Chapter 304: Becoming a Little Follower (4)
"Qi Li, what's wrong with you, you look up at me" Lingzhi found that the Qi Li in front of him was not normal at all, he shrank in the corner, his arms hugged himself, he put his head on his knees, his head trembled, he was surrounded by endless darkness, his body was filled with loneliness, and fear, he was afraid of what he could do like this
Lingzhi's voice was much lower, not as strong as before, she squatted down and touched Lingzhi's head, when Lingzhi touched Lingzhi's head, Lingzhi trembled all over, he shrank back, he didn't raise his head and didn't make any memories of Lingzhi, his whole person was not good, silent tears fell on his knees, the fear in his heart did not weaken much, his ears sounded over and over again Lingzhi's immature voice, her voice at the moment was much softer than before, "It's okay, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm leaving, Reishi is on your side. ”
Lingzhi took a step forward and pulled the distance between himself and Qianli a lot, he looked at the person in front of him who was taller than himself even if he was squatting, and felt a faint pain in his heart, why was he so short, but soon her thoughts drifted over and floated to Qili's body, "Qili, you don't want to say it, I don't ask, but can you cheer up a little, I will allow you to be sad and sad, but you have to be strong after sadness and pain." ”
"Lingzhi" the voice of the departing sounded, his head fell on his knees, covering his mouth to make a sound, his voice carried a sense of desolation, with that kind of loneliness, he couldn't break free from the fear in his heart, he couldn't overcome the guilt in his heart, he was afraid, he was timid, he was weak, he resented him, blamed himself, he didn't know what to do, where to go.
"Qi Li, you raise your head and look at me to talk well, if you say something, I will even help you find a way, although I am young, but I am sensible, I know not a small number of things, you say it, maybe I can help, don't scare me like this, will you look distressing"
Lingzhi touched Qili's head and continued, Qili's head was cold, she struggled to pull out Qili's hand, and found that Qili's hand was still cold, and Qili's hand was cold and cold, and there was no temperature at all.
His hand was clenched tightly, green, and there were many red marks on his hand that had been scratched with his fingernails, and there were many of those red marks, and he should have pinched himself hard, scratched her own hand.
Lingzhi rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, and found that under the sleeves of his clothes, as he expected, he also had those scars on his arms, why did he do this, he was doing it to him, it was self-harm to him.
"It hurts, isn't it" Lingzhi's tone didn't mean to see a joke, she picked up his cold arm and put it in front of her, "Huhu doesn't hurt, Huhuhu"
Whoo doesn't hurt anymore.
Senior brother said that Huhu wouldn't hurt too much if she was injured, and she tried this situation.
It should also be useful for separation.
Lingzhi didn't know how to comfort the young man in front of her, she took out her unique skill of coaxing the baby, he also came from the baby, these words should be okay for him, he should be able to comfort him, right.
Lingzhi was very bottomless in her heart, it was the first time she saw Qi Li embarrassed like this, was it because he was afraid of the dark as herself, although he was afraid and afraid, he could only isolate himself and comfort himself.
"Don't cry, your mother is here, you see, isn't your mother accompanying you?"
"The black line on her face, what is the situation, when she will become her own mother, she can say too much
Does she have a son his age
"Lingzhi, you shut up for me, I'm your father" Qili retorted to Lingzhi, his voice was a little annoyed, didn't she see that she was very uncomfortable now, why did she still treat herself like this, why did she still make fun of her mother.
"Don't be angry, don't be angry, I won't say it, I'm not comforting you, if you don't like it, I won't say it, don't be angry."
"Qili, can you raise your head and look at me, I thought you were out of breath when you lowered your head like this, I don't have the money to buy you a coffin when you lose your breath, and I don't have the money to buy you candles and incense, I will throw you in a mass grave and let those homeless beasts eat your flesh and bones."
Qi Li didn't speak, he didn't make any response, he didn't want to speak, he didn't want to at all, he saw Hongchen, he just saw Hongchen, Hongchen's ghost came to find him, and it was strange that he saw Hongchen safe and sound before he died, why did this happen because he was too nervous and hallucinated, but it wasn't like why the illusion was so real.
He didn't dare to follow Lingzhi to the dilapidated temple, there was the person he was most afraid of at the moment, the person in it was a real demon exterminator, once the demon exterminator found out that he was a demon, let alone get Lingzhi's heart, his life would be put into it, and the strength of the demon exterminator was not fooling.
Lingzhi's demon removal technique is nothing compared to that person.
Why is there a demon slayer here?
Although Qi Li has a talisman given by Mu Yunfeng to hide his identity, no matter how powerful he is, he can't escape the details.
There is no impermeable wall in the world, once that person discovers his true identity, he will get rid of himself mercilessly, because the person's demon slayer skills are very high, and the high skill means that he has killed countless demons or demon beasts, if the demon slayer wants to upgrade, if he wants to cultivate, he must go to kill the demon and eliminate the demon for the heavens, and the demon he kills is also powerful, the better it is for the demon slayer, the inner Dan demon slayer on the demon slayer can be used for his own use, and enhance his cultivation.
"I'm guarding you next to you, remember to call me when you're better, I'll stay next to you, the kind that's on call." Lingzhi could see that Qili needed to wait quietly for a while, and then she stood next to Qili, staring at the surrounding environment, Qili has no combat power now, she is his shield, she wants to protect Qili who is weak at the moment.
Qi Li didn't say anything, he didn't want to say anything, and that's all he said.
He closed his eyes, and the moment he closed his eyes, a person appeared in front of him, the one he wanted to forget but couldn't forget, he wanted to apologize but could only feel guilty, the person he owed a lot of favors.
The girl's face was the same as before, she was dressed in red like a maple, and the corners of her mouth were smiling towards her, her hands were behind her back, and there was no one behind her, it was an endless color of dusk.
He couldn't wait to run over to find the girl, she walked to the girl while the girl walked towards herself, he ran over, when he arrived, he hugged the person in front of him, looking at the person in front of him was still alive, he had mixed feelings, his heart was very uncomfortable, it was very uncomfortable, it was good to live, it was good to live.
"Hongchen will not forgive you for the rest of his life, this coward will not forgive, and will never forgive you"
"Hongchen don't don't leave me don't" The girl became more and more blurred after speaking, her voice became more and more faint, she looked at the young man in front of her with disgust and hatred, such a look made the young man feel a little guilty, uncomfortable, afraid, he was afraid that Hongchen didn't want to be himself, he was afraid, he always thought that he had been forgiven by Hongchen, but without Hongchen telling him personally, she would not forgive her, she would never forgive her for the rest of her life, she would always hate herself and hate herself.
"Hongchen, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's my fault that I hurt you, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's my fault that I hurt you, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have died, you wouldn't have been surrounded by them, and it's all my fault for killing."
It's all because of me, it's all because I'm the Heavenly Evil Lone Star, it's all my fault, it's me who killed my own people, it's me who killed the girl I like, it's all because of me, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't die, I'm a sinner, I'm a sinner, I deserve to die, why do I want to live
"Hongchen Hongchen, I'm sorry, I killed you, I'm sorry Hongchen"
"Hongchen, can you forgive me?"
"Red Dust"
"I won't abandon you in the future, come to you alone, okay, I don't want you to die, I don't want you to leave"
I heard and heard Qi Li running over with a trembling voice, and found that Qi Li was in a nightmare, he was trapped in a nightmare and couldn't extricate himself, he couldn't let him go alone, if he went on like this, he would be tortured to death by a nightmare, what kind of demon made him look like this, is this still the Qi Li that she Lingzhi knew
"Wake up, wake up, you have a nightmare, hurry up, don't be red dust, red dust is short, you wake me up" Lingzhi beat Qi Li, he shook him vigorously, trying to pull him out of the nightmare, pull out the abyss that scared him, "You wake me up, do you know what a nightmare you have, do you know that you committed suicide by playing with fire, you give me a sober awakening, what Hongchen, you wake me up and say this again." ”
Lingzhi listened to the mouth of Qili kept talking about the person called Hongchen, who is Hongchen, why did tears flow from the corners of his eyes, he said that Hongchen was killed by him, and the person who saw Hongchen was a very, very important person for him, otherwise how could he fall into the nightmare and couldn't extricate himself.
"You like that person named Hongchen" Lingzhi blurted out this sentence, as soon as this sentence came out, she scared herself, how could she ask such a childish question, who she likes has to do with herself, she doesn't like her, why is she so eager to know the answer.
"I don't know, I don't know if I like it or not, I just know that she pulled me out of the abyss and saw her, and I wanted to be better and better."
Like it or not, I'm not sure, but she made me want to be good, to climb out of self-depravity, to come out of self-hypnosis.
"Is that Hongchen a man or a woman" Lingzhi looked at the vague Qili and asked, she was very helpless to ask about Qili, she didn't know why she was curious about Hongchen, a person who made Qili feel sad and desperate, what kind of person was that person.
“”
"Hey, hey, hey, you're so silent" Lingzhi didn't ask the answer he wanted, and he had already passed out again, this time he passed out on the cold ground, his brows were not as frowning as before, and it seemed that he had come out of the nightmare by himself.
"Forget it, it doesn't matter who you like anyway." Lingzhi thought so, and then helped him up, he couldn't stay in this place, and took him to find the eldest brother, there was a fire over there for the eldest brother, so he could keep warm, Lingzhi helped him walk, and after walking a few steps, Lingzhi felt struggling, and said helplessly to Qili, "What do you eat to grow up, it's so heavy"
"Alas, forget it, forget it, seeing that you are so pitiful, I will be merciful to help you not worry about you." Lingzhi sighed and said, and then carefully helped Yu Li, for fear that this fool would fall to the ground and fall on all fours, why is this child like this, what can't you think of, why do you have to solve it in the demons.
The heart demon is not something that anyone can come out of, the stronger the cultivation, the more powerful the heart demon, fortunately, there is no cultivation, otherwise he will not be able to get out of the heart demon nightmare.
There is a 50 percent chance of coming out of the demons, half of the people who go in can't get out, and many people who come out are mentally abnormal and have become insane.
The demons of the mind are produced by greed, hatred, greed, obsession, delusion, resentment, etc., mainly because the distracting thoughts in the heart are transformed into concrete images in meditation. Under normal circumstances, we have too many distracting thoughts, and the distracting thoughts in our hearts cannot be transformed into illusions, and the way we need to overcome our inner demons is not to panic, not to be confused, and to abandon distracting thoughts.
It seems that there are a lot of things that are on his mind, otherwise how could he be haunted by demons.
She has never had such a nightmare demon, and she should learn to live without heart and lungs, so that she will not be depressed and tormented by nightmares.
Lingzhi took Yuli for a long time and finally arrived at the place where Jiugui was, Lingzhi arrived at the door, kicked the door open, and then helped Qili to walk in, she saw that Jiugui had rested, Jiugui put the burden behind his back, fell asleep against the wall, and the fire was still burning very strongly.
Lingzhi helped Qili to the fire to understand how to keep warm, and then found thatch, and put the thatch around the fire to roast, so that Qili will be warm when it will be covered, and the thatch can be used as a quilt, very warm and warm, she has tried it before.
After Lingzhi arranged the separation, she went to close the door, and when she turned around, she found Jiugui standing behind her without knowing it, and he looked at himself, "I came back with a person." ”
"You're not asleep"
"What should I do if I am woken up by you and can't sleep."
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to arrange the separation as soon as possible, I didn't expect to disturb you, my next action will be a little lighter, and it won't disturb you."
"Who did you bring back?"
"My friend, he's lost, I just brought him back, what's wrong, what's wrong"
"No, it may be that this seat is just thinking too much, let's rest early, this seat will keep vigil for you." 22