The house we live in is close to the Jinshui River, and there is always a food stall on the riverside, selling all kinds of boiled food, both meat and vegetarian, and skewers with bamboo skewers, which are similar to oden.

Because of the proximity, whenever I was too lazy to cook, I would drag the man to this stall to fill my stomach. Therefore, he is very familiar with the stall owner.

"Yo, why is the girl here alone? What about Childe? ”

The stall owner is a kind middle-aged man, and the snacks he makes are delicious.

I smiled and didn't answer, but ordered a few snacks.

"That's all? Why don't you bring some back to your son? ”

The stall owner is a rare warm-hearted.

"No need ......"

"Girl, in a bad mood today? Didn't you have an awkward relationship with your son? ”

I smiled wryly, not knowing how to get rid of this enthusiastic stall owner.

He seemed to see that I didn't want to say more, so he just smiled and said:

"Girl, wait a minute, the food will come soon."

I'm going to get busy.

"Wait......" I called to him. Then add two taels of apricot wine. ”

The stall owner was stunned, but he still responded simply.

In a short time, the food and wine were ready.

I poured the wine and took a sip.

The taste buds were stimulated by the mellow liquor, which made my brain clear and trance-like.

As a specialty, this wine is surprisingly clear and sweet.

He put down his glass, took the silk handkerchief from his sleeve, and spread it flat on the table.

It is a moon-white silk with a swallow embroidered on one of its corners. The embroidery is not big, but it is very delicate.

The swallow's wings stretched out, as if soaring above the nine heavens.

Because it is an embroidered swallow, the main color is black, but the silk thread seems to be a little unusual, and the black also has a burning luster.

When my fingers touched the embroidery, I immediately understood the difference between the silk threads, and then there was a sour surge......

Ling Niankong, what you fell in love with was Nanli's first talented girl, she was good at piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, not to mention poetry and embroidery. And I don't have any shadow of her except for this skin, why do you like me?

The apricot wine was swallowed into my stomach one by one, but my mind became clearer and clearer.

I shook my head, and suddenly I felt ridiculous. Yan Linxuan, what are you doing?

Isn't what he has done to you these days enough to prove his heart for you?

On Yuqiong Mountain, he didn't even want his life in order to save you, but you are questioning him at the moment.

Isn't it just a handkerchief? Or a handkerchief that he has long forgotten, are you so?

His person is yours now, and his heart is also yours, are you still so careful, is it interesting?

Thinking of this, the knot in my chest gradually unraveled, and I couldn't help but say to myself:

"Yan Lin Xuan, Yan Lin Xuan, you are really spoiled by that man......"

Slowly stood up, asked the stall owner to help Niankong pack a snack and walked back.

******

Back in the front yard, the door to the flower hall was still closed.

What are these two people discussing? How long did it take?

I looked at the snack in my hand, and I was afraid that it would not taste good if it was cold......

I hesitated to the door, raised my hand, and was about to lock the door, but suddenly I heard him say from inside the door:

"You...... You...... It's to say she's really ......."

His words trembled slightly, as if he was inspiring and suppressing something.

"Yes. According to Yunhuashan's collection, it is indeed the case...... "It is Luo Chenyan who speaks." "What do you plan for her?"

She? Who is she?

What are they talking about that can cause the always calm mind to panic?

The room was silent for a long time before I heard Luo Chenyan say again:

"Anyway, you've been trying to find a way to find her back, and now that you've found a way, what are you hesitating about?"

"I was the one who hurt her in the first place......... Just get her back like this, and she'll hate me for the rest of her life. Besides, I've been ...... lately."

Hearing his words, my head suddenly buzzed, and I could no longer hear the conversation in their room.

What is "she" in their mouths...... Is it cold?!

Little by little, the feeling of suffocation pressed against my upper ribcage, and I took a deep breath and calmed down.

I only heard Luo Chenran say again:

"So you have to figure out if it's the person from another world or her who you care about now.

If you've put her down, it's not impossible to just make a mistake.

If that were the case, I would destroy the letterhead. After all, it is an evil art left behind by oblivion, and it cannot be left in the world. ”

"No! Can't be destroyed! ……”

I couldn't listen any longer, so I took two steps back, wiped the tears that flowed out of nowhere, and ran out......

******

Eventually, I ran out of breath and gradually stopped trying to breathe.

When my breath calmed down, I came to the embankment and my eyes fell on the river reflecting the sunset.

And the emotions in my chest that I had suppressed could no longer be stopped.

My heart was like being pierced by something, and it was a hot summer day, but I only felt a cold wind blowing directly into my heart, making my whole body tremble.

There seemed to be a million thoughts fighting in my head, but it seemed empty.

And what echoed in my ears was the four words of Luo Chenran: "If you are wrong, you will be wrong......

Heh, it turns out that in the eyes of others, I was just a mistake to Ling Niankong......

And what about in his heart? What am I? What am I?

He was so determined not to allow Luo Chen to destroy the letterhead with the method of finding the original owner, so what am I in his heart?

I slowly crouched down, hugged my shoulders, and stared blankly at the murmuring river.

It was getting dark, and the river seemed to be quiet.

"What are you doing here? I've been looking for you for a long time. ”

Hearing his bright voice again, my body trembled uncontrollably again. Slowly stood up and turned to look at him.

He had the same gentle smile on his face as ever, but it made me panic when he looked at it at the moment.

"Why don't you speak?" He took two steps closer, and his face sank at the sight of my expression.

"Why are you crying?"

I took a step back and wiped my face again, only to find that the tears had long since dried, so he must have seen the tears on my face......

He was about to step forward again, but I stopped him with a cold look.

"Yan'er, what's wrong with you? How can you be here alone? ”

I stared into his eyes without blinking, trying to ask him what the conversation I had just heard meant, but I couldn't open my mouth anyway.

I struggled for a long time, but I still opened my mouth with difficulty:

"Luo Chen...... What did I say to you? ”

His eyes flashed, but he smiled:

"I thought something was wrong with you, it turned out that you were jealous, didn't you say a long time ago that I had nothing to do with her."

Hide it from me, he's still hiding it from me!

The cheeks, which had been air-dry, were moistened again. Tears obscured my vision, but I kept staring at him as always.

The moment he saw my tears, his smile froze.

"Did you hear that?" He seemed a little panicked. "You...... How much do you hear? ”

"Heh, I didn't hear much, but I heard that you wanted to find her back."

When I said this, a flash of happiness flashed in his eyes, but the gloom was even worse in an instant.

"Yan'er, listen to me, I can explain......"

"Ling Niankong......" I interrupted him and took out a silk handkerchief from his sleeve.

"She gave you this veil?"

His gaze fell on my hand. "Yan'er ......"

"Answer me."

"Yes. But ........."

I smiled wkwardly.

"You said earlier that she never showed her heart to you...... But do you know what the swallows on this silk handkerchief are embroidered with? ”

Hearing this, his eyebrows furrowed even tighter.

I continued:

"If I'm not mistaken, it's her hair...... She embroidered it with a whole strand of hair.

Hair...... Emotion...... It's not that she didn't show you her heart, it's just that you didn't notice it. ”

His eyes were covered with a layer of twilight, and the pain in them stung me.

Heh, is he moved? Touched by me for another woman?

I breathed a sigh of relief. "Ling Niankong, I don't care if you keep her things.

But if you're still trying to find her back to this day, I can't help but care.

What do you think of me? ”

"Yan'er, it's not like this! Listen to me......"

He seemed to be really panicking, but he didn't know if his panic was for me or her.

My throat was choking, but I still tried to interrupt him:

"You know what? When I was alone, I thought about it a lot.

I'm wondering why you're treating me like this these days, when you're still trying to find a way to get her back.

Do you want both me and her? Or was I forced by you to abandon my right hand before, so that you can understand that I eat soft and not hard, and what you have done these days is just to appease me? ……”

His lips trembled as he listened to my words, but he didn't say a word, just shook his head incessantly.

I smiled wryly and continued:

"After thinking about that, I asked myself, what would I do if it was true......

I don't seem to know what to do anymore. Because I think ......"

I couldn't hold back any longer, and wept:

"I think you're genuine to me.

So this time, even if I have more speculation, I don't want to care.

I just want to hear you say, what the hell are you ...... Do you really like me? ”