CHAPTER XXI
In my senior year, he proposed to me.
Just like when I confessed, he proposed to me in front of everyone.
All of a sudden, I felt helpless, and I didn't know what choice to make. After some struggle, I looked at the man behind him and smiled, and I passed him as he did.
I walked past him and stood in front of An Yu, "You seem to have a meal for me." "I took An Yu and left.
If he had proposed to me three years ago, I would have said yes as soon as my brain was hot. But now, I know what I want, who I want.
An Yu was dragged away by me like this, and he was very irritable. Shaking off my hand, he got angry, "If you use me as a shield, you won't eat this meal." ”
I approached him and smiled. "'I walked into the wind and rain, into the heart, but I couldn't see you...' This is the poem you once wrote. What is the next sentence when I asked you? You said no, I know now. You are in the clouds, in the bottom of your heart, in the end where I cannot see. You've been hiding where I can't see. ”
I kissed him, and he was visibly frightened and his eyes widened. It took him a moment before he reached out and hugged me and gave me a response.
It was my happiest day, and I had a tacit agreement with him. This was the happiest time in my four years of college, and then Gu Yan had a fight with him, but he didn't fight back, so he let him go crazy and get himself into the hospital.
Because of this matter, I also had a good talk with Gu Yan. Growing up, this was probably the most I ever talked to him.
I sat across from him, and he refused to look at me. I broke the ice with my mouth, "I used to love you!" ”
He looked up at me suddenly, dazed.
I smiled, "But that was ever." I don't know why I was so unhesitating in the first place, maybe it was because my family told me that you were my future husband since I was a child! I've done a lot of things for you that you didn't know about. ”
He lowered his head and said weakly, "I know..."
I interlocked my fingers, "You don't know!" You don't know that when you have a fever, I ran around for you. You don't know that I've gone to great lengths to make you happy on your birthday. You don't know... Never mind. ”
Taking a sip of coffee, "You never found out about these things, but then I found out that when I was trying my best to please you, there was a person who was quietly helping me to please you and help me do things I couldn't do!" ”
He smiled bitterly, "You said An Yu!" He's been like this since he was a kid... When I was in elementary school, he beat me up for you, just because I threw the breakfast you gave me in front of you. I thought he was stupid at the time, and now I know that's how I lost to him. ”
Sigh, "Those things are in the past. I don't want to worry about who owes the three of us and who loves whom. I just want to be with An Yu, he may not be able to give me what you can give, but he can't give you the happiness that he can give me. ”
Looking up and smiling bitterly, "Actually, I've always liked you." But in the past, maybe I was bored with how good you were to me, and when you were no longer good to me, I didn't get used to it. It's really ridiculous. Don't worry, I won't trouble him in the future, I'm just angry for a while, and that kid is stupid and won't fight back..."
We're going to leave it at that, like a kite that has broken its string.
I didn't see Gu Yan again after that day, and I originally thought that this was the end of the matter.