Chapter 22: Miao Yue's Happiness
After the wave of people left, the hotel talked about Miao Yue, which roughly means: This girl is really capable, kind-hearted, and she looks so symbolic, she is a restaurant, the food is first-class, the sanitary conditions, the environment and so on are obvious to all, I really don't know who has such a good fortune, and can marry this girl into the family in the future.
Jin Feng listened to the words of these people, he sat at the table and observed Miao Yue for a long time, she did do things neatly and neatly, she looked like a sign, light makeup, novel clothes, smiling face, she was in her twenties and her age, she should have lived a carefree life in an ivory tower at her age, but she had a heavy burden on her shoulders, and she really didn't dare to compare with her.
Jin Feng thought of it, she was in the mouth of others, she had experienced so many hardships, she not only took on a heavy burden, but also may face all kinds of difficulties from guests every day, although she kept smiling, maybe she was crying silently in a corner that others couldn't see, what a great girl, what a distressing girl, thinking about the group of girls who were so lazy and lazy just now, it was really hateful, the more Jin Feng thought about it, the more angry he became, and slapped it on the table.
Everyone's eyes were on him, and only then did he come back to his senses, get up embarrassedly, and smile at everyone, "I'm sorry, you use it slowly, use it slowly... Boss, I'll check out..."
When Jin Feng checked out, Miao Yue wanted to give him a free bill to express his gratitude, but Jin Feng resolutely refused.
That summer vacation, Jin Feng took friends or relatives to the Miao Yue store every once in a while, when there were few customers, the two would chat for a while, his friends more or less saw his thoughts, and when they heard that he was going to eat at the Miao Yue Restaurant, the brothers began to quip, "Do you really want to go to dinner, or do you want to see the proprietress who is like a flower?" ”
Jin Feng glanced at everyone, "Give you a look and experience it yourself." ”
He once wanted to be a lawyer, but now he wants to be a policeman, if he can use his meager strength to protect the peace of the people, especially ordinary people like Miao Yue.
Towards the end of the vacation, one day he mustered up the courage to ask Miao Yue for all her contact information.
The summer vacation will end soon, Jin Feng is a little nostalgic for this small county, and he is about to enter his senior year, and it is time to come out for an internship. He once wanted to get out of this small city, but at this moment, he wanted to stay in this small city, and he secretly made up his mind that he must return to this small county town.
The days of returning to school seemed boring and long, and what he looked forward to most every day was the night, because only after Miao Yue was busy with everything at night, she could answer her phone properly and make phone porridge with herself.
Some love, there is no vigorous you chasing me, it is just a plain chat, talking about the heart, over time, coming together has become a matter of course.
The relationship between Miao Yue and Jin Feng is like this. Even they don't know when it started, the two are so familiar and intimate, so far, they can't tell. He sometimes can't bear to be lovesick, and on weekends when he rides in a car for more than ten hours, he will go over the mountains and mountains to see her, even if it is a mutual smile or a hug, it is enough to make him happy for a long time.
At first, Jin Feng's parents were opposed, in their hearts, their own family, as well as their son's own superior conditions, should find a good match, the most formal full-time undergraduate graduates, with a stable iron rice bowl, such a woman is worthy of their son, obviously, Miao Yue is not the daughter-in-law candidate in their hearts.
However, there is a good saying, the moonlight does not ask passers-by, time pays off, under Jin Feng's long-term soft grinding and hard bubbles, in countless secret observations of Miao Yue, Jin Feng's parents compromised, they not only recognized Miao Yue, but also worked in Jin Feng for a short time, they urged Jin Feng to marry Miao Yue home quickly, they wanted to share the burden for Miao Yue, and did not want her to work so hard alone.
Jin Feng's job is in the county's public security bureau, since he returned to work in this small county, Miao Yue's business is even more hot than ever, every day is very busy, Jin Feng goes to help after work every day, and the days are like this in the ordinary day by day.
He saw her hard work in his eyes and hurt in his heart, after a long time, he was more eager to marry her, but when he put forward his thoughts, Miao Yue hesitated, no matter how much Jin Feng loved him and how tolerant his parents were to him, no one could tolerate putting all his money and thoughts on his mother's family.
I also have two younger sisters studying, who will take care of my mother when I get married? Jin Feng is an only child, it is absolutely impossible to enter his own family, how lonely his mother should be, many questions appear in her mind, in short, if she marries, the family will collapse, this is not the time for her to get married, she wants to send her two younger sisters to finish college, and after watching them start a family, she wants to think about her own affairs.
Miao Yue's hesitation made him feel very distressed, he understood her thoughts, but he felt that she didn't understand his own thoughts, and even felt that she didn't believe in his love for her.
Miao Yue's mother felt sorry for her child and persuaded her to cherish Jin Feng many times, but Miao Yue couldn't listen to everyone's persuasion, and her mother didn't want to force her daughter to get married. The mother has been sick, but seeing the distress of the two young people, she is even more sick in her heart, she no longer takes medicine, no longer receives treatment, but says to her daughter: "Taking medicine and treatment is more sinful, she wants to live a comfortable life without sin for a few days." ”
Miao Yue was definitely not persuaded by her mother's words, and whenever Miao Yue asked her mother for treatment, her mother forced her to die. Miao Yue didn't understand her mother's thoughts, and her mother was reluctant to say what she thought, and her daughter finally failed to stubbornly resist her mother.
The mother no longer goes to the store, she just wants to end her life as soon as possible, she doesn't want to drag down her daughters anymore, she sometimes even thinks about committing suicide, but if she doesn't die, it will bring more trouble to her daughter, even if the suicide is successful, her daughter will definitely blame herself, this is not the scene she wants to see. Even thinking about such a scene makes my heart feel like a knife.
This is the mother, she thinks about her children all the time, and even if she commits suicide, she has to consider the feelings of the children, although she drags her already painful body, she never moans in front of the children.
Being alive is a torment for her, she is tormented day by day, tormented to see her daughter arrive home safely every night, then she is also willing, sometimes she feels that she is contradictory, she wants to die early to reduce the burden on her daughter, but she doesn't want to leave the world, even if it is torment, she is willing to torment until her daughters get married.
It didn't take long for her to die, and she didn't wait for her daughters to be happy, and she didn't look blind when she died.
A year after her mother left, Miao Yue and Jin Feng got married, Miao Yue didn't wait for her two younger sisters to graduate from college, in the face of love, she can't always be so great and selfless, she doesn't want to lose Jin Feng, she should always have some life of her own.