Chapter 165: This Past Conversation
When Qin Wafan picked up the microphone again and dialed the eleven phone numbers sent to him in Bai Pujia's email, cautiously and tremblingly, he once again felt the heartbeat of his heart before he was about to see her in college, or to hear her voice on the phone, like the enthusiasm, longing, and worry that several frogs were jumping in his heart and wanted to rush out of his throat directly into his mouth.
"Hello, hello?"
Bai Pujia's voice is like a world away, and the timbre is still crisp and pleasant, but the Mandarin is much more standard, and the tone of speech is much more polite.
"Pu Jia, it's me, Qin Wafan."
Qin Wafan almost said it with a shaky voice.
"Ahh Vafan, it's really you! I think it's the number from Guangdong, and I'm thinking about whether it's a classmate or you! Unexpectedly, it's really you! ”
I can tell that Bai Pujia is also very happy over there. was happy because of Qin Wafan's call, and Qin Wafan's heart, which was originally jumping, jumped with her tone.
"Vafan, you know what? I thought of you a while ago, one afternoon, I took a taxi to work, looked up and saw the blue sky outside, and suddenly remembered the sky of the Normal University, which is also so blue, and I also remembered that I haven't contacted you for a long time, and I suddenly felt very worried, worried that I would accidentally lose you? So, I sent you an email and asked for your contact information! It's just that I'm too busy, and I didn't care about looking at it after sending the email, and when I looked at it again, I was so happy to see your reply, fortunately, I didn't lose you! ”
Bai Pujia happily recounted how she remembered him until she sent him an email, and she also listened to him with great joy. Once upon a time, how he longed for himself to be the person who was important to her heart, important enough to affect her mood and thoughts.
Now, however, there seems to be such a sign, but he, he, he ...... Perhaps, though, she ...... too
"Pu Jia, how are you now? What does it do? Married? ”
He simply asked in one breath what he still wanted to know about her current situation.
"Oh, I'm an off-campus Chinese teacher now, well, I have a boyfriend, I'm married, it's still early! Hee-hee. What about you? ”
"Me? I ......"
Qin Wafan hesitated in his heart, but still told her with difficulty:
"Pu Jia, I'm already married, and I have a son, more than half a year old......"
"Wow! So happy?! Congratulations! ”
Bai Pujia cheered loudly on the other end of the phone, and she could hear that she was genuinely happy for him. There was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth. But thinking that she probably went to a big city like Beijing, her thinking was renewed, there were more things to pursue, and it was understandable that she would get married later, as for the boyfriend she said, it should be the one she went to Beijing for him at the beginning. He didn't ask much.
It's just that, thinking about the fact that she is not married yet, the hidden fantasies that exist in his heart seem to be about to move, churning his heart that he originally thought was calm - he, involuntarily, a little annoyed, that he had married early.
What if, waiting?
He suddenly realized the wrongness of his thoughts, and hurriedly pulled over:
"Pu Jia, Beijing must be special, right? Where do you get used to eating and living? Are you used to working too? Are your colleagues over there nice to you? ”
He originally wanted to ask you if your boyfriend is good to you, does he live with your boyfriend? However, he never, still did not dare to ask, he felt that he was no longer qualified to ask. What's more, Pu Jia didn't like people to ask too much about her private affairs, unless she said it herself.
"That's good! Beijing is really a city with a deep cultural heritage, I like it very much, this year, I have also learned and grown a lot, eat, I was not very used to it at first, it is all pasta here, but it is a habit to live, you know? It snowed heavily the first year I came, and it was so beautiful! There is heating in the house, and it is warmer in winter than in my hometown. You can rest assured, they are all very good, everyone is simple, and several of us have become good friends! ”
Bai Pujia replied to Qin Wafan's question in detail in one breath.
"However, I really didn't expect you to get married so soon and have a child so quickly, it's amazing!"
Bai Pujia sincerely admired. Her heart has always been floating, it is indeed too early for her to get married, she feels that she is no different from those seventeen or eighteen-year-old girls walking on the street! The most important thing is that she came to Beijing not to get married and have children, but to pursue her dream.
If she had a family child early, would she still be the person she wanted to be? She wouldn't.
"Pu Jia, you are amazing, I thought you would get married as soon as you arrived in Beijing, otherwise why would you have not been in touch for so long?"
Qin Wafan knew that Bai Pujia went to Beijing, and she didn't go to get married, so what would it be? It was only now that he really understood one thing about her: she didn't just belong to everyone, she also belonged to the distance.
"Oh, I'm sorry, Vafan, it's been a long time since I remembered you. In this strange city, I have to rely on myself for everything, I have no other way but to work hard, find a job, go to work, and work hard to improve in the work. The working environment and work requirements here are different from those in the university and school before, in the university, what you do is actually for your own responsibility, after graduation, when you go to school, everything is arranged by the school, and you can do it according to the arrangement of the grade group and the teaching and research group, but here, everything has to be thought about by yourself, do it yourself, if you don't do it well, you will be criticized every minute, or even dismissed, the pressure is still very high, whether it is work or life, so, so you are so busy that you forget! I'll tell you the truth, don't mind! ”
To tell the truth, Bai Pujia has always been like this, Qin Wafan knows it well. But the more so, after listening to her words, he had mixed feelings in his heart. He really wanted to be by her side at this moment, to rely on her. Yes, it's strange, she obviously has a boyfriend, but it's like she doesn't have a boyfriend, and she is relying on herself for everything. She has always been like this, and she has always been different, including independence and freedom.
Qin Wafan chewed silently in the mixed five flavors in his heart.
"How could I mind? Just worried about you, hope you can do well! I didn't expect you to be married yet! Ay! ”
Qin Wafan couldn't help but sigh. Read the latest chapter of "The Claw Book House on the Tile House" for free for the first time.