This autumn has come to an end, and it is quietly hidden in the sleeves of snow.

It has been more than three years since he stepped out of the capital, and now he is living the way I want. Galloping in the grassland outside the Saiwai, rowing in the water towns in the south of the Yangtze River, and enjoying the wind in the South China Sea. In the courtyard of this capital, there were winds, rains and four seasons, but he took away the joy.

Seeing that he is living comfortably, there is endless joy in his heart, and there is also endless lovesickness. When did the princess of the national style become so embarrassed, maybe it was when she fell in love with this wild horse!

In the spring of that year, when I was eighteen years old, the first emperor collapsed, and the princes and princes were in chaos after all. The war has been fought intermittently for two years, and the throne is near, but he is still defeated by me, and the king's road is gone.

At the last moment when he broke through Miyagi, I used all my courage to shoot an arrow at him and almost killed him. He was slightly embarrassed by dozens of people and stared at me, his eyes full of surprise.

I looked at him and laughed and cried.

I jumped and was dressed in red. Ben was determined to die, but he was saved by breaking free from his shackles.

I lay in his arms, his face was gloomy, "You made me lose the throne, you are not qualified to die without my permission!" "He pushed me away and laughed unbridledly, so arrogant but less sharp than it was back then." After many years of swords and swords, it is the destiny of heaven to defeat you! ”

He pulled out the arrow from his heart and fell heavily to the ground. I took off the mask on the left side of my face, and there were scars underneath the mask. I threw myself on the ground and wept bitterly. "All lost, emperor, sincerely!"

When I woke up again in the early morning, the new emperor ascended the throne, and the name of the country was proclaimed.

And my arrogant, invincible His Royal Highness the Morning King, the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha for the rest of his life, will not be able to leave Longquan Temple in this life.

The new emperor has finally fulfilled me. Since ancient times, I have become a king and a loser, maybe I am too selfish. But what can I do?! I can't watch him die!

My brother fed me medicine, and his eyes were full of distress. "Why are you in trouble?" I could only smile bitterly, and my eyes were sad, "Then what should I do? That's my life?! ”

The elder brother's hand holding the medicine was trembling, and there was endless despair in his eyes, as if he had been hit hard in his heart. Put down the medicine bowl, "Okay, let's get some rest!" "Walk out the door quickly.

He slowed down and stood in the courtyard, tears sliding down his cheeks, "He is your life, why are you not my life." He trembled all over his body, and suddenly laughed, so helpless, so painful.

I leaned back on the bed, looked at the distant figure, didn't know what to say, and muttered in a low voice, "How can I not feel such a fiery love!" But so what? Some people came to my heart before you, and in this life you can only be my brother. ”

Too many feelings, obviously there is no chance of perfection, but the sky wants to let it spread wildly, who can forget it when it is rooted in the bottom of my heart? Who wants to forget? Reluctantly and unwillingly.

Maybe he loves me, or maybe he only hates like the prince.

Maybe he loved me before I shot an arrow, and after that, maybe he won't forgive me for the rest of his life.

After the body healed, the whole person became more active. Although my face was ruined, I also gained supreme glory because of this mutiny, and now my status has long surpassed my father, my brother, and everyone in the court.

But no matter how much glory I have, all I want is a man's heart. But I can't get it anymore, I buried it with my own hands.

I've been in the house for a long time, but I can't get my brother to let me out of the house. It coincided with the Begging Festival, and there were many women in the house, so naturally there was a lot of work, and my brother's supervision of me was naturally relaxed.

Taking advantage of the darkness of the night, I ran over the wall.

I walked through the bustling crowd just as I did when I met him in the crowd. I didn't know I would meet him then, and now I'm looking for him.

Running all the way to the foot of the mountain, where he was imprisoned was in a solitary house behind the Academy. I walked on the stone steps with my hands and feet and sweating profusely, and the mountain was very high and high, as if it were far, far between me and him.

With great difficulty, I found the house, where the moonlight was shining, the breeze was gentle, and the sound of crisp bamboo.

I stood at the foot of the stone steps, and even though I tried my best to see him, I didn't dare to take a step at this moment. The candlelight in the house flickered, and the sound of wooden fish was heard from time to time.

With my fists clenched, I strolled up the steps to his door. I leaned lightly against the door and looked at his background, not daring to make a sound, tears flowing unnaturally. When did the love between me and him turn into hatred, and I could only sneak around to look at him.

I sat limply on the floor and sat all night. And day after day, year after year. I was left sick on the battlefield, and this behavior gradually exhausted my body. After a long time, my brother naturally knew about it.

He restricted my travel and locked me up in the house every day to recuperate. But he can control me, and he can't keep his heart shut.

My father is old, and my brother will have to take on many things sooner or later, so naturally he can't control me wholeheartedly, and running away has become my daily routine.