Chapter 247: The Pain of Breathing
Fang Zichun listened to Wang Jing's memories, and suddenly became very quiet, he couldn't imagine that things were getting bigger and bigger......
"Fang Zichun, Xu Qianqian and I are waiting for you to give an answer!"
"The answer is to make something out of nothing!"
"How do you explain the photo?"
"You also know that this photo was taken secretly by Xu Qianqian, do you still need to explain?"
"You don't have these moves, can she shoot them?"
"I don't have to explain it to you!"
"Then you and I go home and explain it to my parents!"
"I beg you, don't tell your parents these false things, okay? They're worried enough! Can you be sensible? ”
"Then tell me! If I hadn't told me, I would have told my parents! ”
"The photo shows that day I went back to Shenzhen, met Lin Sixue at the airport, some time ago she asked me to bring her a necklace in Japan, and then I asked my subordinates to contact her and help her buy a necklace, I gave her something that day!"
"If she asks you to bring something, you can bring it? Don't you want to think about what if you fall into her trap? ”
"When I come back from abroad, it's normal for my classmates to ask me to bring something, do I refuse?"
"Okay, it's normal to bring something, but do you need a hug to get something? Do you still help her put it on? ”
"Hey! It's a long story, she has been looking for me for nothing recently, I don't want to have any contact with her, tell her not to contact again and don't meet again, she promised me, and wanted to hug me politely, the back photo is that she wants to try the necklace, and then take her original necklace when her hair was stuck, let me help get it, I didn't want to help, but her hair was very painful, so I helped it, I left after the necklace was removed, and I didn't help her wear the necklace. I don't even know what a necklace looks like! ”
"I believe you for now, but are you okay with every woman to have a polite hug? You may not be too affectionate, right? If Lan Keer knows about you, you'll be finished! ”
"Well, I've already told you what to say! Don't spread rumors to your parents! ”
Wang Jing looked thoughtful, thought for a while, and then said:
"Then let's go home together?"
"I've got something to do!"
"Tingting wants to make a tabloid tonight, he needs to draw, and he will participate in the grade competition tomorrow, I heard that it is very important, don't you help him?"
"Is there such a thing?"
"I don't believe you, look at the message sent by the teacher in the class."
Fang Zichun opened WeChat and carefully read the news released by the teacher, he hesitated for a while, but decided to go home with Wang Jing first.
"Then let's go back!"
Fang Zichun, who was originally going to fly to Tokyo, still couldn't leave immediately for the sake of the child, thinking that it would be early tomorrow morning, and Ke'er shouldn't come back so soon.
"The color design of TOKYO SKYTREE is based on the design concept of creating a cityscape that transcends time and space: the fusion of traditional Japanese beauty and near-future design, and through the harmony with the surrounding landscape and the careful consideration of the name, the original color SKYTREE white ......" At this time, Lan Keer was sitting in a coffee shop on the Tokyo Skytree drinking coffee, while thinking about Fang Zichun's affectionate and affectionate telling her about the design of the Skytree, and every time she took a sip of coffee, she would remember her first official date with Fang Zichun here two years ago. The sight of the sky was more special and unforgettable than ever, but what was the person she once snuggled up to now? Do you remember the promise you made with each other?
She arrived at 5 p.m. at the foot of the Skytree, and two years ago, Fang Zichun had taken her to a sushi restaurant under the Skytree for dinner. As she had done that day, she had visited the store again, only this time by herself...... After dinner, she went up to the tower and sat in the coffee shop until now......
After drinking coffee, Kerr climbed to the second observatory at 450 meters, which is the most famous 110-meter-long "Tianwang Corridor", two years ago, Fang Zichun gave her a deep kiss in this place, such a picture, now I think of it is sweet and still longing, memories fill her mind. Thinking about it, suddenly someone was talking to her:
“Hello, can you take a picture for us?”
It turned out to be a couple from abroad who wanted her to help take pictures.
“Certainly.”
Kerr replied with a smile, and took the phone, she found the best position to take pictures under the camera,
“Be close and smile!”
When the couple smiled and posed in an intimate pose, Kerr took a sweet moment for the couple seriously, looking at such a photo, Kerr couldn't help but smile, and then she returned the phone to the couple:
“It's done. Are you satisfied with it? ”
When the couple saw the photo, they smiled and said to Kerr:
“Good y well, thank you!”
“You are welcome!”
The couple waved goodbye to Kerr in a friendly manner, and after walking a few steps, the girl turned back to Kerr and said:
“Miss, Are you Chinese?”
“Yes!”
“You are very beautiful !”
“Thank you!”
“Are you waiting for someone?”
“No, I'm alone. Forever alone! ”
“I'm sorry, good luck!”
The little couple left embarrassedly, and after walking for a while, the girl said to the boy:
“She seems to have lost her love.”
“Maybe!”
“She's so beautiful and friendly. God bless her!”
Looking at this couple who love each other, looking at the bustling night view of the entire Tokyo outside the tower, and looking at the starry neon lights, Kerr is full of emotion. She once thought that when she climbed the Skytree for the second time, it would be the day when she and Fang Zichun were together openly, but she never thought that the agreement between her and Fang Zichun would become a one-person trip.
When she was young, she thought that Fang Zichun would come to her one day, but she didn't expect that the two of them were so passive, and their time was spent on doubting each other's thoughts...... Although I have the opportunity to meet again, I don't know how to grasp it well, I still don't understand him, I don't understand him, and I'm always angry with him, why do I become unempathetic?
Ke'er wanted to go back in time and take a time machine back to the past, when Fang Zichun asked her, "Do I still have a chance?" She would nod very happily, and then tell him how much she loved him, but all this could not go back, Fang Zichun had forgotten the agreement between them, maybe there was someone else who understood his heart better! Those sweet words were just whims at the time! Kerr suddenly felt so cold, because of her loneliness, her heart was even colder...... If only Zichun were there, if only he suddenly appeared in front of Ke'er......
Thinking of this, Kerr said to herself:
"You're back, it's good! But we can't be together anymore, you can't hold my hand, you can't hold me, you can't do what I want with me......"
"Missing is a pain that breathes, it lives in all corners of my body......"
Ke'er remembered Liang Jingru's song "The Pain of Breathing", which fits her mood too well......
"I look at Tokyo Tower for the first time
Watch the lights mimic the falling starlight
I finally arrived, but I was sadder
One person accomplishes our dreams
You always say there's still a lot of time, you can wait for me
I didn't understand it before, and it may not be tomorrow or later
Missing is a pain that breathes, and it lives in all corners of my body
It hurts to hum the song you love, it hurts to read your letter, and it hurts to be silent
Regret is the pain of breathing, and it flows back and forth in the bloodstream
It hurts to regret not being intimate, it hurts to hate that you don't understand, and it hurts the most if you want to see it
I haven't seen the sadness on your face, what a lonely stubbornness it is
Thou hast torn down the walls of the city, and thou hast sent me to wander, waiting for me to bind myself in the same place
You didn't say you're going to be weak and dependent on me
I pretended not to know, to move freely, to be self-conscious
Missing is a pain that breathes, and it lives in all corners of my body
It hurts to hum the song you love, it hurts to read your letter, and it hurts to be silent
Regret is the pain of breathing, and it flows back and forth in the bloodstream
It hurts to regret not being intimate, it hurts to hate that you don't understand, and it hurts the most if you want to see it
I swear I won't lie anymore, and I'll hold you as tightly as I love you
My smile is fake, and my soul seems to float
It's good that you're here, and I swear I won't keep you waiting any longer
Accompany you to do whatever you want to do
I'm becoming more and more like a shell, afraid of being touched
It's good if you come back, it's good to be able to do it all over again."
The whole song echoed in Kerr's ears, and her tears went from dripping down to broken faucets, and she couldn't twist them......
Kerr saw the planes taking off and landing at Haneda Airport in the sky like shooting stars and neon lights, and she silently thought to herself:
"Zichun, are you here? Your Kerr is waiting for you here! We'll be back together when you're here, okay? If you don't come, there is only one reason, that is, you forget our agreement and forget my ......, then your Ke'er will only be a lonely person in the future, and will no longer believe in feelings, and can only silently endure the pain of wanting to see but not seeing......"
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