After the operation, I took the children back from my mother's house, and as soon as I entered the house, Mango ran towards the noisy kitchen.

"Daddy!" Then he hugged Lin Jia, who was processing the dishes.

"Why are you in such a mood today? It's only four o'clock in the afternoon and you're going to start cooking? "I leaned against the kitchen door and watched Mango lie on the back of Lin Jia, who was squatting on the ground peeling garlic.

"In the past two days, the patient has been confiscated and there has been no surgery, so I will come back a little earlier."

"If you don't have a patient, take a good rest, you can't finish the operation, you can't finish the patient, you don't have to be so tired every day, you have too many chores recently, let your heart be quiet and then accept the patient."

"Hmm." Lin Jia lowered his head and concentrated on peeling the garlic, "Okay, mango, get off Dad's back, Dad peels the garlic now and pickles the fish, and steam the fish for you at night, okay?" ”

"Okay, I like everything Daddy does." Saying that, she coquettishly lay on Lin Jia's back and rubbed her face affectionately.

Mango is a person who is very good at expressing his inner feelings, and I have always felt that this may have something to do with the integrity of the family, and the lack of a father role in my childhood has made me obsessed with my children for so many years.

I came to the living room with Little Cream and Mango, and then the phone video rang, it was my mother-in-law, I took a deep breath and turned on the video phone. "Mom." I called my mother-in-law with a smile and then pointed the camera at the two children, "Call grandma." ”

The two children said in unison, "Grandma." ”

"Hey, hey, hey." The mother-in-law's eyes suddenly turned a little red: "Do you miss grandma?" ”

"I think so." Mango held a block and said to the screen, "Grandma, shall I cook for you?" ”

"Okay." The mother-in-law's voice was a little choked.

"Mom?" I screamed.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's just that I suddenly miss the child, take a look."

"Let's go home for the weekend and stay overnight!"

"Alright, alright, come on, I'll make your bed in advance."

My mother-in-law watched the two children playing happily in the living room, and I quietly held up my mobile phone, not disturbing the three grandparents enjoying a short happy time across the screen.

"Where's Lin Jia?"

"Lin Jia is cooking, Lin Jia came back early today, I went to Grandma Mango's house to pick up the child, and he was already cooking when he came back." With that, I picked up my phone and went to the kitchen.

"Lin Jia?" I called Lin Jia, handed Lin Jia a wet tissue to wipe his hands, then handed the phone to Lin Jia, and then gently closed the door to stop disturbing Lin Jia and her mother-in-law talking.

"Mom? Going to grandma's house on the weekend? ”

"That's right." I held my chin and looked at the mango.

"So, do you want me and Little Cream to stay?"

"Don't stay, Mom will stay with you for the night, and then Dad will drive us back with us."

"Oh." Mango sighed, "It's good if I don't stay, I'm willing to be with my parents." "Now that the two children have grown up, they always like to follow their mother and father, and when they were young, the two of them could go to live at their grandmother's house, but since the little cream cried for a long time, the two of them are not willing to be separated, and they are not willing to be separated from the two of us.

"Xia Fei, your phone." Lin Jia handed the phone out of the kitchen.

I never inquire about the conversation between Lin Jia and his family, if he wants to say it, he will take the initiative to say it, and if he doesn't say it, it's not that this matter is not important, then he just doesn't want me to know, so I never ask.

"It's all done, let's rest." I walked to the kitchen and said to Lin Jia, "It's only five o'clock, you don't have to cook so early." ”

"Well, I'll marinate the lamb again, and I can rest."

I was in the kitchen to help Lin Jia, washed the used dishes and chopsticks, had already wiped the stove clean, and was brushing the dishes, when suddenly Lin Jia hugged me from behind.

Usually Lin Jia did this action to show that he had something on his mind, and I didn't stop what I was doing, and let Lin Jia lie on my back for a while.

"Xia Fei?"

"Huh?"

"I had insomnia last night, I was so sad when I first knew that there was something in my heart, I don't know how those heavy nights with things in your heart got through, Xia Fei, I feel more and more sorry for you."

I breathed hard, and I didn't know how I survived those nights, and I quietly said, "Everything will be fine." It's easy to hide in the dark, but it's best to get up when the sun rises and pretend to go to work, and I saw you do it this morning. It's easy to want to die, and in an instant, you will die when you take that step, but living means endless troubles and suffering, so I have always felt that life is more courageous than death, so everyone who lives is a brave person. ”

Lin Jia nodded on my back.

I put the bowl on the bowl rack and wiped my hands, turned around, and hugged Lin Jia in my arms, I tried to treat Lin Jia with the feelings of a mother caring for her child, a large part of the time, I did put aside love and supported Lin Jia as a child.

"Lin Jia, everything will pass, you have to grit your teeth and persevere, if you can survive the night, the sun will definitely appear. It's night, and all we can do is wait for dawn. ”

Lin Jia broke free from my embrace, "Let's go, let's go to the living room." I miss mangoes. ”

It seems that because Mango is the first child, Lin Jia and I treat Mango in such a way that sometimes even I can feel partial. Lin Jia picked up the mango from the ground, "Dad, let me down." "Mango kicked his legs like a little frog.

Seeing her sister's ugly appearance, Little Cream giggled with laughter on the ground.

"Mom, I want to hug too." Little Cream stretched out his hand to hug me, Lin Jia put the mango on the ground and then picked up Little Cream, "Daddy, okay?" Saying that, he put the little cream on his shoulder and sat down, and suddenly the little cream who was lifted high was very excited, Mango was a child, and the three of us always had to raise high to play games before going to bed at night, and then there was a little cream, and there were many things at home, and it seemed that it was rare to play together like this, and more so, sit on the bed and watch TV.

"Daddy, do it again, do it again." Lin Jia held the mango, up and down for a while, and the little cream was very novel.

"Oops, it's all an old trick." Mango has grown up, and he no longer likes these childhood games, and shakes his head like a little adult by himself.

"If you don't like it, then you can play it yourself." I said to Mango.

"Let's go, I'll skateboard." Mango went to the balcony alone to play with the scooter, and watching Mango leave, I felt that my child was growing up, and I was gradually losing her.

"Lin Jia, the children are growing up slowly, let's spend more time with them in the future, otherwise we won't be able to hold them when we want to."

"Okay." Lin Jia looked at the little cream and said to me, "In the future, we will make good money and accompany the children well, I will no longer toss in the future, I regret it now, if it weren't for me, we would have been happier." ”

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