in a hurry, and put her idea on hold.
"Huh? Why don't I buy myself a house? If I encounter such a situation again in the future, I will have a place to go, so that I will not end up on the streets! ”
The idea of buying a house resurfaced, and the road was long and rushed into the property market in a hurry.
When she saw that there was just one set of new houses in the first phase of the house in Shuzhizhou, she decided on it without hesitation.
"Great, I finally got my wish to be neighbors with Ningning! Although we are not in the same building, we are in the same neighborhood. When we are all old, we can still dance, sing, and do everything together...... Thinking about it this way, it seems that life in the future will not be so difficult. ”
Finally laughed, Lu Manman felt happy for the first time today.
She couldn't help but send a message to Yang Ning, but because the matter had not been completely decided, she sent the message very secretly.
"Ningning, let's get together when you're done. We have been good sisters and neighbors all our lives~"
After sending this message, Lu Manman found that he had something to do next.
The room she bought in Shuzhizhou was about to be completed, and she could hire someone to decorate it at that time. From now on, she can start planning how to set up her new home.
It's about renovating a house, and it's a long way to go, but I'm inexperienced.
She wondered who she should turn to for help.
Just as she stared at the building in front of her in a daze, a warm palm suddenly fell on her shoulder.
"Who?"
In the face of this sudden action, Lu Long was frightened.
She couldn't help but raise her voice and look at the person vigilantly, but it fell into a pair of gentle eyes.
"It's me, Manman."
didn't expect to scare Lu Man, Zhao Siting's eyes were full of apologies.
Seeing that it was a familiar person, Lu Manman realized that his reaction just now was a little excessive.
She smiled embarrassedly, and then asked strangely, "Si Ting?" Why are you here? ”
Since the last time he was injured and rescued by Qi Xiuyuan, she had only visited him once in the ward.
Now that she is a married woman, she needs to avoid suspicion many times. What's more, Zhao Siting has Yan Qin taking care of him, so he really doesn't need to worry too much about the long road.
"I've been lying in bed for so long that I feel like my joints and bones are getting rusty. It just so happened that the doctor advised me to walk more and exercise to help me recover. ”
"Yes, yes, yes, then you continue to walk around, I still have some things, so let's go first!"
It is easy to get into trouble with melon fields and plums, not to mention that Lu Manman and Zhao Siting once had a past.
Qi Xiuyuan can entangle with other women, but she can't. Because she is already a mother, her child is about to be born, and there is no possibility for her and Zhao Siting, so she doesn't want unnecessary misunderstandings.
"Man'er!"
Subconsciously, Zhao Siting called the most intimate title.
He used to be the only one who called her that, and this title sounded full of restraint and affection, and even his heart couldn't help but be soft......
But now there is another person who also calls it the same way, and when the road is long and she hears it again, her heart only tingles.
"I'm sorry, I just want to know...... Are you doing well......"
asked so on his lips, but Zhao Siting couldn't help but ask himself in his heart: Which answer did he expect to hear?
If Lu Long said that it was good, then it can only mean that his letting go is worth it. But if it's really good, will he really be willing?
This injury, others may not know. But Zhao Siting himself knows it very well.
He left with a farewell thought.
So when he fought against the enemy, he completely disregarded his life and death, he responded with the intention of serving the country with his body, and now that the matter between him and Lu Long has completely passed, he is willing to draw a knot in his life to end this relationship.
It's just that what he didn't expect was that Qi Xiuyuan would risk his life to save him!
was rescued by Qi Xiuyuan, Zhao Siting was not the slightest happy.
What could be more painful than seeking kindness and not being able to attain it?
He lost the love of his life, and he couldn't even choose to die...... If it weren't for his mother crying in front of his hospital bed, Zhao Siting wouldn't even want to go out.
Yes, his life is not just his own.
The parents who gave birth to him and raised him also had the right to keep him alive.
Walking on the street in a daze, Zhao Siting realized that this street was actually the place where he first showed his heart to Lu Man, but due to urban reconstruction, there was no longer the old appearance here.
Regaining his old mood, Zhao Siting walked aimlessly along this street.
He didn't expect to meet Lu Chang, and the moment he saw her, he almost thought it was a dream!
didn't care about calling her, Zhao Siting ran to her with a feeling of ecstasy.
He appeared suddenly, accidentally startling Lu Changlong.
"I'm fine."
Dragging his suitcase with his back to Zhao Siting, Lu Chang slowly said these three words.
Because she had her back to him, he didn't notice the trembling eyes in her eyes when she heard his question, especially when she clenched her fists when she answered him.
Zhao Siting didn't know that Lu Manman's answer to him didn't seem like telling him the answer, but to her, it was more like ...... Convince herself.