In such a difficult and difficult situation, all of them accompanied Yuwentuo over, presumably Xiaoyao is also a very special and very concerned existence for Yuwentuo.

For Yuwentuo, Xiaoyao should be more than just a subordinate, so simple, more like a relative whose blood is thicker than water, and more like an existence that is inseparable at all.

After all, if they have experienced something like that together, how can it be just a simple relationship between the prince and his subordinates?

The two of them have experienced the most embarrassing and lowest point together, and they have slowly grown up together, and now they are the most brilliant, this kind of companionship is not something that ordinary people can have, and this kind of companionship is what she Qu Huashang did not do.

Qu Huashang is jealous for no reason, jealous of a man, although Qu Huashang knows that her thoughts are very absurd, but her thoughts just can't help floating on this.

Looking at Xiaoyao's eyes, I unconsciously felt a little more hostile.

But fortunately, Qu Huasheng's control is also good, and this strange idea is suppressed.

Qu Huashang stood up, he only felt a little unwilling to be alone with Xiaoyao now, and always felt that the aura between the two people was very strange, not like the aura between a man and a woman, but more like the aura between a woman and a woman, because they were rivals in love.

Although Qu Huashang knows that most of the reason for this is just the random conjecture in his heart.

But Qu Huashang just couldn't stay, especially when she thought of accompanying Yuwentuo for such a long time, and experiencing so many ups and downs, she felt a kind of discomfort in her heart that she didn't come.

Qu Huashang walked out with her feet and found Xiao Kui, who was there to watch the wind for them.

Behind him, only Xiaoyao was left in the same place, Xiaoyao poured himself a large cup of tea full of tea, and forcibly poured it, the tea was a little cold, but Xiaoyao continued to drink another cup as if he didn't notice it.

It may be that I was talking to Miss Qu just now because I wanted to touch a memory from a long time ago, and I touched a memory that I didn't want to be mentioned by him or remembered by him.

He has been carefully hiding this memory in the depths of his heart, and he has never mentioned it to others, nor has he let others know that now after saying these words to Miss Qu, these memories have also surfaced in his mind again.

Everything I experienced was like a dream, and I put it back in front of my eyes again.

He can't forget it.

How could he forget the mother and son he met that summer, when the sun was shining and he couldn't open his eyes?

The sun was shining, but the mother and son stood under the tree and smiled at him, and the way they stretched out their hands to him seemed to be even more dazzling than the fierce sunlight at that time.

At that time, he was thinking about how there could be such a person in the world, and the beauty was not like the fireworks in the world could be cultivated.

But sure enough, such a beautiful thing can't last long, and the lady concubine who has stayed in the world for a long time drank that cup of poisonous wine because of such a nonexistent thing.

And that cup of poisonous wine is really vicious, after drinking it, it will not kill people immediately, it will make people cough up blood from their lungs and cough it out one by one, and the blood will not be coughed up until the last mouthful, and the blood will die.

This kind of death is more painful and shameful than the five horses splitting their bodies.

For such a beautiful person, such a painful and tragic death is simply the biggest insult to her.

But...

He was just a child at the time, and he had seen a lot of people being beaten and scolded, he had seen them scarred, and he hadn't seen someone vomiting blood, but he was still so tragic in front of him, and Concubine Niangniang was the first one.

Later, because he had been following the prince to help the prince do things, Xiaoyao had not seen strange ways of death, some people were divided into five horses, and some people were cut with blunt knives......

But these ways of dying are not as good as the death of the concubine Niangniang he saw when he was a child, which makes him feel more shocking and painful.

He only remembered that the prince and he were holding Shuangfei Niangniang's soft and weak body at that time, unless Niangniang was obviously in pain at that time, and she was still coughing up blood in her mouth, but she could only touch the heads of the two people, trying to show a gentle and weak smile.

"Be good, don't cry."

Such a kind woman, at the last moment of her life, was still comforting other people, not letting others cry because of him, and in the end she was still that gentle.

How can Xiaoyao forget it?

The past came back to my mind, and this dusty memory was opened again, and when there was no one around, I cried like a child.

His salvation, his light, just like that, left him in the most tattered way.

Concubine Shu is the mother of the prince, which is important to the prince, and the death of the concubine is ordinary for the prince, but not for herself.

But fortunately, there is still the prince who has always been by his side, so he should not lose his last faith.

Xiaoyao now has no other hopes, but I hope that the prince can live well, the prince can live well, it is his greatest wish, as for how he is doing, it doesn't matter, as long as he can see the prince in this life, it is his greatest wish.

Xiaoyao has never felt that there is anything wrong with his idea, and because of the appearance of Miss Qu, he has been confused.

He seems to be very unhappy about the fact that the prince is with other young ladies, but a subordinate should not be full of blessings and happy when he sees that the prince can marry a wife and have children, and can live a happy life.

Besides, the other party is a character who can't find anything wrong with him, whether it's the appearance of the family, or the things he has experienced, he is a woman who can completely match the prince.

Or in other words, under this Kyoto, there is no eldest lady of any family who can be more compatible with the prince than the eldest lady of the Qu family.

But Xiaoyao just felt panicked in his heart, but whenever he saw the prince and the eldest lady of the Qu family together, his heart was not blocked.

Although he knew that he shouldn't have such thoughts, he just couldn't control himself, his thoughts and his emotions.

Xiaoyao didn't know what was wrong with him, he always felt that he didn't feel like himself anymore, and even felt that he had strange thoughts about the prince, and he felt very ashamed of this thought, and he also felt very embarrassed.

Fortunately, there are not many people who come out at this time, no one sees him here, no one sees him here, no one sees his most embarrassed appearance, a big man, I don't know whether it is because of his dusty memory, or because of the strange intention in his heart to cry here as sad as when the concubine died in front of him when he was a child.

He doesn't like to cry, maybe in other words, since Concubine Shu died, he hasn't shed a single tear, but now he doesn't know what's wrong, he just wants to cry happily.

The man didn't flick his tears, but he didn't get to the sad place, although he couldn't say specifically, what was he sad about here.

Qu Huashang was with Xiaokui at this time, but she still couldn't calm her mood for a long time.

She originally planned to go to Yuwen Tuo, but she heard that Yu Wen Tuo was still staying with the King of Beiping, and she didn't know what secret things she was discussing, so Qu Huashang didn't want to bother, plus he offended the truth of the matter just now, and now she doesn't know how to face Yu Wen Tuo, or she hasn't calmed down her mood yet, so if you don't see it now, you won't see it.

Qu Huashang took Xiaokui back to Qufu, but just told the people below, and waited until Yuwen Tuo came out to tell Yuwen Tuo.

When she was sitting in the carriage, Qu Huashang kept lying on the window, holding her arm there, staring outside, and she didn't know what she was looking at, as if she was in a daze, as if she had lost a soul in the Seven Souls.

Xiao Kui always felt strange, since Miss saw Xiaoyao and Xiaoyao just now, the whole person walked a little strangely, and she was a little unstable.

Xiaokui felt very curious, but she also knew that this kind of thing was not something that she should ask more about at the moment, and even if she asked, she might not be able to understand and understand, so it was better not to ask.

He is just a subordinate, some things should still be known, and some things are not in his own hands, so don't take care of them anymore.

Xiaokui just quietly accompanied Xu Huasheng, quietly put her hand on Qu Huasheng's lap, and told me that Qu Huasheng was still beside her.

Of course, Chrysanthemum knew Xiao Kui's movements, she just let Xiao Kui do it, and she didn't have any resistance.

Qu Huashang couldn't express the sadness and guilt in his heart at this time, although he couldn't understand what it was like to lose his mother at that time, watching his mother die in front of him little by little, from a living person to a lifeless corpse.

He couldn't thoroughly understand Yuwen Tuo's mood at that time, but the pain and sadness could now be understood.

No wonder, no wonder even a person like Yuwen Tuo, such a proud and invincible person, would cry like a child in front of his mother's tombstone.

How much sadness, helplessness and sadness is this, and how Yuwen has survived so many years.

Qu Huashang didn't think about it anymore, because she knew it, and she couldn't figure it out.