Chapter 14. compromise

I was so angry that I pointed at him, so angry that I couldn't say a word. He approached me, a wicked smile on his face. When I saw him coming, I had to retreat. But before he could take a few steps back, his back was against the wall of the pool.

I just wanted to stop him, but I heard him jokingly speak: "I didn't expect Xuan'er to be so eager......" He took a few steps forward, and had already come to me, leaning down, his lips to my ear. "I like Xuan'er like this so much."

I got angry and pushed him away. But he suddenly felt that his legs were weak, and his body involuntarily slid towards the bottom of the pool. He grabbed me by the hand, a hint of concern in his tone. "What's wrong?"

I punched him in the chest. "Fang Cai is helping you and hugging you, most of the strength has already been consumed, I don't want you to repay the favor, I want to ......drown" Before I finished speaking, his mouth was covered by him.

I looked up at him in confusion, only to see that his brows were furrowed and his eyes were serious.

"Xuan'er, I don't allow you to say that word again, not in this life." His tone was so domineering, so unquestionable.

I pouted to myself, what was he smoking?

After a moment of silence, he withdrew his hand, and the expression on his face softened a little. I was just about to say that if you're all right, we'll go back to the mountains, and it's not a problem to soak like this all the time. But he grabbed me and picked me up. I exclaimed, and he smiled and sat me on his lap. I just wanted to struggle, but I heard him say, "Didn't you say that you are tired? This spring water has the effect of relieving fatigue. So he stopped struggling.

The atmosphere suddenly fell silent, which made me very uncomfortable. I also felt that the gaze cast from the top of my head was unusually hot, which made me extremely uncomfortable. Finally, I couldn't take it anymore, and I looked up and was about to speak, only to find that his gaze was locked on somewhere. I followed his gaze, and saw that my wet clothes were tightly attached to my body, and the silhouette of my body was fully revealed, and suddenly there was another burst of fire. I tried to raise my hand to beat him, but I found that he had already preemptively restrained my hands and feet, making me unable to move.

"You!" My chest heaved with rage. But he hugged me tighter, chuckled and said: "Xuan'er is not angry." You're going to marry me sooner or later, anyway. ”

"Who's going to marry you?!" Neither the original owner nor I am afraid that I am afraid that I will not want to marry him.

The smile on his face froze, and his voice was a little lower: "I know that you don't remember anything in the past, whether it's happy or sad, you forget it all, and even ...... Even I forgot. His voice deepened: "But, in fact, it is better, we can start again, and I will not hurt you in the slightest." Stay by my side and let me make it up to you, okay? ”

He said this very seriously, and he was deeply affectionate, but my heart couldn't stop aching. I smiled bitterly, Yan Linxuan, what are you hurting in your heart? Sad about what? Is it because you know that he didn't say this to you? Is it sad that he wants to cherish and care for the person, isn't it? Did you still lose after all? Or did you lose your heart to the person in front of you? Haven't you always been cold and cold, and it's extremely difficult to be tempted? But it's only been a few days, have you given your heart away? What really touched you about him?

I wanted to find the answer, so I looked at him. He looked at me with an indissoluble tenderness in his eyes. I'm afraid it's these eyes that are as affectionate as the sea, right? I have never seen clearer, more affectionate eyes than these. But my heart is actually just self-inflicted, because I am not the person in his heart at all. Thinking of this, the heartache became a little more intense, and the eyes were a little sour.

Now that you've moved your heart, why don't you make a mistake? At least he'd always thought I was her. There was another wry smile in my heart, Yan Linxuan, you just lost your heart for a while, do you have to lose your reason and self-esteem together? Haven't you always despised women who humbled themselves by love? Why is this kind of thing happening to you now, and you still can't avoid vulgarity after all? Besides, he can't even notice that his so-called lover has changed his soul, and he is still a person who is sometimes gentle and sometimes ruthless, and his temperament is difficult to distinguish. Is someone like him worthy of your love? Can you afford to love?

I gritted my teeth and said, "I can't afford it." ”

Panic flashed in his eyes. "Xuan'er, do you remember anything?"

"Do you want me to remember?" My breath was extremely cold.

He froze. I sneered, he must not want to, right?

After a long silence, he changed the subject. "Xuan'er, did you go down the mountain today?"

I wondered. "You...... You don't remember? ”

He smiled wryly. "Now that you have noticed that I am behaving differently from the day, I will tell you the truth." He moved, as if in a comfortable position, but still held me tightly. "I have been poisoned by a poison called Meng Zhisan, and although it is not life-threatening, the poisoned person will exhibit two completely different states of behavior day and night. Mengzhisan is usually inflicted on children under the age of twelve, hence the name. The toxicity of Meng Zhisan does not appear immediately, but lies dormant in the body, and is only triggered when a certain intense emotion of the poisoner is at its peak. He stroked my hair, as if telling a very beautiful story, with a smile on his face. And my heart tightened. So his poison was planted since he was a child, but when did it start?

He continued: "After the poison is induced, the poisoned person presents two different states of mind with the sunrise and sunset as the boundary. The day shows the state of mind when he was poisoned, so what you see during the day is actually the ten-year-old me, and what you see at this moment is the real me. The memory of these two states is separated, that is, I do not remember what happened during the day, and the empty space of the day does not remember the events of the night. "It dawned on me that most of the questions that had been haunting me these days had finally been solved.

"Because the words and deeds of the daytime are poisonous, the poisoned person not only lacks his mind during the day, but also does not remember many people and things. All I can remember is the people and events before I was poisoned and ......" he paused and smiled softly at me. "The heart of the heart." His tone was light, and my heart tightened.

It turned out that he loved the original owner to the point of unforgettable, it turned out that he didn't recognize that I was not the original owner, but that the time he spent with me at night was too short, and he didn't remember what happened during the day. Thinking of this, I felt a pain in my heart: Yan Linxuan, even if the original owner is dead, he is afraid that he will not be able to tolerate others in his heart.

I knew so, but I couldn't help but worry about him.

"Then why did you have that symptom? Is this poison really not life-threatening? ”

He smiled with relief. "It's just that at the turn of day and night, the whole body will lose strength, and the whole body will be cold, so soaking in warm soup will not be a big problem. It's just that poison is poison after all, and after the toxicity is triggered, the state of the daytime will be prolonged day by day, and the poison will be closer and closer at the two adjacent day and night alternates, until it coincides. At that time, the poisoned person will lose his normal mind forever and will appear as a child all day long. ”

I was listening to him, but he stopped talking and pressed his lips to my cheek. I was startled, but I realized that my face was full of tears at some point. He kissed away the tears on my right cheek, and then kissed my left cheek, and I dodged it, but he still stubbornly stuck to it. The moment we touched, my tears became more and more turbulent.

I pushed him away, and found myself sobbing with a heaving chest. I was still wondering about my inexplicable emotions, but I felt him carefully hold my face with both hands, his forehead against each other, and his eyes were full of pity. "Silly girl, your tears are so bitter."

Hearing his words, my heart burned like it was soaked in spirits. Tears couldn't stop falling. His slender fingers wiped tears from my cheeks, took me into his arms, and continued: "It's just that most people can't withstand two poisonous blows and do one heavy blow and die. His tone was still faint, and I couldn't help but gasp and break free from his embrace.

"How long has it been since the toxicity was induced to coincide with the two poisons?"

"Five years." His answer was quite dry.

"What about you...... How much longer? "I'm a little scared to hear the answer.

"The poison was triggered two years ago, and there are about three years to go."

"Is there a cure for this poison? Have you been looking for it? ”

He didn't say anything, just looked at me and smiled and shook his head.

"Why?!" I was furious.

He chuckled and looked straight at me. "If you can't wake up, why should I bother with all that effort?" My heart was stirred, and he meant, if the original owner couldn't wake up, wouldn't he have to live anymore? sighed in my heart: The original owner, the original owner, although I don't know how the person in front of me has hurt you, but if you can see this scene, you will forgive him, right? At the same time, I was scared in my heart: I had planned to tell him that the original owner was dead, and I was not her, so I couldn't bear to draw a line with him. But if I tell him so, will he ...... Will...... I don't dare to think about it anymore.

As if seeing my horror, he spoke: "Xuan'er, don't be afraid, now that you are fine, I will do my best to find a way to detoxify." If I don't have that luck, whether it's death or stupidity, it's up to me to compensate for the damage I did to you. His tone was still calm, but there was a hint of helplessness. But my heart was like a knife, and I whimpered and said vaguely, "No...... I don't want you to ......" is a word that I don't have the courage to say at all.

Seeing me like this, his breathing fluctuated a little, and he whispered in my ear, and his voice was choked with a hint of choking: "Xuan'er, you can treat me like this, even if I am ......" Hearing this, my heart panicked violently, and I tried hard to break away from him, just wanting to stop his words. By the time I came to my senses, my lips were pressed against his slightly open lips. My heart was pounding.

I actually ...... I actually kissed him on my own initiative!? His body also froze because of my sudden movements, and I just wanted to retreat, but he grabbed the back of my head, and turned against me.

His movements made me feel distracted.

Sky! What should I do, should I continue to stay with him as the original owner, or should I tell him the truth?

As if sensing my inattention, he gave me a sneer. I immediately came back to my senses and couldn't help but try to respond.

I knew what was going to happen if it went on like this, but I didn't want to back down. My brain gradually cleared: how did he treat me as someone else? What if he doesn't have me in his heart? I like him, I love him, do I have to ask him to wait for me? It's my business to like him, and as for whether he really likes me, that's his business. Why should I look ahead and be afraid? I like him at the moment, and I am very happy to fall in love with him, so I will love him with all my heart. If one day my love for him brings me pain, then I will break off my love and cut it off. Why worry so much when you can love? Thinking about this, the depression in my heart was unraveled.

After a long time, we were separated. When their hearts calmed down, I heard him say, "That's it, how about sleeping in my arms for a while?" ”

"Hmm."

"Sleep."

"You don't sleep?"

He chuckled, "I want to see you more, and I won't see you again when the morning dawns." The tone was full of reluctance.

"Okay." I whispered yes, closed my eyes, bathed in the gentle gaze that poured from above my head, and fell asleep quietly.