Chapter 183: Life is noisy, and thoughts are like floods

"Bang bang bang!"

Qin Wafan's door was knocked on the sky, and he thought to himself, the one who should have come is still coming, but he still can't help but shout angrily:

"Who?!"

"What do you want to do? It's a mess in this house, can't you hear it? If you don't help when you come back, forget it, and you still have to rebel?! ”

Zhao Hong knocked on the door outside and shouted angrily. Qin Wafan didn't bother to reply to her words, he thought, if he didn't reply, the battle in the house was about to start, so he just waited. He locked the door of the room, Zhao Hong had the key, and he couldn't hold it and opened the door.

Qin Wafan closed his eyes and covered his ears, and his heart felt so depressed that he couldn't do it.

He cried out in his heart:

Where are you? What are you doing? I really want to see that smiling face right away!

The cool and warm girl who is always gentle and upright, not angry or roaring, that is the goddess in his heart!

The life he wants should be a harmonious and beautiful life with the goddess in his heart, a gentle life with red sleeves and fragrance, even if he has a child, he is such a calm and rational person, and the goddess is such a gentle person, the child born should be warm and affectionate, not like now, right?

The more I thought about it, the more acacia became a disaster, like an overwhelming flood covering Qin Wafan's heart that could barely breathe under the noise of life.

Could she sense how much he longed for her at the moment? He couldn't help praying, praying that she, who was thousands of miles away, would be as he wished, and that he would miss her thousands of miles away.

Just as Qin Wafan was lying on the bed like an ostrich and holding her ears, using fantasies to escape reality, Zhao Hong hugged Qin Teng, looking at Qin Ming, who was being coaxed by her mother-in-law with all her might, but still crying, her cheeks bulged.

Yes, Zhao Hong has long been angry with Qin Wafan:

This man goes out early and returns late every day, he seems to be very busy, and in the end he doesn't make a few more money than before, but his temper is much bigger, and when he comes home, he knows how to eat and sleep, and when he picks a child, he teases and plays, and hides faster than anyone else when he cries.

There are so many delicate jobs at home, her body is still recovering, and she can't touch the water too often, but these two children, one is too young and the other is too naughty, and Qin's father is always outside, so he can't take care of the house at all, just her and her mother-in-law, when she is really busy, her own mother is also dragged over by her phone, leaving her business to help them, is it easy for her to be at home?

She had said these words to Qin Wafan early in the morning, but every time she said them, Qin Wafan shouted how tired he was outside, so the two of them spoke more and more like chickens and ducks, each complaining about their own suffering, that is, no one was willing to calm down first to listen to what the other party's state of mind was, and no one was willing to compromise and adjust it first, but the glass cover across each other became more and more tempered, and it was so hard that it was indestructible.

Perhaps, Qin Wafan, who is busy outside, does have to face those old businessmen every day, fighting wits and courage, he is really physically and mentally tired, Zhao Hong was made by two children at home, and he is really exhausted to the extreme, and he has no mental strength and no brain space to make self-adjustment or put himself in the other party's shoes and think a little more like he did in the past.

Her angry heart suddenly ceased to be angry, but became desolate. She felt that she was a proud woman who was good at the beginning, who wanted to have good looks, a job, and a good family condition, and could live a better life, so why did she jump into such a fire pit so easily? I still jumped on my own.

Now I have no capital at all, I have two children, I have no job, and my figure is no longer good. On the surface, it seems to be just a little fatter, but it is still well-proportioned, but she knows that the stretch marks on her belly are more flowery than the world map, and the cortex that falls down and stacks up in a circle is not the round swimming ring of those fat girls, but the circle of pig intestines that are stacked on the cutting board, which makes her have no confidence.

If she had been realistic at the time, don't be superstitious about love, and don't be conquered by the hormones of both parties so quickly, and rationally pick a big real estate boss according to the conditions or something, life would not be like this, right? At the very least, even if you are angry, you won't be suffocated by money in your hands!

If the marriage can be restarted, she really has to choose again, anyway, now she understands that no matter how much the men and women in the marriage love to death, they will become mummies in the eyes of the other party in less than two years, without life and passion, and in the end they will become men and women who eat and drink, and those who care about it will eventually fall into the word "money".

So why not just find someone who has money? When she thought like this, she was so sad that she wanted to cry, but she just endured it. Endure her heart and hurt even more, she felt that she had suddenly become a desperate person, sitting in the small space of this living room, transparently existing, wanting to enter the room that someone was locked, not wanting to see herself at all, wanting to stay alone on the sofa in this living room, silently shedding tears, her mother-in-law took Qin Ming in front of the dining table next to her, one accidentally turned her head and saw her shed tears, and said in her heart that she was squeamish, nothing happened, just like being bullied by the Qin family, Not to mention expecting her to become a powerful eldest daughter-in-law!

She felt that she was holding her youngest son Qin Teng, like a transparent but not free existence, and even the right to breathe hard was about to be lost.

She was aggrieved, lonely, helpless, she missed her mother, and she thought that when she was a daughter, she was in a house with only two mothers, at that time, she had to be noisy and quiet, and she didn't have the final say? Although her mother has a lot of rules for her, she never suffocates her, and always explains to her well after saying the rules, listens to her thoughts, and coaxes her mood.

It's good now, don't say that people come to coax themselves, even if they go to coax others, I'm afraid that the man who is called her husband lying in the room is not happy to listen, right?

She couldn't wait to see her mother immediately, and cry with her mother about her grievances and helplessness at this time, but she couldn't, in front of her mother-in-law, she couldn't! Let her mother worry and be sad, she can't! In the end, she has become the eldest daughter-in-law of someone else's family, and she has to support this family in the house.

Thinking that she was the eldest daughter-in-law and wanted to support the family in the house, she suddenly looked uplifted: she can't be so weak, no one can see the sorrow, and no one will feel distressed when she sees it.

Isn't it? The one in the house who locked the door of the room was her husband who shared the bed and pillow, and it was her own family, why couldn't she treat him? Why did he shout that he was tired, and he didn't have the strength to take a look at this home?!

No, absolutely not!

Zhao Hong remembered that her mother often taught her, daughter, what you want, you have to do it, God drops a pie, you have to bend down to pick it up, open your mouth to bite it.

The sadness in Zhao Hong's heart was also swept away by the words she remembered her mother told her, and swept away like falling leaves in the autumn wind. Read the latest chapter of "The Claw Book House on the Tile House" for free for the first time.