Qin Wafan and Bai Yu are both smart people, and Director Qin's point is for their good, and they all know it.

Especially Qin Wafan, although he had a few glasses of wine, if he was usually drunk, he would have been drunk, but at this moment, his heart was very awake.

His heart is also active, the leader said to him, I want to know that the advertising business is led by him, he took the first year of high school this year, it is the time for students to lay the foundation, and it is physics, the key subject of the college entrance examination, for the children of Qinfang No. 1 Middle School, the college entrance examination is an important turning point in their lives, once relaxed, then the relaxation is the fault of their carp can not pass the dragon gate, since then life has been changed, and the family has also changed.

Qin Wafan himself was one of such students, and he was very clear about the heavy responsibility.

It was precisely because of this that he began to struggle in his heart. In his heart, he wants to do a good job as a teacher, go all out, and do a good job on holidays, but think about the monthly class fee and the class teacher's allowance in his hand, barely more than 2,000 thin 20 yuan, taken out from the bank, after a hand, I don't know where the money went, when and what month can he take his wife and children to no longer live under his parents, but to stand on his own, and can also bear the aging life requirements of his parents?

He remembered that when he was young, his home was the most difficult time, his father was taking on the seriously ill grandmother, almost a family with four walls, and the friends around him who led the family went to preschool one after another, because he had no money at home, and because his parents had to go out to work, no one took care of his younger brother, so he took his younger brother to continue to play in the mud and sand in the town, but looking at the spirit of the friends coming back from preschool, he was very envious.

A year later, his younger brother went to preschool, and he went to the first grade, but he felt that it was difficult to learn, and because of his name, he was ridiculed by his classmates. Don't miss it!

The mother watched from the sidelines and burst into tears:

Stop it! If it is broken again, how can there be money to heal it!

"Hmph, it's better to break it, save money, you don't have to go to school and you don't have to marry a daughter-in-law!"

As he spoke, his father dropped the stick on his ass again.

Qin Jiang came out of the room when he heard his brother's call, heard his father's shouting to his brother, and obediently ran in again to write his homework quietly, study hard, don't repeat a grade, don't get criticized, just save money. The little boy already knows the essence of life.

As for the brothers' clothes, there were almost no new clothes until they graduated from junior high school, and his mother changed the clothes that his father did not wear to him and his younger brother to wear, and the brothers were about the same size and wore them differently. It wasn't until the third year of junior high school that I began to have new clothes that belonged to the brothers alone.

Three meals a day, eating all the vegetables grown by my mother, now I think such dishes are healthy and safe, but at that time, it was the food and vegetables that were exchanged for labor, which saved money for vegetables. In a week, there are only one or two meals with meat in the dishes, so the brothers are not tall or fat, but fortunately they follow their parents to do farm work, and their bodies are strong.

It wasn't until high school that my father began to work with other people, and his life took a turn, and he slowly got better little by little. You don't have to weigh so much to buy reference books, and you don't have to think about how to talk to your parents. The most miserable days belonging to the Qin family have become a thing of the past, but the marks left in the suffering are engraved on the brothers' bodies like imprints, at least, in Qin Wafan's body, it is very profound, and in his heart, his perception of himself is that of a poor boy. That's why, when he was in college, when he faced Bai Pujia, he regarded himself as dust, because, according to the impression of the poor boy in his heart, how could he be worthy of the elegance and refinement of the goddess?

This is also why, he simply and rudely understood that if he wants to chase the goddess into his hands, there is no other way than to make money to make himself a rich man.

This is also why, when he was in college, taking classes almost became a side job, and working part-time to earn money to reduce the burden on his family and support himself when he went to college became his constant and firm goal.

In his heart, he only has the main theme of making money and living a good life.

Because, his past life was too limited to his imagination of life.

He didn't want his future to be constrained by poverty.

He's poor and afraid!

He didn't want to live the poor life of his parents at the beginning, and he didn't want to live with his wife and children anymore.

This is the truest thought in his heart.

He didn't want to deceive himself, and he didn't want to deceive anyone. He also expressed this meaning to Director Qin when he had three rounds of drinking. It's just that Director Qin doesn't know if he can empathize? Or, the poverty that Director Qin experienced is another state of life, right? However, at present, he cannot fully settle for the ideal of a sense of worth.

Because of poverty, he has lost the dream of Bai Pujia, and he does not want this loss to continue to happen in other aspects of his life, let alone in the lives of his future children.

"Xiao Qin, Xiao Bai, what you said, why don't I understand? But now, everyone is the same, everything in the system is the same, and our salaries are all financial allocations. You have to believe that the future will get better and better, and, in the future, have you ever thought that now you are in the prime of life, and one day you will be old, and there will be a pension when you are old, there will be a pension, and you can be guaranteed. At that time, did you think about it? “

Director Qin still hopes that the two young teachers can be at ease in school education and teaching. Now they are using the holidays to do things, it is difficult to guarantee that with the increase in business volume, their minds will turn to business, at that time, is it the loss of school talent or the decline of their own life value?

"Thank you, Director Qin, for your advice. I must think about it when I go back, does this matter need to be settled? “

Qin Wafan asked bluntly.

In his heart, he is still sensible in the end.

He was poor and afraid.

I don't want to continue to live the poor life of my parents.