Chapter 34: The Only Warmth
In this family, Shi Hanxiao's sister Shi Xiuting didn't want to see her, just imagine, all the things in the family originally belonged to Shi Xiuting alone, but suddenly there was an extra sister with rude manners to grab her things, how could the little girl be willing? This is how the disgust of childhood came suddenly and then continued.
The young Shi Hanxiao does not have her father's love and sister's care at home, and the only person who can make her feel warm is her mother.
It's just that this only warmth is pitifully lacking.
Shi Hanxiao is in such a family, she wants to please her parents on the one hand, and on the other hand, she carefully disguises herself. She didn't want her parents to worry about it, but she always did something unsatisfactory.
So, she worked hard to take on all kinds of housework, trying not to trouble her parents, and over time, all the housework at home was pressed on her, Shi Xiuting didn't have to do anything, and her parents sat on the sofa after work and waited for her to do everything.
It's hard to imagine how the young Shi Hanxiao took on all this.
Not to mention at home, after coming to study with his parents, Shi Hanxiao studied in an ordinary elementary school nearby.
It is often said that there is a hierarchy in society, but as everyone knows, this hierarchy exists almost when everyone is just born. A person's origin can determine almost everything about him, and the cycle repeats, which is called hierarchical differentiation.
In primary school, it can be roughly divided into those who have money and power, those whose families are relatively wealthy, and those who work for others in factories like Shi Hanxiao's parents.
The first thing that can stand at the top of the pyramid is the excellent grades, followed by the rich and good-looking people, and then most of them are just ordinary.
The family background is average, and Shi Hanxiao is from the countryside, and the education he received before is very ordinary, not to mention the vices he has been contaminated with from the children in the countryside. This kind of makes her hardly have good friends at school.
Almost every child around her has laughed at her, unintentionally or intentionally, although the children's hearts are always innocent, and it is precisely because of their innocence that they do not realize how much harm they will do to Shi Hanxiao's every ridicule.
Once, Shi Hanxiao answered a question incorrectly in class, and the whole class laughed at her, and the surging laughter like a tide pressed on her, making her almost breathless. After school, she even had the urge to commit suicide, but it was because she missed her mother that she didn't let the little girl commit suicide.
It has been five years since Shi Hanxiao returned to her parents, and in the past five years, there are very few happy days for her. She was just cautiously soaking up what little of that only warmth was shedding.
In her memory, the strongest warmth was when she was seven years old, Shi Hanxiao had a high fever, and she was very uncomfortable all night. It was her mother who was by her side, and that silent companionship made her feel very safe.
Since that night, she has secretly sworn that no matter how hard the days will be, she will never be sorry for her mother.
The days of chaos and nightmares were very difficult, but Shi Hanxiao still persevered, all because of the only warmth.
It's finally time to be ten years old.,But now she's a little unbearable.。。
She hadn't seen her mother in three days!