My right hand, which was holding the needle and thread, trembled uncontrollably, and it was the first time I had been so scared of an injury.

His wrist was gently held by him. "I thought you weren't afraid of heaven and earth. It's rare that you're scared like that. His words were still full of teasing.

But his attitude made my heart hurt even more, and I cried more and more, but because my hands had been sterilized, I couldn't wipe them, so I could only let the tears slide down.

He sighed softly, and finally put away his joke. "I'm fine, this wound looks horrifying, but it's just a flesh wound."

I retorted angrily. "Are you a doctor, or am I a doctor?"

He chuckled. "So you still know you're a doctor? If you don't hurt a priori but only know how to cry, you doctor is really derelict in his duty. ”

It was only after he reminded me that I hadn't looked closely at his injuries. It's not all because he's the one who hurts, and it's messy if you care.

I carefully pressed the edge of his wound. "Tell me if it hurts."

"It doesn't matter." He smiled lightly, but he really didn't see the slightest pain, and I was even more distressed.

He was right, although his wound was large, it did not hurt the internal organs, and it was indeed only a flesh wound. But in the situation at that time, the killer was obviously ruthless, how could he only hurt the flesh and skin?

He seemed to see my doubts and explained: "I was on guard when the man made his move, and when the tip of the knife did not enter, I turned sideways and used seven points of internal force to block the momentum, so I avoided the viscera. ”

No wonder, no wonder the knife was stabbed diagonally, it turned out that he deliberately dodged.

I looked at him, and my heart was sour: the knife had pierced into the flesh, and he could still weigh the pros and cons so calmly.

Seeing me like this, he said again: "It's nothing, the more times I get hurt, I learn to protect myself, it's just instinct." ”

Hearing him say this, I couldn't bear it even more, but I still gritted my teeth and said: "Although it didn't hurt the internal organs, the wound was still very deep and needed to be stitched." ”

"yes, I know." His voice was faint.

"I lost the bottle of anesthesia when I escaped...... You bear with me. ”

"Okay." He looked at me, his eyes as calm as water, and I was sure of it.

I took a deep breath to adjust my mind and picked up the needle to carefully stitch it for him.

During the whole process, he didn't say a word, but his breathing was sometimes fast and slow, which made me very uneasy.

After the stitches were finished, I put a bandage over his wound, pulled the hem of his skirt, and wrapped it tightly around the outside. After all, I don't have a lot of first aid supplies with me, and we don't know when we'll be able to get out of here, so we have to save all the supplies.

I put his clothes back on. "Does the wound hurt badly?"

"It's fine." He closed his eyes tiredly.

Worried that he was short of water, I searched privately around the cave and managed to find a large leaf. Wipe it with snow, put some snow on it, and bring it back to the hole and close to the fire, and in a short time the snow melted into water.

I cautiously clutched the leaves over to him and crouched down.

"Nian Kong." I call softly.

He slowly opened his eyes.

"Drink some water."

He nodded slightly. I pressed the leaves to his lips, but my hand froze.

It must be inconvenient for him to swallow when he lies flat like this. With this in mind, I held the leaf in one hand and lifted his head with the other, allowing him to rest on my lap.

He was stunned, as if he hadn't expected me to do this, but in a moment it was back to normal.

I brought the water-filled leaves closer again, tilting slightly, and the snow slid into his mouth.

After drinking the water, I flattened him again. I heard him say, "Actually, you don't have to. ”

"What?"

"I mean, you can actually feed me the snow without having to go through the hassle."

"Oh." I said, "But the snow is too cold, you are a patient......"

Hearing this, his eyes flashed, and he hurriedly closed his eyes.

He must be very tired, so let him sleep for a while.

I found a place two paces away from him and lay down. However, as soon as his back touched the ground, he couldn't help but gasp, and then he remembered that Bai Sun had injured his back when he rolled down the hillside. So he hurriedly got up, put his hand into his clothes, and groped for his back for a while, and found that the wounds were not deep, and there should be no foreign objects trapped in the flesh, so he was relieved.

Suddenly he remembered that his neck was also injured, so he tore a small strip of cloth from the hem of his skirt, wrapped the wound well, and then carefully lay down on his side again.

"What's wrong with you?" His voice rang out coldly, startling me.

"I didn't ...... It's okay. Why haven't you fallen asleep yet? "For some reason, I don't want him to know that I have a back injury.

"Are you really okay?"

His martial arts skills are so high, his ear power must be outstanding, and I must have let him listen to all of my movements.

"It's really fine. Go to sleep. ”

Fortunately, he is seriously injured now and will not come to verify it.

Sure enough, he stopped asking, and the cave suddenly fell silent.

He lay down for a long time but didn't feel the slightest sleep, because as soon as he closed his eyes, he was covered in blood.

Although there is no leakage, I am afraid that the time has long passed.

I was a little worried about his condition, so I quietly got up, walked over to him and squatted down, reached out to probe his forehead, but fortunately there was no fever.

Unconsciously lay down beside him, looking at his undulating side face, still afraid in his heart: Ling Niankong, you must not have anything!

"Can't sleep?"

His sudden voice startled me. I looked at him and saw that his eyes were still closed.

"What about you? Why haven't you slept yet? "Suddenly my heart tugged again." Is the wound painful? ”

He turned his head to look at me and said in a light tone: "Well, it hurts." ”

I was stunned for a moment, I didn't expect him to admit it directly.

He smiled wryly. "You are a healer, no matter how well I cover it up, I'm afraid I won't be able to hide it from you."

"I'm sorry......" my voice trembled.

I've always been reluctant to cry in front of him, but the tears still don't listen.

"Don't cry." He reached over and wiped away tears for me. But my tears could not be stopped, and he stopped wiping my tears when he saw this, but his hand stayed on my face.

"I'm afraid the only person in the world who will shed tears for me is you, a fool."

Hearing this, I felt even more sad in my heart and sobbed uncontrollably.

I cried for a long time, but the heartache did not lessen in the slightest.

"What's the name of that song?" He asked suddenly.

"Song? What song? I tried to make sense of what he was talking about, and I unconsciously stopped crying, but my voice was still thick and nasal.

"That's it...... The song you sang to Yue Luanyi. His voice was soft, like the sound of water droplets rolling down lotus leaves.

It dawned on me. Yue Luanyi and I were drinking under the pavilion that day, and I did sing a song to her, and later I also knew that our conversation that day was all for him to listen to secretly.

"White Moonlight." I whispered.

“…… Bai Yueguang ......," he read slowly. "Sounds good......

"Isn't it alike?" I asked softly.

"Like what?"

"Like ......" I closed my eyes. ...... in your mind She looks ......"

He was silent for a long time before he spoke again: "Don't drink anymore, at least don't get drunk." ”

"Why?" I opened my eyes and looked at him.

He looked away from me. "No why."

If it had been the case, I would have taken his words back and said why he was so lenient. But if he saves me like this today, I'm afraid I won't speak coldly to him again.

But why did he save me? In order to save me, he almost lost his life.

"Why didn't you fight back then?"

I really don't know what this man thinks. One moment he wanted to strangle me, and the next he gave his life to save me.

He was stunned for a moment, then chuckled: "You woman, sometimes you are so smart that even I am afraid of it, and sometimes you are so stupid. He paused and continued: "At that time, the knife was on your neck, even if I moved my fingers, you were afraid that you would ......."

"So why did you save me?" I interrupted him directly. "It shouldn't make a difference to you whether I'm dead or alive, all you want to leave is this body. Even if I die, you can send me to the ice stone room of Lingxiu Mountain. What are you doing this for? ”

His expression froze, and he said for a moment: "So you thought that I still had a plan to save you today......"

For some reason, his tone sounded like a hint of disappointment to me. "I remember I said that I wouldn't take advantage of you anymore......" he closed his eyes wearily.

That's exactly what he said last night. But if he really didn't have a plan to save me, then there was only one reason why he was so risky to save me. But I didn't dare to think about that reason, and I didn't dare to accept it, because there was always another person living in his heart.

"I'm sorry."

These three words, he said so suddenly, but so firmly.

My heart twitched without warning.

Why did he apologize?

He struggled to lie on his side to face me, his eyes straight to mine. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have treated you like that."

It was as if the thorn that had been buried in my heart for a long time had been dug out violently, and my hand was uncontrollably covering my chest.

"Actually, I've always known that you've never done anything wrong. The wrong person has always been me. His tone was light, but every word made my heart throb uncontrollably. I've always known that it wasn't your wish to come to this plane, and that what happened to me had nothing to do with you......"

I shook my hands and covered my ears, and sobbed, "Don't say it, don't say it anymore......"

Instead, he pulled my hand down and held it tightly. "I treat you like that, not because I hate you, but because I hate myself. I hate myself for not recognizing that you weren't her in the first place. How could I be mistaken? How could I mistake her? ......" his voice lowered.

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear ......," I cried.

I don't want to hear him say this remorse, because the more he is like this, the more it shows that he cares so much about coldness, and he can't forgive himself for mistaking someone else for her. And this makes it all the more clear that I am just a substitute, a pawn.

But Yan Linxuan, didn't you know your position in his heart on the first day, you already had this awareness, didn't you? You should have been numb a long time ago, didn't you? But why is the heartache still so suffocating?

"I've always been angry with you, I'm sorry for you. ...... later"

I stiffened my heart and interrupted him: "In this case, when we leave Yuqiong Mountain, can you let me go?" ”

In the past, he didn't make it clear, and we might have been able to get along, but now that he's spread it all out, I can't get along with him anymore.

Hearing this, his brows suddenly frowned, his hand unconsciously pinched my shoulder, and anger welled up in his eyes: "Impossible! …… Yan Linxuan, do you really not understand or are you pretending to be stupid?! When I cut open my heart like this and show you, do I want you to leave me!? ”

I struggled.

He was so weak by his injuries that he broke me free from under his hands, but he still stared at me.

"Thank you for being willing to be so honest, but since you've said it to this point, then I'll make it clear: I'm staying by your side, and it's torture for you and me, so we might as well let each other go as soon as possible." I stood up neatly.

"What are you going to do?!" He was startled, and he was about to get up, but he pulled the wound, gasped, and could only stare up at me.

I glanced at his wound quietly, but fortunately there was no blood oozing, and the wound should not have cracked.

I should have checked it right away, but the current scenario doesn't allow me to do that. Let's wait until he's asleep to check it out.

Thinking so in his mind, his mouth was not idle: "Don't worry, no matter what, you were injured because of me, and now that you are unable to move, I, as a doctor, will not leave you before you are injured." ”

I walked back two paces away from him, intending to lie down again, but I heard him repeat behind his back, slightly mockingly, "As a doctor...... Scold...... What a doctor......"