As soon as he saw You Yi's movements clearly, Ling Yin immediately pushed open the door and rushed in, snatched the knife he was holding in his hand and threw it aside, grabbed his shoulders with both hands, and shouted in horror: "What are you doing?!" ”

"You let go of me! Will you let me die?! You Yi lost control of his emotions again and shouted.

"What if you die? Can those people come back from the dead? No! Why are you so impulsive now? It's not like you'd do anything at all! ”

"There's no way, I can't live anymore! Don't come near me anymore, don't care about me, don't stay here anymore, and get away! I'm begging you! ”

"How could I leave you alone?! Even if you really have to go, I'm going to take you with me. So now calm down and stop begging to die, okay? ”

You Yi listened, then he looked up at Ling Yin, and suddenly laughed with some sourness: "Aren't you afraid that one day, I will kill you like last night?" ”

"I'm not afraid, what is so afraid, since I can stop you twice, I can stop you a third or fourth time. Besides, what would I do if you died? Ling Yin hugged You Yi tightly.

"You're not afraid of me? Are you really not afraid of me? Yu Yi's voice trembled a little.

Ling Yin hugged You Yi even harder: "I'm not afraid of you. No one will be afraid of you. ”

“…… No, you'd better leave me alone and go by yourself. After a while, You Yi seemed to be emotionally stable, took a few deep breaths, and pushed Ling Yin away with force. And Ling Yin held his hand again and said, "I know you're afraid of hurting me." But if you really let it go, what can you change? ”

After thinking about it, Ling Yin said again: "Besides, if it is really Uncle Yang who turned you into this appearance as you think, then he will definitely create another one after you die, haven't you thought about it?" ”

This sentence woke up the person in the dream, and You Yi reacted, nodded again and again, and muttered, "...... Right. He will definitely not give up......"

Seeing that You Yi had the idea of changing his mind, Ling Yin took the opportunity to persuade: "So, it's useless to escape. They are dead, this is an ironclad fact. If you really want to atone for your sins, you should try to live, find out why and try to change, rather than die. Don't push me away like an outsider anymore, okay? ”

"......" You Yi looked at Ling Yin, his eyes turned red again, his eyes were moist, but there were no tears. He only hugged Ling Yin gently, as if he wanted to cry but couldn't.

Ling Yin said, "If you feel uncomfortable, it's okay to cry." Whoever says that boys don't have the right to cry. ”

“…… I couldn't cry by nature. You Yi buried his head on Ling Yin's shoulder, his voice hoarse.

Ling Yinsui didn't understand what the reason was, but also said, "Then if you feel uncomfortable, I'll cry out for you." As he spoke, tears came up. It's really thanks to my own tear ducts that are exceptionally developed.

“…… You're such a crying bag. You Yi finally raised his head, gently brushed away the tears shed for himself on Ling Yin's face with his hand, and a smile that was indescribable appeared on his face, "I'm sorry...... Thank you. ”

"I'll live with you."

After this, although You Yi still had a loss of appetite at first, he would subconsciously vomit at the sight of meat, his mood was very low, and he even had nightmares every night, but as time went by, with Ling Yin's company, he gradually improved.

However, Ling Yin still couldn't figure out the reason why You Yi would suddenly go crazy, but he didn't ask him for fear that it would stimulate You Yi again.

But it wasn't this that frustrated him the most. Although the relationship between You Yi and himself improved again after the fight, the other party was still subconsciously afraid that he would hurt Ling Yin again and consciously or unconsciously kept a distance from him. This sense of alienation made Ling Yin extremely uncomfortable.

Finally, on a hot afternoon when Ling Yinsuo was rejected and saw the other party hugging Xiao Hei to tease, Ling Yin broke out and muttered angrily: "It's too hot to hug me, isn't it hot to hug a cat." Isn't it just deliberately alienating me, obviously he promised not to treat me as an outsider, but he didn't believe it. ”

After speaking, he found that he had inadvertently brought up the matter, and hurriedly turned around, and when he saw You Yi's dull face, he knew that the other party must have heard it, and quickly explained: "I, I, I just casually complained, and you also know that I don't speak through my brain...... I'm sorry. ”

“…… Nothing, on the contrary, I should apologize to you for my willfulness. I know you care about me, but I still do this to you, as you say. It's normal for you to be upset. You Yi sighed lightly and looked at Ling Yin again, his eyes full of worry, "But for your safety, it's better not to get too close to me." These things are not something you should know. ”

"Why?! You say that every time. What exactly can't I be told about? Obviously, I said it, live with me. Now that our fates are united, it's okay to tell me. Ling Yin said firmly.

You Yi looked at Ling Yin: "-You really want to know?" No regrets? If I tell you, there will be no way back, and you don't want to run away from me. ”

"I definitely won't."

Seeing that Ling Yin was so determined, You Yi only sighed and looked ahead, but his eyes were erratic, and his thoughts seemed to have returned to when he first came here a few years ago.

“…… Woke up? The voice of a generous adult man drifted into his ears, and he gradually opened his eyes from a half-asleep state, and what greeted him was the wooden ceiling, which was very unfamiliar.

…… Here, where is it?

"It's good to wake up." The male voice that had awakened itself sounded again, and he turned his head slightly and slowly got up.

A strange adult man sat on the edge of the bed, looking at himself. Although he is unfamiliar, he can feel the unique love for his family that emanates from him.

But he still didn't dare to let his guard down, and tried to speak, but found that he couldn't speak.

"I can't speak yet, so let's drink this honey water first." The man said softly, handing him a small wooden cup.

After hesitating for a moment, he drank it anyway.

The man in front of him breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that he had drunk it all, put the wooden cup on the small wooden table next to him, and took the initiative to explain to himself: "Good boy, don't be afraid. I found you on the side of the road. Can you still remember why you passed out? ”

I recalled it vigorously, but my brain went blank, and I could only shake my head blankly.

“…… So, where is home? ”

There is no impression either.

“…… Yourself, what's it called? ”

…… I can't recall anything.

Realizing this fact, I couldn't help but panic in my heart, and looked at the man in front of me as if asking for help. And he also showed a very sympathetic look, hugged himself into his arms, and said, "Poor child. Since I met you, it proves that it must be fate. Good boy, stay with me from now on. ”

Being able to feel the warmth brought to me by the person in front of me was very reassuring, and I nodded unconsciously.

From that day on, he had a new name: Yu Yi.

The person who raised him, he called him Uncle Yang.

Everything is very natural, except that I have to put on a woman's face and imitate a woman's life. You can feel that you should be a boy, right?

But there is nothing wrong with the beloved Father's request.

You Yi, who has become more and more familiar with and adapted to her female identity, always says this to herself whenever she doubts whether she is a boy or a girl.

After all, he now has nothing but his adoptive father Uncle Yang who can rely on and his pet Xiao Hei, as well as the three-entry courtyard where he lives.

So when Uncle Yang asked him if he wanted to practice martial arts, You Yi of course refused. is not only to be a good daughter in Uncle Yang's mind, but also because she has a quiet personality and really doesn't like martial arts.

And it doesn't matter if you don't practice martial arts, although you are not in good health and often have cold hands and feet, you can easily jump up a tree for some reason. He is also very puzzled by his own abnormality.

Not only did he be puzzled, but also the oil lamp in the room that could not be extinguished with a blue flame.

"Ah, I stumbled upon it during a work trip, so I brought it back. Don't know if you like it or not? ”

You Yi didn't ask again, after all, it was pretty good-looking. It's just that the oil lamp always makes me feel a little uneasy in the bottom of my heart.

- I'm just too suspicious.

Although he is very happy to live here, what makes him a little sad is that Uncle Yang does not stay in the house often.

"I'm sorry, Yumi. But I have to admit to you, I'm not just for work. I have someone who must be found no matter what, and I have been looking for him for several years. At the mention of this, Uncle Yang's eyes were a little lonely, and he looked at You Yi again, "I know that it's not enough for Xiao Hei to accompany you. When I find him, I'll have more free time to come back to you, my good daughter. Maybe there are other kids your age who will be your friend. ”

Peers? I really have the impression of someone I really want to meet. But when I looked closely, I couldn't recall anything.

You Yi opened his mouth again and asked, "Father, do you have any plans to raise another child?" I ......"

Uncle Yang was stunned, nodded happily, and hugged You Yi tightly: "Great, I'm afraid you won't agree." I will definitely try to raise another child about your age. ”

Why can't you just go out of the house to make friends? The reason is simple: Uncle Yang is not allowed to go out and is worried about safety.

As for Youyi, although he is a little lonely, he has little interest in the outside world. Having such a warm and reassuring home is already very satisfying.

You Yi, as always, studied piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, reading, and female celebrity in the house. Day after day, he was getting faster and faster to believe that he was a girl.

The quiet life didn't last long, and everything changed under the disturbance of the uninvited guest.