Thinking about it, I have only been in the palace for more than two months, and my mother, why did I become so sick.

The candlelight in the room was dim, flickering and flickering, and the people around her knelt on the ground, and she could be faintly heard whispering.

"Is Rou'er back? What about Gu Jun? ”

The elder brother stepped forward quickly and grabbed his mother's hand.

"Mother! The baby is here! ”

I forgot everything and walked towards her involuntarily, tears falling from my eyes.

Those eyes that had no light and were staring at me, as if they were burning a beam of light.

"Is Rou'er back?"

"It's her!" Brother said.

"Mother!" I knelt down.

"Come, let my mother take a good look." I moved over on my knees.

Her hand was just touching my cheek, and there was indescribable happiness in her eyes.

After a while, as if tired, he slowly lay down and let go.

"Rou'er is back."

More than I expected, she didn't blame me.

Just muttered.

"I seem to have seen your father, and we both regret it......"

I don't know why I was even more sad when I heard this, and I burst into tears.

"The Shen family is in the hands of Gu Jun, and my mother is very relieved, but my mother is a little tired." She waved her hand in a faint voice, motioning for her followers to stand down.

She closed her eyes and murmured softly.

"Rou'er—" I looked at the old cheeks in the dark, the corners of my eyes were furrowed, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

"Rou'er—" Her voice grew softer.

"Mother!"

"Once upon a time, you were very naughty, and you liked the complexity of Tokyo City, and you liked the ...... of Hua"

"Mother, I don't even remember."

"yes, you don't even remember. Mother, I have forgotten many things. If your mother sleeps, do you blame your mother? Her eyes were still closed, and her voice was light.

"Not to blame."

"Where's the city...... Well, he is still young, you have to take good care of him. Her breathing grew heavier and heavier, and her throat felt like phlegm, a sensation that struck me as similar, yet so weak.

I bit my lip, not daring to let myself speak.

My brother reached out and grabbed me, hugged me, and buried my head in his arms.

It was a long and dark night.

The next day, I don't know if someone deliberately spread it, and everyone knew about the queen breaking into the palace gate and returning to Shen Mansion at night.

I don't care about these reputations, and if Your Majesty is not happy, he will divorce me.

In the mourning hall, the white cloth is rolled, and it is always very familiar, as if it has been experienced before. I guess it's the memory of my father's visit, although I don't remember it either.

The light of the fire in the brazier jumped upward, and the sun behind him was already shining brightly.

There are not many people who come to mourn, probably because the Shen family is in a high position, and it is true that because of my business, not many people dare to come to visit my mother, I think I am probably unfilial.

"Your Majesty has arrived!" I looked sideways at the young man in a pale yellow robe, who had only just reached the crown. He knelt beside me, and I was a little surprised.

"What are you going to do?" He said lightly.

"What else can be done."

I'm just afraid that my mother can't stand it, but on top of this mourning hall, I don't want to quarrel with him, and I don't want my mother to feel at ease.

The person beside him handed him three pillars of incense, and he bowed three times and reverently placed it in the incense burner.

I looked at him coldly.

"When are you going to return to the palace?

This sentence was like a question, and I remembered the sharp arrows running towards me from the top of the castle tower, and I felt more and more unable to see the person in front of me.

"Niangniang, Your Majesty has just come from the morning court." Hongyi looked sideways, his eyes were sharp, and Qing Yan stopped his mouth.

"Filial piety for three months, and then go back." I said lightly.

"Okay." Surprisingly, he was so good at talking and didn't quarrel with me.

Could it be that someone else wants to kill me, but if you think about it, I didn't offend anyone, the only one who offended was this majesty.

But since he wanted to kill me, why didn't he take advantage of this to mention the matter of peace and departure? Why don't you leave me alone—but a decree comes?

Suddenly, thinking about it carefully, he was very frightened, didn't he want to give me a crime of trespassing the palace gate, and then die violently outside the palace.

I felt scared, and I also felt that my life was great.

But since the afternoon, there has been an endless stream of people mourning my mother......

My thoughts seemed to be just a momentary illusion.