That winter, when you were dressed in white and stepped on a horse, I cried and asked, "Have you ever loved and hated that day?" You clenched your fists and didn't speak, and your expression stiffened. I asked myself why did you leave? Can't you love your woman because she didn't love you?

No matter what is right or wrong, you have never loved me after all.

I still remember that when you came, my little girl was just growing up, and I engraved you in my heart like that, and it became an indelible painful memory.

Maybe I was really stupid and naïve at that time, blindly thinking that what I wanted for you was the best way to love you, but it turned out to be just the helplessness of loving you to the end. I thought that my love was unmatched, but I never thought that I sent you into the heart of others.

After all, it is getting farther and farther away from you, and it can no longer be touched, and the opportunity to love you is lost after all.

On that day, she was married to a woman, and you held back your tears from falling. How much I want to be her, your tears and your laughter are such a luxury for me. You had a hangover overnight, and I was stupid enough to be a substitute for your dreams. Maybe you hate me, hate me for making you a big mistake. But what can I do, I just want to be loved by a man.

I smiled and watched you leave, but after all, I was powerless to stay. You don't come for anyone, but you leave for love, and that love is not me after all. I want to tell you that "the Chen family has a female name, the year is 18, the king is happy to be the queen, and the year after the year will be a gift." ”

I seem to know what kind of expression you will have when you hear this news, and whether you will feel a trace of sadness. She married her sweetheart, and you wandered the world. You went and I got married, but I am not the top of my heart.

On the wedding night, with tears in my eyes, I asked the king, "Have you ever been tempted?" ”

He smiled, smiling as amorous as you, "I love my wife, as my wife loves my brother." He embraced me, and I smiled wryly and cried. This world is always so unfair, I love you deeply, but you are sad for her. He loved me deeply, and I didn't have the courage to face it.

I'm really stupid, what can a mere girl do for you? It's just a dream, what do you need me to do?

I don't know when I found out the details, I took advantage of your drunkenness to make a promise, and the king was furious and wanted to kill him. In exchange, you gave me to the King on high to give you back the rest of your life.

How helpless I am, how do you make me deal with this king who has come to me by intrigue and calculation.

"I have no words in your heart, but you can make me him. I don't ask you to rejoice with all your heart, but I ask you to promise me affection for the rest of my life. "After all, I laughed and cried, I was obsessed with paying others, and finally someone was obsessed with paying me, and I was responsible for others.

For the rest of my life, I often accompany the king, but my heart is deep in others, a hundred years are in a hurry, I will go before the king. In the end, no one answered me, "Can I be allowed to love for a lifetime?" ”

When the gentleman left without saying a word, the rest of his life was over, and I hated "Why don't you take me away." The ends of the earth are very important, if you are willing to go, I will accompany you. Why do I want to make a trade?! ”

The king's love is deep, and it is an unfair deal. Why ruined the joy of the rest of my life in the name of love, but who ever really cared about my feelings.

Into the coffin, so cold. I can't see the late mixed eyes on Chang'an Street.

It is enough to get this gift for the rest of your life, but in the end, you are unwilling to see you again. I gave everything in this life, and I didn't get anything.

I still remember that when I came, I was arrogant and dry, and when I went, I was white-clothed and snowy.

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