"Fei Fei, are you really okay?" As soon as I entered the door, my mother asked me again.

"It's really okay, you can rest quickly, if there is something, I will definitely tell you, you can rest assured that you don't have to think about anything, just wait for the operation."

My mother smiled at me and didn't speak.

The phone rang, it was Lin Jia, I took a look, pursed my lips and connected the phone.

"Hello?"

"We're home. I'm going to cook now, what are you going to eat? ”

"I'm not too hungry yet, I'll ask my mother before I decide."

"yes, okay." Both of us were suddenly silent, and no one spoke for a long time.

"That'...... It's okay, I'll hang up, you hurry up and cook for the child. I gritted my teeth and broke the silence.

"Okay, you hang up." After Lin Jia finished speaking, I hastily pressed the phone.

Biting my lip and looking at the phone screen, I didn't move for a long time, I actually felt a little uncomfortable, I hate this feeling, but I know that feelings are like kite strings, there will be a knot when it is broken and then connected, and I think this kite line between me and Lin Jia is already full of knots.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel a little sour in my heart, "Mom, I've always wanted to ask you, why did you have to ask Lin Jia and me to think about it again before deciding to divorce?" ”

"Hmm......." my mother looked at me and thought about it, "because my mother is afraid that you will be sad, my mother knows that you like Lin Jia very much, so my mother doesn't want my affairs to affect you, so I hope you will think about it again, in addition, my mother has been a single mother, I know how difficult this road is, not to mention that you have two children." So, I thought it would be best if you could reconcile. Of course, this kind of thing cannot be forced. ”

"Is there any problem between you and Lin Jia?"

"No," I shook my head at my mother.

"But......." Mother looked at me and wanted to ask again, but she didn't finish the sentence, "Forget it, it's okay, Feifei, you remember, although your mother doesn't want you to divorce, but if you really live a miserable life and want to leave, your mother supports you." ”

"Well, you can rest assured. Lin Jia, be very good to me. ”

"That's good."

"By the way, Mom, it's almost time, is my dad home? You give my dad a call and ask. Also, what do you think about what we eat? ”

"Look, I forgot, let me call your dad."

"Okay, I'll go get some water." I grabbed my glass and turned to go out the door, my father and mother were on the phone for too long, and I didn't want to be fed dog food.

After receiving the water, standing in front of the balcony to watch the sunset, today's clouds are a little thick, it looks soft, and the whole person's mood has also relaxed a little in the past few days.

At this moment, I suddenly don't want to think about anything anymore, for me, I should do my best to treat my mother, quarreling with Lin Jia, my mother-in-law not taking care of the children are all trivial things, why use these trivialities to tie yourself up? The moment I figured it out, I felt that the sky was wider than before.

"Fei Fei?" Sanshan, the nurse in the urology department, stopped me.

"What's wrong? Shan? ”

"The director is looking for you, you should go quickly."

"Okay, thanks." I grabbed my glass of water and hurried to the doctor's office.

"Director, are you looking for me?"

"Well, Feifei, you sit."

"Don't sit down, what's going on? Is it my mother's condition? "I couldn't help but be a little nervous.

"No, it's the professor who has determined the time, the day after tomorrow afternoon, the professor will come at four o'clock, you get the money ready, you can book the professor's round-trip ticket today, the professor will no longer stay here overnight, and he will leave after the operation."

"Okay, I'm ready now, thank you, director, I'll leave it to you tomorrow."

"You're welcome, you'd better contact your head nurse and arrange the anesthesia and nurses, so that everything can be guaranteed at that time."

"Okay, I'll arrange these preparations, and the director can rest assured."

"Okay, that's it, you can go back and get ready."

After thanking the director again, I left the infirmary. It's really difficult, I've been hospitalized for so long, and I finally got in touch with the professor at the Imperial Capital Hospital to confirm the time.

"Mom," I excitedly returned to the ward.

"What's wrong, Fei Fei?"

"The time is set, the professor will come the afternoon after tomorrow, and you will be relieved if you suffer for another day tomorrow."

"Really!" The mother laughed in surprise, "Great, this has finally come to an end, you don't know, every day in this ward can suffocate me, I am really uncomfortable." ”

"Well, I'll book a round-trip ticket now, and we'll go downstairs for dinner when it's booked later."

I took out my mobile phone, copied the identity information of the professor that the director had sent to me just now, and then quickly booked two air tickets for the professor online, and then hurried to send the flight information to Director Zhao.

"Let's go, Mom, let's go to dinner, what do you want to eat today?"

"Oh, I couldn't eat anything in the excitement. I'm not hungry at all. Mother tugged at her hair.

"Don't mention that you are so energetic, you will start not to eat today, then the day after tomorrow, what should you do if you are hungry and faint before the professor comes, let's go, I know that there is a dessert in our hospital cafeteria, I will take you to taste it today, try what young people eat." As I spoke, I took my mother and got up and walked out.

When my mother's blood pressure is not high, she is like a normal person, so she is in the ward every day, and it is good to monitor her blood pressure every half hour, and there is no other treatment, so except for being able to go downstairs to let off the air when eating, she basically lies in the ward the rest of the time, so it is also very boring.

I put my arm around my mother, happily walked out with my mother, to be honest, since I was depressed, I rarely have such close movements with people, it seems that in my heart, acquiesced, Lin Jia is safe, only Lin Jia, other people I rarely have physical contact. This is probably the first time I've been like this with my mother since I got sick.

Therefore, when I hugged my mother, my mother was stunned for a moment, and then her eyes were a little moist, and I knew that during this time, I should be regarded as the biggest psychological burden on my mother's heart.

I patted my mother's hand, grinned and shook my head and pretended I didn't notice anything, "Let's go?" What are you doing in a daze? ”

"Oh. Go, go, go, I'll go down with you to taste, I'm old, I can't keep up with your footsteps, it's rare to have a chance for me to try, young people's things. ”

"Something young people, you're not old at all. Isn't it said on the Internet now? Only those who are over sixty-five years old are called elderly, and now you are called middle-aged people, and we are young people. ”

"Which middle-aged person you see is about to retire, and the retired are all elderly."

"This is not right, you have the wrong mentality, you can say that you are old, you have to change your mentality in the future, you are middle-aged, still young, you, you are a young grandmother." I was joking with my mother, my mother's laughter trembled, and I suddenly felt that everything was worth it when I saw my mother's happy state, didn't I live for my mother and child? Otherwise, what kind of life do I have, as long as the mother and child are happy, everything is worth it, and all the sadness is gone.