Chapter 365: I don't want to be a caged bird
Trouble? Chu Qianqian was funny, she held on to the railing with her hand, and smiled helplessly, "You always think I'm messing around, I'm messing around, right?" ”
"Isn't it?" Chu Jingyang asked, what should be said has already been said, but Chu Qianqian didn't listen to anything, "For a man, a man who doesn't like himself, forced himself like this?" Chu Qianqian, are you unable to marry or is no one to love, you must be stalked on a person? ”
"Brother, what do you say about me? You think I'm stupid, don't you? What about you? Chu Qianqian frowned, but asked him instead, "How good are you?" If you don't like Lin Chumian, then why do you keep asking for her? Like someone is that, I love him, so I'm going to get him. ”
"But even if Li Jingcheng doesn't get married, he won't be with you." He reminded in a cold voice that Chu Qianqian had been at home during this time, and he didn't send it out, the news from Li Jingcheng's side was not brought to him by Bai Yaji, and she didn't know anything, and Chu Jingyang didn't mind telling Chu Qianqian, "He didn't stay with Mianmian, the Li family arranged a suitable marriage partner for him, Li Jingcheng has already met, the two families are right, maybe soon, Li Jingcheng will get married, if you want, you can go to his wedding." Then you're going to die? ”
"What did you say?" Chu Qianqian's face changed suddenly.
She strode forward two steps, grabbed Chu Jingyang's clothes tightly, and asked loudly, "Do you say it again?" You just lied to me, didn't you? ”
Chu Jingyang raised his hand to push her away, tidied up his clothes, and still didn't have any emotion to inform her.
"What I said is the truth, Li Jingcheng doesn't love you, and he doesn't like you, even if there is no sleep to hinder you, Li Jingcheng will not come to you. Chu Qianqian, it's just you who torture and spoil you like this. Chu Jingyang said unceremoniously.
The doctor said not to stimulate Chu Qianqian.
But the more Chu Qianqian is like this, the more excessive.
In addition to hurting herself, she also hurt the maid who took care of her.
"You lied to me, you lied to me......" Chu Qianqian collapsed, she slapped Chu Jingyang's body, and ran out like crazy.
When the servants saw that she was going to run, they immediately blocked her way, Chu Qianqian's hands grabbed the faces and eyes of those people, as long as they could let go of themselves, she didn't care at all.
Chu Jingyang turned around and grabbed the back of her neck with one hand, and threw her to the ground violently.
Chu Qianqian's body slammed into the ground lightly, and the bones in his body seemed to be about to crack.
She was still immersed in the pain of Li Jingcheng's imminent marriage.
"You let me out, I'm going to find him...... I'm going to find him, there's no way he's going to marry anyone else, no way! Chu Qianqian lay on the ground, tears rippling, and he refused to believe the facts that Chu Jingyang said.
Chu Qianqian was wearing a nightdress, but her hair was messy, like dead grass on her head, and her face was also sallow. It's obviously the same age as a flower, but there is no way to have the breath that a girl should have.
It only makes people feel disgusted.
"Chu Qianqian." He crouched down and pulled her up with one hand, revealing her face completely in the mirror, "Do you see yourself clearly?" Do you see yourself? ”
Who is that woman in the mirror?
Who the hell is that ugly woman?
Chu Qianqian watched the woman frantically smash the mirror.
Chu Jingyang let go of her again, watching her smash the mirror to pieces, but her slender body was standing beside her, and said compassionately, "This is you, Chu Qianqian, you toss yourself into such a person who is not a ghost, can you accept such a self?" ”
“……”
"You're so yin and terrible, where can you compare with other girls? Even if it's a random girl on the street, it's better than you, if I were Li Jingcheng, I'd rather accept a sunny and happy girl than a woman who only complains about herself. Li Jingcheng will only feel scared, and he will only want to get farther and farther away from you. ”
Chu Jingyang's slender body stood firmly, and what he should have said had already been said, "You are good at yourself, if you really want to die next time, you can cut your wrists and drink medicine, don't die in the Chu family, dirty this place." I'll bury you next to my uncle's tombstone, Chu Qianqian. ”
He glanced down at the time.
There's no mind to stay here.
The mud head instructed the maid who took care of Chu Qianqian, "Look at Miss, if she is willing to eat, give it to her, if she wants to die, let her go, feel free to toss as she wants." ”
"Yes......" The maid also looked at each other.
Taking care of Chu Qianqian really scared them, if it weren't for the good salary given by Chu Jingyang, they would never find a higher salary than here after they went out, they would have left a long time ago.
Chu Qianqian thought that what Chu Jingyang said was a lie.
But now, Chu Jingyang really left.
She suddenly got up from the floor, ran over and hugged Chu Jingyang's waist, and her whole person was confused.
"Brother, what you just said was just to scare me, right?"
Chu Jingyang's brows didn't move, but those dark black eyes looked at her steadily, without any waves, without any fluctuations.
"I'm not in the mood."
Chu Qianqian tensed the corners of her mouth and laughed suddenly.
Regardless of whether Chu Jingyang lied to himself at this moment, but he said at this time that he was unwilling to care about himself anymore and let himself live and die, so he pierced a hole in her heart.
The greatest brother in her heart is completely dead!
"Haha." Chu Qianqian took a step back and laughed, "For Lin Chumian, right?" You are all for Lin Chumian, so you don't want me anymore? Is it? Li Jingcheng is, so are you! ”
"......" Chu Jingyang didn't speak.
Chu Qianqian's hands were raised in the air, clutching heavily in the air, she didn't catch anything, only grabbed her hair in pain.
"I just want to be loved by everyone, am I wrong? Why did she snatch all the love that belonged to me? Why? What right does she have to ruin my life! She asked with a cry of pain.
"Chu Qianqian, no one can destroy your happiness, it's you yourself who can't grasp your happiness well, and you can't blame anyone." He said in a cold voice, hoping that she would be able to recognize this fact well.
"This has nothing to do with sleep, don't impose this on others."
Chu Qianqian let go of his withered hair.
"Am I talking nonsense? Are you with Lin Chumian now? She curled the corners of her mouth and asked funny, "You didn't design your own wedding dress and want to marry her?" ”
"How do you know?"
Chu Qianqian had no way to go back.
But there are always people who can reveal some news to her, and the maids at home will always discuss in private, saying that Chu Jingyang will get married, and there will be one more hostess in the family at that time.
Chu Qianqian thought it was fake, but she accidentally heard that Chu Jingyang designed her own wedding dress.
Bai Yaji hadn't been here for a few days, and there weren't many things she had brought her, she had to rely on those things to make herself comfortable and quiet, but now she couldn't control herself, and she had increased her dosage to relieve her anxiety.
"You don't care how I know, it's true, you really want to marry her, you want to be together." Chu Qianqian burst out laughing, and suddenly put on a charming smile, not the sick and crazy woman just now, as if she didn't care about anything, she stepped forward to pat Chu Jingyang's clothes, "Brother, don't worry, you don't have to care about me anymore, and I don't need you to take care of me anymore." I don't want to be trapped in this cage, to be a caged bird. Even if I had to die, I'd rather be free. ”
"Chu Qianqian......"
Chu Qianqian just smiled, threw him a cold look, and then turned around and went downstairs.
The housekeeper watched her step by step on the stairs, and the servants tried to stop her, but she swept them back with a slap in the eye.
She walked to the middle of the first floor, and turned around to look at Chu Jingyang, who was standing on the third floor.
She shook her hand towards Chu Jingyang.
"Brother, goodbye."
He also said, "In the future, you don't have to call me Miss, I will have nothing to do with the Chu family in the future." ”
When he walked out of the gate of the Chu family.
Chu Qianqian didn't feel too heavy.
She used to be very afraid, very afraid that she would be left behind, but now she walked out very calmly, and from the moment she stepped out of the Chu family, she told herself that she no longer had anything to do with the Chu family.
What do those who rob themselves of their happiness have to do with themselves?
If Chu Jingyang really thought that he was his sister, he would not still marry Lin Chumian.
The surroundings of the Chu family's villa were deserted and empty, and the address could only be seen from a long distance.
When she walked out, she felt that the air was incomparably fresh, which was the smell of freedom.
Chu Jingyang was worried that he would hurt Lin Chumian and lock himself in the house, he never thought about how unfair this was to him.
……
After Chu Qianqian's figure disappeared.
The housekeeper walked behind Chu Jingyang with some worry and asked, "Did the young master let you follow Miss, she ......?"
Chu Jingyang's dark eyes fell firmly in the direction she left, and the huge crystal lamp fell down from the direction of the roof, illuminating the entire staircase.
He nodded, "Let people follow her, don't let her find out." Got it? ”
"Yes."
Chu Qianqian went out like this, and didn't take anything with him, where could he go?
She has been living in the Chu family all these years, and she has no ability to live on her own outside.
But Chu Jingyang felt that this was also a good thing for Chu Qianqian, if she could calm down and recognize herself clearly after she went out.
……
Chu Qianqian didn't know where he could go.
She walked out with a lonely step, and the night wind blew on her, and she walked for hours before finally stopping at a familiar door.
By this time, the night was already dark.
When Chu Qianqian stopped, he felt that his feet were very painful, and his legs were also very painful, as if they were not his own feet.
She crossed her arms and looked at the villa hidden in the night, and instead of knocking on the door, she leaned against the doorway and sat down slowly with her legs crossed.