49. You Have Changed (2)

"If I don't leave, do you stand here and continue to be scolded? I don't want to quarrel with anyone, I want everyone to be fine, isn't it good to be in harmony? Why do you have to find fault with me? Thinking of this, my tears fell again, and since I stopped taking the medication, I can clearly feel that my mood swings are a little bigger, and I have become more fragile than before.

I rushed out the door and returned to my room, not wanting to have any more arguments with Lin Jia and my mother-in-law.

After a while, Lin Jia returned to the room and hugged me, "Okay, wife, don't be angry." ”

I pushed Lin Jia away, "You let go, what do you mean?" Is this a slap in the face for a sweet date? ”

"That's my mom, can't you be polite to my mom?"

"Lin Jia, how polite do you want me to be, can't I have a little bit of my own privacy? I've always hated people going through my wardrobe since I was a child, and my mom didn't dare to go through my wardrobe for so many years. And, was I just speaking tactfully? Did I have a fight? Do I dislike you? ”

"That's my mother, I'm definitely afraid that I will be wronged."

"Lin Jia, you have changed, you were not like this when the two of us lived in this house in the past, you respect me very much, why are you like this when you are involved in your family now? You let me endure when your sister-in-law bullied me, and you let me endure when your mother bullied me, I ask you, how long do I have to endure it, why should I bear it? ”

"Because they're my family! What's wrong with you being a little more tolerant? ”

"What's wrong? Your sister-in-law came to our house earlier and asked me if I agreed? Have you been called? I came without a sound, and decided to stay and told me? This home is yours and mine, I'm the master, do I allow her to come? I had surgery, I didn't eat at noon all day, I didn't eat at night, I didn't have anything to eat when I came back, I just ate instant noodles and let everyone say that I can't accommodate a child? What does it feel like in my heart? You pat your conscience and ask yourself, have I treated your family and my children badly? In addition, open your mouth and shut up your family, you are all close together, just me as an outsider, right? "The fire that I had been holding back for a long time suddenly burst out.

"If you look at you, you will turn over old accounts, every time I quarrel, I think about your good, you can be good, turn over old accounts. Fei Fei, have you really changed since you gave birth to this baby? I became a tantrum and lost my temper at every turn. ”

When I heard this, I clenched my fists and said to Lin Jia, "Love to lose your temper? Why do you think I lose my temper? Since I gave birth to this child, has your family asked me to stop? You can find fault with everything, whether you are an excellent daughter-in-law in your heart should be your sister-in-law. And I'm nothing? ”

"Our brother is busy with work, and the two of us are not at home, aren't we all sisters-in-law accompanying our parents? She has two children to take care of by herself, and she works hard. ”

I sneered, "Lin Jia, I think you're super ridiculous." Am I alone with two children? You said that when you gave birth to mangoes, you cooked for me during the month and helped me take care of the children, but what happened later? I've sat and watched the night sky at two o'clock countless times, how many times have you accompanied me? The child is sick, you are either going to surgery, or you are very tired after work, don't I take care of the child all night? Can you not be selectively blind? Wouldn't I be tired of doing this? Isn't it hard work? ”

With these words, I got up and went to the balcony, opened the window, and I desperately inhaled a few breaths of the exuberance and wanton in the night breeze. I wanted to find someone to call and complain, but I couldn't find anyone to talk to after looking through the address book countless times. At this moment, I feel very sad, I especially want to ask Lin Jia, in Lin Jia's heart, whether his sister-in-law is important or I am important.