A month later, the guard Li Zhen was named the deputy commander of the forbidden army, and Shen Gujun was the commander of the forbidden army.

A few years ago, it coincided with His Majesty's sacrifice to the sky, and I remembered that I hadn't left the palace for a long time.

He Huan sat with me on the side, and opened the curtain to look at the people kneeling on either side.

I have not been further afield, and I do not know if everything in this folk is as stated in the excerpt, that the people are prosperous and stable.

His Majesty's sacrifice to the heavens is cumbersome, and I have accompanied him in previous years.

But the only time I've been so willful.

"I haven't been home for many years, so I'll go home." When I said this, His Majesty did not stop me.

Probably, this is the last time I'll be so willful.

It was from the side of the altar, so no one paid attention to it for a while.

Walking back through the streets all the way, the crowd has not yet dispersed.

In the midst of the crowd, I heard a few words.

"The queen mother of the current dynasty has refused to return to power so far, I am afraid that she intends to follow the empress of martial arts!?"

"I have to say that the daughter of the Shen family is really powerful, as soon as she made a move more than ten years ago, she dismissed all the concubines."

"What, it's clear that there is no room for people."

"Did you hear that? Her brother returned to Beijing without an edict, and His Majesty even promised the position of commander of the forbidden army, and eighty percent of it was also related to that lady.

It's just that it may be covering the sky with one hand, and His Majesty has to agree. ”

Hehuan wanted to come forward to reason with them, but I caught him.

"No, let's go."

I never thought that this world would see me like this.

If you don't let go, you are afraid that Your Majesty will be young and that someone who will not be subordinate will take the position. I want to protect my brother and glorify my Shen lintel, and the original intention is the same.

The helplessness of so many years has made me tired of these, how can these people understand, everyone who is born in the world has their own helplessness.

I stood under the osmanthus tree in the courtyard, only heavy green leaves were left on the dead branches, and I somehow smelled a faint fragrance of osmanthus flowers, as if returning to the golden autumn in August and September, as if returning to ten years ago.

If I had the chance to do it all over again, would I still choose to enter the palace? Probably so. Although it has been difficult along the way, I have no regrets.

The clouds are faint, the heavy eaves are far away, and the attic is uneven.

The Shen Mansion as far as my eyes can see, it is simple and simple, not like the atmosphere in the palace, which makes me a little uncomfortable for a while.

Hehuan came to my side and said.

"Madame is up!"

She probably saw me looking at the blue sky, and there were geese passing overhead, so there was some exploration in her eyes.

"Niangniang doesn't have to care, there are many people in the world, it's just a lack of knowledge-" I raised my hand to interrupt her.

"Let's go!"

Standing in the main hall, everything has not changed since the moment I left the house many years ago.

My mother saluted me first, and I hurriedly helped her to her feet and bowed with her.

Her face is not pretty.

"You are the Queen Mother, today is a sacrifice, how can you go back to Shen Mansion, and what should people outside say!"

Ten years have passed, and my mother is already old, not as gentle as before, and her frowning brows are full of markings, and she looks a little bad.

After all, I couldn't hold back the guilt in my heart.

"Mother!"

I grabbed her hand, and tears fell quickly, warm on the back of my hand.

"You are the queen mother, my mother knows, my mother doesn't blame you. It's just that your father went early, otherwise, it should be gratified for you. ”

I asked, rubbing my eyes.

"What about my brother and brother?"

"I'll be here in a moment."

I sat next to my mother, talked for a while, pinched the time, and then left the Shen Mansion.

Before leaving, my mother said.

"You are the queen mother, you don't have to worry about your family, as long as you are well, my mother will not miss you."

My younger brother is already waist-high with me, his little eyes are transparent, looking at me in a gorgeous robe, and he is not close to me, probably, he has long forgotten me.

But as long as the Shen family is fine, as long as the elder brother is well, the younger brother will always grow up.