Back in a familiar place, I lived as usual, and we didn't connect as promised, like we didn't know each other.

One day after school, I received a text message, and the moment I saw the text message, I hurriedly turned off my phone. I couldn't believe what I saw, and a few minutes later I opened my phone and read the words and the sender again and again.

"Would you like to be my girlfriend?

- Wen Tao"

The people around me looked at me with inexplicable eyes and smiled awkwardly. I packed my things and went back to the dormitory, and I spent the whole night reading his messages but didn't have the courage to reply, so I fell asleep with my phone.

The next morning, our whole dorm room was woken up at half-past six by the ringing of a call from my mobile phone, and although we were resentful, we also had to be thankful.

I was dazed, but the moment I picked up the phone, I fell off the lower bunk. I picked up my phone, and a worried voice came from the other end, "Are you alright?!" I seem to hear something fall. ”

Hastily covered up, "No! Nothing! I scratched my head, "Good morning." ”

The wind was cool in the early morning, and his voice was warm, "Good morning." Haven't gotten up yet? Beware of being late! ”

I grabbed my hair and smiled awkwardly, "Thank you for your call." Otherwise, we're all going to be late,"

In the midst of the awkwardness, I heard the mockery, "Really?!" So are you doing homework or thinking again? ”

I haven't woken up yet, a little confused, "Consider? What to consider? ”

His tone suddenly became serious, "Aren't you considering being my Sun Wentao's girlfriend?" ”

His cheeks were crimson, "This..."

He spread his hands helplessly on the other end of the phone, "Since you don't think about it, then I'll go find someone else!" ”

I was immediately confused, "You dare! I didn't even promise that it would be someone else's turn! ”

He laughed, "You've said that, what else have I said." Hurry up and wash your face and brush your teeth to go to class! Goodbye, dear. ”

I hung up the phone and froze in place, "Such a quiet person actually forced me to be so passive, what is the reason!"

After that day, we became boyfriend and girlfriend, and although we got along for a while, now we are no different from online dating.

Every day, he would call me at half past six on time to wake me up, and wake us up in the whole dormitory, and when I was bored, even if he was in a hurry to do homework, he would wear headphones and talk to me while doing homework. On Valentine's Day, he would deliver me a handful of pink roses, and sometimes he would send some handicrafts that he made.

Every night we would also call late into the night until I couldn't hear me back, and he would whisper goodnight to me and hang up.

In my deepest memory, there was such a paragraph.

One day I was so sad that I forgot why. On the phone, he heard the difference in me, kept comforting me, and kept telling me to go to bed early and get some sleep. At the end of the call, I was about to hang up the phone when I heard the wind, very loud wind.

He asked me, "Do you know the name of the brightest star in front of my eyes?" ”

I said I don't know.

Suddenly, his voice became shy, "You can choose to put on headphones or amplify for the next minute." ”

I turned on the amplification in my head, and his voice whistled. "Gu Yanxi, I like you! You are like the summer wind and the winter flower, you are my uniqueness! ”

He was so frightened that my phone dropped, and there were envious, jealous and hateful eyes around me.

I picked up my phone and asked worriedly, "You're not going to run outside, are you?!" ”

He gasped and laughed, "yes! How do you know "I'm standing on a pitch-black playground right now." ”

I suppressed the joy in my heart, "Go back quickly!" Good night! "I hung up the phone, my heart pounding.

This may be the truth he summoned the most courage to say.

Time flies, and in the blink of an eye, I have been together for more than four years, but we didn't see each other again after that goodbye.

Even though we were all in love, we said goodbye in the end.

That day, as soon as the rain stopped, I stood downstairs in the dormitory, tears quietly falling, but I didn't make a sound, trying to stay calm.

He was also pretending to be calm, "Yan Xi, let's break up." I know you called me to say that too, right? Let me do it, this wicked man. ”

I suddenly kicked down and cried, "It's not..."

He choked up, "We've been together for four years, and grandma and they are all in heaven, but we can't go on." I think you know that we haven't seen each other since that parting, not because we don't want to, but because we can't do anything about it..."

The voice on the other end suddenly broke off, and appeared again dozens of seconds later, "I don't regret meeting you, I don't regret falling in love with you, and I don't regret the four years I've been with you." But I know we're all hungry for more, but there's nothing we can do. Don't cry, we can still be friends even if we can't be together, can't we? We broke up to make each other better, didn't we? Yan Xi..."

I covered my mouth and said intermittently, "Yes, we can still be friends, best friends!" I paused for a few seconds, "Can you turn on the hands-free?" ”

"Okay."

I stood up, wiped my tears and snot, and roared, "Wen Tao I love you!" You are like the spring rain bringing new life, you are like the autumn wind bringing hope! Like the best in my heart. I lowered my head and muttered, "Goodbye, my one." ”

I heard him crying, and we were all so reluctant to go, "Goodbye, my one." ”

I hung up the phone and stood all night in the rain.

In the rest of our lives, we didn't disappear into each other's lives as promised, and the casual chat turned into greetings, which would suddenly come to an abrupt end.

We all understand the truth, but we don't have the courage to face it.

We used to have no regrets so we stayed together because we liked each other. But when we find that there is no hope for longing, we let go because we love each other.

Today, I wrote him a handwritten letter with my wedding photo in it. I don't know what my psychology is, but I just want to tell him that I'm married, and that I've found someone to trust me with for life.

The letter, sent for a long time, I did not get a reply.

On the third day of my wedding, I received a letter. There are only a few photos in the letter, and there are mountain peaks, green water, and snow-capped mountains. Except for himself.

We were lost, but now we are living our lives in the best way we can, even without news of each other.

If you love each other, don't leave regrets and love seriously. If one day, the relationship can't make you beautiful again, give up! Don't make noise, sometimes letting go is not unlove, it's just that our love can't make each other happy anymore.

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