When the two of us were in the supermarket, I received an unfamiliar phone number, and the phone number showed that the place of belonging was the imperial capital.

I looked at Lin Jia: "I don't have any friends in the imperial capital." ”

"Let's take a look and see if it's a call from the hospital." Lin Jia pulled me to find a place with little personal traffic, a little quieter.

"Hello?" I picked up the phone with some suspicion.

"Sister, it's me, I'm Feng Nannan."

"Oh, it's you." I glanced at Lin Jia, "What's the matter?" ”

"Are you busy right now?"

"Busy." I kind of want to just hang up.

"That'...... I'll call you when you have time. Feng Nannan's voice was a little quieter.

"I'll call you when I'm done." I hung up.

"Who?"

"No one." I didn't tell Lin Jia, I didn't really want him to know that I had contact with Feng Nannan, and I didn't want to let them have contact through the contact between the two of us, I was a selfish person, and I wanted to defend my family.

"Oh, let's go, then." Most of the time, if the other person doesn't say it, we usually don't ask, "You look mysterious today." Lin Jia looked at my face.

"Let's go, so many." I pushed the car forward first, and the next trip to the supermarket was not so pleasant, because of this phone call, my heart was obviously anxious, and I thought about the purpose of Feng Nannan calling me countless times at the moment, is it to wish me a happy new year? Probably not. I want to talk about her going to work and school, but I don't think it's like it. It even made me think that she wanted to be with Lin Jia again, and so on, I had even made up in my brain, whether the two of them had already met secretly when they were in the imperial capital, and whether they had rolled over the sheets together again.

Thinking of the end, I was furious, and I couldn't stop being irritable at all, and I didn't say a word to Lin Jia in the follow-up time of the whole supermarket, and I wasn't even in the mood to choose New Year's goods.

"Xia Fei? Xia Fei? Buy a watermelon, shall you? "I was pushing the cart in a daze, and Lin Jia called me several times and I didn't hear it.

"Xia Fei? Xia Fei? Lin Jia suddenly slapped my hand, I lifted my hand away like an electric shock, and frowned, "What are you doing?" ”

Lin Jia was a little surprised, "You don't eat watermelon, it looks very good." ”

"Buy it if you want." I'm a little apathetic.

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I'm a little tired." I held my breath and didn't want to continue.

"Then let's go back."

"Hmm."

After checking out the bill and going to the underground garage, I made it possible to lean my head on the glass in the car, and everything was silent on the surface, and indeed my heart was already turbulent.

Lin Jia started the car and slowly drove out of the underground garage, and then a light snow fell in the sky again, "There is really a lot of snow this year, it has been falling in the imperial capital." ”

"Imperial capital? Could it be that you have any good memories in the imperial capital? This directly touches the scene? "I started to speak in a weird tone.

Lin Jia looked at me, didn't speak, knew that something was wrong with me, but couldn't say it.

Taking out a cigarette from his pocket, Lin Jia took advantage of the gap waiting for the red light to light it.

"Smoking, you know smoking, you can't think about my feelings, you don't care about me at all, you never loved me, if you loved me, you would have quit smoking a long time ago."

When Lin Jia heard this, he immediately extinguished the cigarette, with a somewhat speechless expression, "No, what's wrong with you now?" ”

"Not really." I still don't have the courage to say it.

"Why are you doing so much to me?"

"Can you speak quietly?" I was suddenly clicked again: "Can't you be gentle with me?" You're going to yell at me. ”

"I ......" Lin Jia immediately stopped talking.

Shaking their heads, the two of them were speechless all the way.

When I was about to drive to my mother's house, I said to Lin Jia coldly, "Go back to our house." ”

Lin Jia didn't refute and drove home directly.

When I got home, I lay down on the big bed with a huff. I didn't go home for a long time, because as soon as I lay down, the dust was pressed up, and I started to sneeze non-stop because of allergic rhinitis.

Lin Jia came in and handed me a tissue, I took the tissue, blew my nose vigorously, my nose was slightly red, and I snorted and calmly said to Lin Jia, "Feng Nannan called me just now." ”

"So?"

"Not so."

The two of us were silent.

"So, all your targeting of me today is because of her?"

"It's not aimed at you, what you've done, you know in your own heart."

With that, we were silent again.

Lin Jia paced to the window, looked at the snowflakes outside, and didn't speak for a long time.

"Xia Fei." Because of the long-term depression, Lin Jia's voice trembled slightly, "You still blame me." ”

I didn't say anything, "I know, I can't make up for the damage done to you in my life, and I know you're still blaming me." Still blaming me. ”

After speaking, Lin Jia walked out of the bedroom.

I was alone again on the bed, not talking, not sleepy, not expressionless.

My mind is not messed up, to be honest, it is not messed up at all, as if my mind is a whole rock, and it can't function at all.

I was so tired that I didn't even call my mother, I forgot about my children, and fell asleep.

When I woke up again, it was already dawn, it was still snowing outside the window, I walked around the room, I didn't see Lin Jia, and finally found his slippers in the shoe cabinet, and he left.

Then my brain was spinning again, where he went, who he met, when he left, all the uncertainty made me nervous.

I sat on the sofa with a frown, it only takes a few hours for the imperial capital to return here, from yesterday Feng Nannan called to now I can come back, when was I not seen last night, I can even see two white bodies lying on the bed.

"Whew!" I stood up angrily, my fists clenching.

I wish I could stop, but I can't, I'm like an enraged lion, but is it Lin Jia who angers me? No. Is it Feng Nannan? Neither is it.

It took a long time for me to realize that it was me who had angered me at the time, and that everything had long since vanished with the previous deception.

But at that time, I felt that I was extremely calm except for anger, because I didn't break anything, I didn't cut my skin with a knife, I just stood there, my brain full of anger.

suddenly remembered that I promised to call Feng Nannan back yesterday.

I took out my phone with a serious expression and dialed it back, once, twice, until the phone hung up, and no one answered.

Is it really two people rolling together? Or maybe the two of you were too tired last night? Not awake yet?

I only felt a little like fainting at the moment, my throat was dry and wanted to smoke, I forced a mouthful of saliva, took out the phone again, and made a call.

"Dut...... Honk...... ......"No one answered, my heart seemed to be torn open, and just as I was about to hang up, the phone was picked up "Hey? ”

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