CHAPTER XXXIII
When I returned to my shelter, I locked myself up, kept crying and venting myself, and cried until I was tired and fell asleep quietly, and this sleep was a day and a night.
The first seven days.
On the day of the decisive battle, I got up very early and sat on the bed in a quiet daze, not knowing whether to go to the appointment or not, "Liuyun, should I go?" ”
He showed a lonely look, "If you're Chaoge, then go." If you're a night dynasty, don't go. ”
I was stunned, "Night Dynasty Clan?!" With a long sigh of relief, he snatched the door and left.
I walked in the rain wrapped in a robe, my dress dragging mud and water covered with filth. Passing a plum tree on the way, it should be the best time for it to bloom, and a heavy rain also made it bloom and break its branches.
Picking up the flower bones on the mud, the once faint fragrance was gentle and elegant, but it had long been contaminated with the rotten smell of the soil.
Once upon a time, I was also a plum blossom in the cold winter wax moon, but now it is just a broken flower rotting in the mud.
I never really made a choice. Now I can't see my heart clearly, and I only see sorrow and entanglement under the layers of mist.
said that he wanted to avenge the dynasty, but the sword in his hand did not follow his heart at all. I have never been stained with the blood of others in this life, and the first person to solve is indeed the person I love the most.
It's my eyes that are holding me back, it's full of bloody hatred but it can't stop the slightest hint of cowardice, maybe I should do something to end this.
How could I have thought that the first time the Hanyuan Sword came into contact with my blood was my blood, how much is a pair of eyes worth?! No matter how painful the wound is, it can't withstand the knife cut on the heart.
A neighing sound of a horse came to my ears, and he rushed down from his horse and knelt down in front of me, gently wiping the blood stains on my face, "Miss, why are you so troubled?" Why would you hurt your eyes for the sake of a night string?! ”
I slowly groped and stroked his face, "Liuyun, do you know what it's like to love someone to the bone?" It's been ten years since I first met him at the age of seven, and in the past ten years, I've fantasized countless times about what it would be like when I married him, but after all, I dug a hole for myself. ”
He suddenly hugged me and kissed me on the forehead, "Then do you know how it feels like to love you?" As a servant of the court, I know I'm being stupid, but I just can't help but like you. ”
He smiled wryly, "Whenever you're sad, I even complain about why I can't make you happy." But I also clearly know that this can only be my feelings. ”
I was stunned by him, "Liuyun..."
He wanted to cry without tears, "There is nothing that a manly man does not dare to admit now!" Suddenly became serious, "Adults definitely don't want you to be like this!" Chaoge, as long as you say a word, I will take you out of here immediately! Get away from it all! Be true to yourself! ”
I felt relieved in my heart, and got up and ripped off a piece of cloth to wrap my eyes, "Liuyun, thank you!" My eyes will deceive me and shake me! Since I hurt myself, I was determined to avenge my father. ”
I bowed my head silently, "It's time for me and him to end, this life is destined for me and him to die, or life and death have already been doomed." ”
He gritted his teeth and clenched his fists, "Good! I'll be with you no matter what you do! ”
He lifted me on my horse and galloped all the way without saying a word.
On the shore of Liu'an Lake, he had been waiting in the middle of the lake for a long time.
Thinking about it, full of affection.
His tactful flute sound, like a Yiren's cry in the cold wind, made people sad. When the song rises, there is no light in the sky, and the moonlight is gray, so sad and desolate. forced people's liver and intestines to be broken, and they missed Nanxiang. Two lines of tears fell in his heart, and he fell with the sound of the flute.
As soon as the song landed, the former Yiren stood not far away, but they had long lost the warmth of the year. Looking at the Yiren who did not see the sun in the distance, the heart tingled, and the eyes that once shone like stars were now dripping with blood.
I slowly approached him, and the aroma of his body almost made me retreat like poison, "Lord Night is really very leisurely, and the big war is about to be so chic. ”
He was silent for a few seconds, "My eyes hurt." ”
I shuddered, "How can it be compared to an arrow through the heart." ”
He took up arms, "One of us will die today, and one of them will be broken, regardless of love or hatred." ”
I sneered, "That's a lot of nonsense!" ”
The cold wind blew and rolled up the snow, the sword qi struck people, and the heaven and earth were full of desolation and murder.
The swift shadow of the sword crossed the frozen horizon, a torrential rain had just ended, and the melody was the sound of blood flowing, and the sword light and sword shadow staggered and fell, flying.
The flickering light and shadow made a series of moves, causing the heavens and the earth to change color. The roaring thunder and lightning fell to the earth, chiseling through the broken rays of light, and the sound of shattering was mixed in.
He stabbed me in the left arm with a sword swing. His breath smelled of blood, and his moves turned into demonic fireworks that shattered everything, circling all the way to my heart.
I coldly raised my scabbard against it. Seeing that he was about to win a game with no way out, he couldn't help but laugh bitterly, and then coughed violently, and he didn't know when he was hit by a fierce sword, maybe the blade was too fast, and the sharp pain of his wound was only at this moment.
I held the sword that had pierced his body, and the blood flowed down my palm, and I froze.
He could have avoided it, unless he didn't intend to win in the first place, and he was here to die, and all kinds of thoughts were mixed up in my mind.
He knew that he could not have a moment of slack and respite, and that he might fall and turn into dust and not be able to get up again.
He gritted his teeth and insisted on stepping back, the sword leaving his body little by little, and the blood stained the ice in an instant.
He fell straight to the ground, gasping for breath and staggering to his feet.
My hand held the sword and paused in mid-air, and the snowflakes flew between us, staying, ticking down on the blade and disappearing. For a moment, there was silence like ashes.
The wind was biting, he shivered in the wind, his rough breath came to my ears from time to time, and his blood kept flowing out and congealed on the ice.
He looked up, his eyes were bloodshot, and his breath was faint, "You won." ”
A bad premonition haunted me, and I gathered my sword and strode forward, and he staggered into my arms.
He was short of breath and kept spitting blood, he stroked my face and whispered, "If I had a choice, I would still kill the prime minister, I am the patron saint of tens of millions of people in Yuedu City, and I have no choice." But if there was a choice, I hope we never met. Ahem! ”
"Enough! Don't say any more! And the king wept aloud. Holding him tightly, I was even more scared. I can accept that he killed me with his own hands, but I can't do anything to tolerate him dying before me, I have nothing, and now even the people I love the most will leave me forever.
His face was so pale, with weak eyes, and his hollow pupils glowing gray. The pale lips pursed slightly, "Chaoge, you see that today's snow is so beautiful, even the sound of falling is so beautiful." ”
He raised his trembling hand and hugged me, "Chaoge, will you accompany me?" Just like I did when I was injured as a kid. ”
I cried and laughed, and buried my head deep in his neck, "I'm just holding you, never let go!" You have to be good, if you don't want me, no one in the entire Yuedu City will dare to marry me. ”
He hugged me hard, "How can no one want it, we are so good at singing, even men are jealous." ”
The feeling of wanting to touch it lightly but not being able to control the force made my heart throb.
His arms suddenly tightened, his breathing became heavier, and his speech was rapid, "Chao Ge... I... Ahem... Love you. His voice grew lower and lower, and suddenly stopped.
I kept patting him on the back, "Nightstrings! You can't sleep! You said you wouldn't break my faith again! You haven't married me yet! "Look up to the sky and howl," Nightstring! ”
"Click!" The ice began to crack, and the clouds rushed towards me and forcibly pulled me away, and he lay there quietly, "Let's go!" He's dead! ”
I struggled and screamed trying to push him away, "He's not dead yet!" He's just tired! Wake up soon! Let me go! I'm not going! Nightstrings! ”
He dragged me all the way to the shore, the ice around Nightstrings cracking along the cracks, and I struggled as I felt him disappear from my sight.
He slowly slipped off the ice and into the water, blood staining the lake red, the red fading as he sank to the bottom of the lake and disappeared into places I couldn't perceive.
Calm returned all around
I struggled to get up and walked around the shattered ice, slumped and stretched out my hand to soak in the water, fantasizing that he was holding my hand.
Before that, I lived because of resentment, and now my heart is empty, there is no family affection, no hatred, and even the last love is gone.
Feeling the dried blood in his hands, he looked up at the front, his expression was numb and dull, and the blood in his eyes kept flowing out.
Liuyun stood not far behind me for a long time, tears condensing to ice on his face.
I don't know how long the snow covered my surroundings as if nothing had happened. There was no one behind me, except for a snow-covered hosta.
"Nightstrings." I smiled and called out the name with all my might, and after a few days I finally collapsed on the ice, and in a daze I felt him swim up and grab my hand and carry me into the lake.
"Brother Nightstring."
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