Chapter 490 Turns Out to Be Heartbeat (1)
"What's wrong with the skirt? The skirt is very beautiful, look at you, you are now difficult to distinguish between male and female, and by the right opportunity, you can wear a beautiful flower skirt. How beautiful it looks in a floral skirt, a braid, and floral shoes. Su Lingdie couldn't help but think about Xingchen's face paralyzed and wearing these things.
"Shut up! Stinky woman, I knew you didn't have a good heart! Xingchen stepped on Su Lingdie's shoes fiercely, viciously, "Heh, don't let me wear those messy things, I tell you, absolutely impossible, I will never wear those things." ”
After the change, the mind will also become immature.
"Is yours real? Or is it an excuse for you to lie to me to go back! ”
"When you were sick, your uncle and aunt took you to seek medical treatment, they knocked and knelt, and begged for your life after thousands of steps, and they were also very good to you, but you forgot this memory, and your life was saved, but your memory was forgotten, and your uncle and aunt were left with sequelae on their legs, and they would not be able to stand steadily after walking for a long time."
"Su Lingdie, you better go back and take a look, they have raised you for many years, and they have done a lot to you, don't look at them differently because of prejudice, they are not easy, they are actually good to you."
"Be strong, hehe, if I don't want to be strong, if I don't be competitive, I'll be ashes now, a dead man that no one cares about." Su Lingdie was disdainful, and the pain in her heart became more and more painful, saddening why she had become the kind of person she didn't want to be.
After being cured, Su Lingdie's parents could not be found, and then the uncle and aunt happened to come over and just gave them away.
The child was picked up by his own parents, and it happened that the father had a medicine that could cure the illness on Su Lingdie (shēn).
Su Lingdie was dying, and her parents thought that the child would not survive, so they threw the child away.
That baby girl is Su Lingdie, Su Lingdie still doesn't know that she is actually not the child of her uncle and aunt, in fact, her parents abandoned her.
"Su Lingdie, don't be too strong in the future, you are not a boy, you don't need to be so reckless and competitive." Su Lingdie is the child of her uncle and aunt, not so much, it is better to be an adopted child, her uncle and aunt did not have a girl at the beginning, and there happened to be a baby girl in the family who was not cared for, so the baby girl was taken back by her uncle and aunt.
Obviously, she is much heavier than her brother, but because her brother can cry, and because her family only sees her gritting her teeth and not crying, she deserves to be beaten and scolded by them again.
Her brother told herself that the crying child had candy to eat, so every time she fought with him, it was her brother who cried first, and she was pushed to the ground by her family at the first time, and it was she who wantonly insulted her.
It's unfair, it's always been unfair, she's always been sensible, but it's useless to be sensible.
Why do good people need to go through 9981 difficulties to become Buddhas, while bad people only need to put down the butcher's knife and become a Buddha on the ground?
Once a person who has always been sensible is not sensible, they will think that she has changed and become unreasonable, but once a person who has always been sensible is sensible, they will boast.
When I thought that I could make my relatives like me if I was always sensible, I later learned that the price of being sensible is to make others think that I am easy to bully.
"I don't cry, I don't cry, I'm just bitter in my heart, brother, why, why is this happening, we are all the same family, but the treatment is so different, you don't need to work hard to get what I want with all my might, you don't need to do anything (qíng), everyone else likes you, and no matter what I do (qíng), they hate me and don't like me."
Xingchen saw Su Lingdie (rè) with tears in her eyes, and felt very sorry for this girl in her heart, she was actually working hard, she worked hard to prove herself to her family, she proved to her family that she didn't need to rely on her family to survive, and she lived a colorful life.
"Don't cry, don't cry."
If I knew that the price of growing up was so painful, I would rather be a child for the rest of my life, and I would rather never grow up.
"Su Lingdie, don't get excited, don't get excited." Xingchen knew that Su Lingdie was bursting out all the bitterness that had been suppressed in her heart all these years, "Don't be sad, it's all over, you survived the (rì) son that no one cared about, you are living a wonderful life now, you see, you now have a position, you still have a huge mansion, and many people are hugging each other, you are different now, you are not that girl anymore, you have grown up." ”
"If you don't know something, don't judge it, because you can never empathize with that person about what happened (qíng)." Su Lingdie roared at Xingchen, "Xingchen, I'm different from you, you've been eye-catching since you were born, and there are things that I can't get even if I try my best, you have your family to protect you, you also have your master to teach you skills, you still have your spirit beast to protect you, and I have nothing, I don't have anything."
"Su Lingdie, I don't know...... I didn't know you had been so bitter for so many years. "Su Lingdie was still a girl when she left, she was still very old, and she looked very good, but now, it is getting colder and colder, and no one in the family plans to recognize it.
"I don't have your intelligence, I don't have your bone surprise, and I don't have so many people secretly helping you, I survived because I let go alone, and I bought it with my own life."
"What do you know? What are you, you don't know how I survived those unwanted (rì) people, how I survived in the darkness. Su Lingdie was annoyed and angry, "Do you know how difficult it is for a girl to survive in an unfamiliar place." ”
"They're always your parents, and that's something you can't separate."
"I knew this (rì), why bother in the first place, all this was caused by themselves, just because I am a girl, just because I can't complete the task of the family, so they chose to let me sacrifice and let me die!"
"No, it's not needed anymore, why didn't they think that there would be one of them like this when they drove me away, and there would be no one to give the two of them a pension." Su Lingdie sarcastically said, "When I was driven away, no matter how much I prayed, they turned a blind eye and drove me away one by one, leaving me alone to make a living outside, erasing my ancestral home, and making me unable to go back for the rest of my life." ”
"Su Lingdie, if you have time, go home and have a look, your parents...... They miss you very much......" Xingchen hesitated for a moment, and then opened his mouth to persuade Su Lingdie, "Your parents are the only one child left with you, the others have been taken away, and you are the only child left in your family, I hope you can go back to see your uncle and aunt, they really want to see you." ”
"Thank you, I see."
"The soul stone is a great help in repairing your spiritual power, I have been looking for a long time and only found these, my ability is limited, I can only help so much, you still don't dislike it, it's useless to dislike it, I just have so little strength."
"This is for you, all the stones in this box are for you, I know, you have been outside for a long time, you haven't been back for a long time, the soul stone supplement must be a little nervous, although these stones are not many, but they can make you a little less stressed."
Su Lingdie sighed, and took out a box from the guest room, a bulky box, and the box contained a lot of stones, this stone is useless for ordinary people, basically it is a beautiful decoration.
"Short legs, you don't understand, I can't go back, this is what I have set up for at the moment, I can't give up easily, if I give up, I have no reason to live at all."
"It's better to do less swaggering and deception (qíng), and the heart will not be able to get out of it." Xingchen Fox was skeptical, "I've always been skeptical of your words, I don't know, is it the family that is bad?" Why do you want to impersonate the prophet of the dark kingdom, aren't you afraid of being discovered? If you are discovered, you are a dead end, the family has given up on you, your side of the (shēn) part has been recognized, and you are not even far from death. ”
"It's different, every clan is different, some of the seventeen or eighteen in the Dark Country have been married, I am a prophet, it is estimated that it can be delayed for a few years, and I have to see how long it will take."
"You're only seventeen or eighteen years old."
"Su Lingdie, how old are you now, aren't you afraid that your conscience will not be able to get over when they treat you like this?"
"If I'm particularly ugly, they won't beat me for a while, they will subconsciously ignore my existence, who would like to marry an ugly monster back, and it's so ugly, wouldn't marrying back make them unable to eat and sleep."
"Where did you just go? In retrospect, what does it have to do with your ugly makeup. Xingchen was very upset and took out the spiritual spring from his space ring and drank it, it was too difficult, and he had to take it with him anytime and anywhere when he went out.
It's so bad (qíng) that I can't even drink a cup of tea.
"Okay, you're ruthless." Su Lingdie's answer (qíng) was reasonable, and he couldn't scold this stinky woman.
"Speechless, I'm not disgusted by the lord, but you, the guest, are disgusted first." Su Lingdie looked at Xingchen with a sad face, "Don't dislike it, it's good to have a place to live, the huge mansion, basically there is no spare, and I rarely go back to the house, it is normal that there is not a drop of water in the teapot, because no one comes, and there is no drink." ”
"You're this place...... Very...... Leave me speechless......"
Xingchen walked into the house, he lit the lamp, sat on the table, picked up the teapot and cup on the table and prepared to pour tea to quench his thirst
"What does this have to do with your ugly makeup?"
"There are many princes in the Dark Kingdom, and I am the Prophet of the Dark Kingdom, and the prophet of the Dark Kingdom must guarantee to marry the children of the Dark Kingdom or the royal family, and those royal and family children are all people with three wives and four concubines, I don't want to be jealous with a lot of women."
"I know, but I don't care about that, no one likes me like this, it just suits my heart, I don't want to be liked, you see, if I am liked, I will have endless trouble, if I look ugly, those people will not hit my attention for a while, let alone deal with me, they no longer regard me as an enemy in their hearts, and the mustard in their hearts will be much less because I am ugly."
"What do you mean?" Xingchen stopped and questioned Su Ling, who looked helpless, "If you draw this, no one will like you, they will laugh at you, and you will be rejected by them." ”
"Because I'm a woman."
"Su Lingdie, why do you look like this, I remember that you are beautiful without makeup." Xingchen still doesn't understand, don't girls always paint themselves more and more beautifully, why is this Su Lingdie just the opposite, she made herself uninspired, and those who don't know think they have met ghosts.
"Short-legged gone, short-legged, I heard no Sakura" Su Lingdie called Xingchen's nickname vigorously, "Short-legged, do you hear it when you call my sister in the future, let you call me mother-in-law, I'm afraid of reducing my life, your family knows about it, don't beat me to death." ”
"Don't me, I'll go, short legs." The corners of Su Lingdie's mouth rose with a smile, "Let's call you short legs in the future, the name Xingchen can't be used to call you, you will call me the name short legs in the future." ”
He wanted to walk faster, but his legs were too short to walk faster.
"I ......" Xingchen was angry at the moment and couldn't come out coherently, what's wrong with his short legs, and he didn't see her boast about herself when he had long legs.
"I'll take you to the guest room, it's often cleaned over there, it was just cleaned yesterday, you can live over there, and there are all kinds of daily necessities there." Su Lingdie took Xingchen's hand and led him to the guest room, "Can you walk faster, short legs." ”
"Okay."
Xingchen was very unhappy with his current appearance as a child, he didn't beat anyone, he was not half as tall as Su Lingdie, he felt that he was short and thin now.
"I don't want to talk to you! I'm going to sleep. ”
Su Lingdie especially wanted to tease the stars in front of him, the stars were not fun at all when they grew up, they became not very good, and the whole (yīn) was heavy, as if others owed him a lot of money.
"Xingchen, it's very good for you to lose your temper like this, haha, I haven't seen you like this for a long time."
"It's true, I didn't lie to you, this thing (qíng) is true, if you don't believe it, you can go back and question them, they are actually not bad to you, if it weren't for your ...... "You have different blood from them, and they won't look at you with prejudice.
"I'll go back and see when I have time, but it's impossible now, I can't go back now." She can't go back now, and the entrance to her home is to come at this moment (shēn) for the outside to spare herself, and it will take three years, and three years before she can go back.
"I know, Su Lingdie, don't cry, in fact, my uncle and aunt are not bad, they are just because there are too many children and they don't know how to educate them one by one, and they may not be doing things right, but they are also parents for the first time, you still have to bear a little bit."