When I got home, after I put the two children to sleep, I said to Lin Jia, "Lin Jia, I'll go and tell my mother, now that it's all arranged, I need to see how much money my mother can come up with, I need to see how much money we have in total." ”

Hearing this, Lin Jia instantly became anxious, "What are you doing?" What are you doing in such a hurry? Mom is just right, you can't let her give birth for a few days? ”

"Lin Jia, for us, we need to settle the difference first, and I need to help you pay it back quickly."

"Listen to me, you can wait first." Lin Jia frowned and didn't want to continue the topic, "I want you to ask me before making a decision, can you consider my feelings." ”

"But......" I was about to speak, but Lin Jia quickly interrupted me, "Don't be, I said let you say it, you can say it, if I can, I will definitely not use your mother's money." ”

Hearing this, I instantly wanted to have a heart attack, "No, Lin Jia, what do you mean by that?" What do you mean by not using my mother's money. I was a little confused: "Isn't my mother your mother?" Have you never considered us family in your heart? ”

Lin Jia didn't speak, got up and went to the balcony, lying on the balcony, looking out the window.

I was not satisfied with the answer Lin Jia gave me, I was very sad, and I even wanted to go crazy. I got up and chased to the balcony and grabbed Lin Jia's clothes, "You tell me, what am I in my heart?" ”

Lin Jia lowered his eyes, still bowing his head and smoking. I hated Lin Jia's cold violence the most, so blood rushed into my brain again, "Lin Jia, do you have to be angry with me?" I ask you, what am I in your heart? What is my mother in your heart? Do you treat me as a family, is it in your heart, I will always be an outsider with you! ”

Lin Jia pursed her lips and turned her head for a long time, "Can you not go crazy?" ”

"Say it again."

"I said, can you please stop going crazy." Lin Jia's voice gradually rose up: "Can't you be quiet?" Can you let me walk quietly? I've had enough. ”

Or maybe the two of us are talking too loudly, and the little cream in the room suddenly starts crying. I glared at him with resentment, and ran quickly to the bedroom, picking up Little Cream.

"Little cream doesn't cry, little cream doesn't cry." Coaxing the child, the feeling of grievance hit me instantly, I took Feng Nannan to the hospital for him, and even let Feng Nannan live in my home. In order to repay his debts, I went to beg my mother-in-law in a low voice, and was even slapped by my mother-in-law, and now, in order to make more money for him, I hope to let my mother take the money out to help me, but he has that attitude.

Thinking about it, my tears couldn't help dripping, grievances, helplessness all hit, hindering the child is sleeping, I don't even dare to make any sound when crying, I bite my lip with my teeth, hoping that I will calm down and not make a sound, scaring the child.

Finally the baby stopped crying, and I patted the little cream and put her down.

I wiped the tears from my face, put on my coat with an expressionless face, didn't talk to Lin Jia, got up and went out.

Today's weather is exceptionally warm, and I planned to go to my mother's house to borrow money for Lin Jia while my children are sleeping, but I didn't expect things to turn out like this in the end.

I don't know how much my mother can come up with for me, so I hope to quickly determine the amount and then figure it out, because it takes time for my mother-in-law or my eldest brother to sell a house or land.

I involuntarily walked to my mother's house, and as soon as I opened the door, Sister Lu was ironing my mother's coat, ready to put it in the wardrobe, ready to wear it again next year.

"Huh? It's up to you. "Sister Lu greeted me.

"They're all at home, I can't sleep, I'm out for a walk."

"Since you can't sleep, try the rice wine dumplings I just made, thinking that you are going to stay at your mother-in-law's house for one night today." Sister Lu put down the work in her hand and got up to serve me soup.

"Is it delicious?"

I took a bite of the rice balls and smiled reluctantly, "It's delicious." "Because I just had a fight, I really wasn't in the mood to eat rice wine dumplings, so I could only deal with it mechanically.

"Sister, where's my mother?"

"Auntie slept, today we had an early meal, Auntie went to bed early, and my uncle went grocery shopping."

"Oh, then I'll go lie down in my room for a while." I got up and prepared to go back to my room.

"You haven't finished eating yet."

"You help me keep it, I'll eat it when I wake up, the meal cooked by Grandma Mango today is especially for my appetite, I ate a lot, it's too supportive." I smiled and closed the door.

The moment the door closed, my face put away my own smile that I felt was fake, and I sat down on the ground tiredly, I have never been a person who can only enjoy and cannot endure hardship. I'm not afraid that you don't have a house, I'm not afraid that you don't have money, I'm not afraid to sleep with you, I've never been afraid of these things. I'm only afraid, there's never been a place for me in your heart. Thinking of this, tears burst out of my eyes again.

"Fei Fei?" My mother was knocking on my door outside.

"Hey, Mom." I promised.

"Why did you come back on your own?" I blocked my mother, who wanted to come in, and quickly wiped away the tears from her face, but I was still seen by my mother the moment I opened the door.

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay Mom."

"What the hell is going on?" Mother frowned.

"Oops, you're so annoying, don't ask, I'm fine." I turned my head away, and the more my mother asked, the more I wanted to cry at the moment, and the more tears fell down in anger.

"You're trying to raise my blood pressure, aren't you?" The mother was a little angry: "Hurry up and tell me what's going on?" If you're okay, you won't come back by yourself. ”

When my mother asked this, I couldn't hold it anymore and started crying, "Mom, what should I do?" Lin Jia, Lin Jia owes more than 2 million behind my back, more than 2 million, not 200 yuan. ”

My howling and crying led my father who had just entered the door to come, and when I heard my crying, my mother was stunned, "You, you say it again, how much?" ”

"Two million." I continued to say, "I'm about to collapse in the past few days, he gambled behind my back, borrowed a lot of money on online platforms, and finally I counted 2 million. ”

"That, Xiao Lu, you can go back first today." The father standing at the door of the bedroom said to Sister Lu in the living room.

Sister Lu was very aware of the current affairs and left quickly, until I heard the sound of Sister Lu closing the door, and my father continued to ask me.

"What the hell is going on?" Father frowned.

So I told my father in detail about the matter.

"Where is Lin Jia, I want to see him." Father said.

"Don't, don't ask him, the two of us just quarreled over this matter."

"What? Have the courage to do it, but don't have the courage to admit it? Or do we not deserve to know? Think we're all insignificant? The father was a little angry, "I'm just you, a child, I have bullied you once last time, and I don't bother to ask about those little things, but today I have to call him to ask, what's going on!" ”

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