Chapter 20 Knowing what she thinks, but still denying what she thinks
"If you want people to like you, you have to go through some things together, otherwise, there are so many boys around the excellent girl who are good to them, why should she be tempted by you? Are you as talented as Xu Zhimo or handsome as Wilber Pan? You can't be richer in your local area, let alone you don't have more than five fingers of RMB in your pocket now, right? ”
After a football game, everyone drank beer together, Qin Wafan was picking up a bottle of soda that had just been opened, and a senior brother said this when talking about how to chase girls.
"It's true, I think back then, I just gave my girlfriend a class every day to occupy a place, so I moved her, cultivated feelings, and got her dead heart for me now!"
Another senior brother from the Department of Chemistry shook the wine bottle, happy and proud, using himself as an example.
"Haha, look at the second senior brother, little junior brother, work hard, there are a lot of good girls, but there won't be many girls who like it, hurry up and find one, don't regret your youth when the time comes!"
The senior brother next to him bumped Qin Wafan's arm with his elbow.
Qin Wafan smiled and didn't say anything, but he had already begun to recite the true scriptures spoken by the first two senior brothers in his heart.
Yes, the cumulative length of time he spent on the phone with her is more than the length of all the school roads in the school, but her heart has always fluttered on others, he is a big living person, and he is not as good as her online lover who has only met no more than three times.
It's not her fault, it's that he wasn't attentive enough to her.
But now, although she also has a lot of complaints about her online lover, she still destroys others to benefit herself during the deep love between you and me, which is not what he hopes after all.
Let's wait a little longer, SARS in the first half of the year didn't let him seize the opportunity to get close to her, what else could shake her heart that was already in others?
Her warmth to people is actually the same as to him, but he always feels the ups and downs of being warm and cold for a while. It seems that it is his own heart that is fluctuating.
Just thinking about it, the senior brothers laughed, not knowing what they had just said. Qin Wafan felt his PHS vibrate.
Yes, since his sophomore year, he used the money from his part-time job to buy PHS for the first time.
It is convenient to contact customers, and it is more convenient for Bai Pujia to find him at any time.
PHS is free to answer in the city, and calls are charged the same as fixed phones, but when he takes the initiative to call Bai Pujia, he still likes to use the landline phone in the dormitory to save money, and he can listen to her voice while appreciating the beautiful image of her answering his call, which is his greatest satisfaction.
He took out the black oblong PHS and saw that it was a strange call, presumably a customer. For a rare gathering, he didn't pinch it, but he didn't pick it up, and put it back in his trouser pocket.
didn't stop for a while, PHS went up and down in his trouser pocket again, he felt it out and wanted to pinch it, it's a big deal to lose an order, it's not a big deal compared to the party.
But he glanced at the screen and saw that it was the phone from Bai Pujia's bedroom, so he didn't dare not answer it, and he didn't want to answer it, so he couldn't wait to get up and walk to the side and answer it.
In PHS, Bai Pujia said that she wanted to talk now.
He glanced at the senior brothers in a circle behind him and said, Okay, I'm fine, you just say it.
"Wafan, I have a hundred claws in my heart, and I want to go to Guangzhou to see him."
Bai Pujia and her online lover have already confirmed their boyfriend and girlfriend relationship. It is said that at that time, Bai Pujia inadvertently said that she didn't understand what love was, and the boy said that she would definitely understand it, and she would understand it soon. Somehow, Bai Pujia understands that the direct manifestation of love is to establish a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship with that boy.
Afterwards, Bai Pujia said to Qin Wafan that she wanted to understand what love was, and she also wanted this vague white mist that she couldn't see and couldn't grasp, so she decided to fall in love, and the only one around her who could satisfy the vague and infinitely diffusing yearning and imagination of love in her heart was this boy who was not around.
Qin Wafan remembered that his reaction at that time was to use "oh" as always, but he was reflecting in his heart, it turned out that he was a clear living person by her side, not a cyberspace where there was nothing.
It's no wonder that the reason why I love her so much is probably because she is the telephone line in his hand, and he can't hear anyone, even if he can see it, it's just a distant shadowy figure, and it does match the vagueness and infinite spread of reverie she said - hey, does young love have to be tortured like this to show the different love of the two?
"Wafan, do you think it's okay for me to spend a weekend in Guangzhou to see him? If you were him, what would you think? ”
Bai Pujia didn't hear Qin Wafan's response, and continued to ask.
"I, I'm not him, you, do you want to stop thinking about it?"
"What would you think if you were him? You and he are not both boys, there must be something in common. ”
Since Bai Pujia fell in love, she has come out from time to time with the delicate energy that girls often have, not the kind of squeamishness that is more delicate and sweet, but the tenacity in the tenderness that makes people unable to refuse. It's like the tenacity that she has to find a way to solve a problem when she reads a book or a paper.
"I, I think it's better for you not to go."
Qin Wafan finally did not respond to her this time, but put forward his own opinion. What will happen if a lonely man and a widow are in the same room, isn't this a lamb with a mouth?
"Why? Didn't you also say before that it would be better for two people to have actual contact and get to know each other better? Now that I say I'm going, you don't think it's good, isn't this just for more practical contact? ”
"Oh, yes, the two of you need more practical contact, but it's not like you run over and come back after the weekend, this kind of contact is not enough, you can't run over every weekend, right?"
Qin Wafan smiled bitterly, his previous words were to make Bai Pujia change her mind and see him in front of her, who knows, the words did not PK the vague and infinitely diffusing desire of love, but dug a pit to bury herself.
"So what do you mean? No contact is not, contact is not either, now our conditions are like this, he just graduated into that unit, he can't let him go out all the time, let the leader see it, okay? I'm a student, so I'm freer than him. ”
Bai Pujia was a little anxious to justify her actions.
“…… Well, the weekend leader won't care, right? Why don't you let him come and accompany you? ”
He finally came up with an excuse to stop her from going in her defense. Yes, when boys and girls fall in love, don't all boys have to pay more at the beginning? If it were him, how could he let his beloved take a ten-hour night train to see him? I must have been hurrying Zhou Zhou to see her.
"Didn't you just say that he had to behave well in that unit when he first entered, how could I let him run back and forth just because I wanted to see him? What if he has to work overtime or something? ”
She still inadvertently confided her heart.
After all, it was she who wanted to see him. Not only did he want to see him, but he was also worried that the idea of wanting to see him would be a burden on him, so he was really thoughtful for him.
Qin Wafan suddenly became excited, and his enthusiasm dropped more than an octave.
But, he still had to stop her from going to the man. He doesn't believe that there are cats in the world that don't eat fish.
"Pu Jia, you are a girl, he should come to see you, I can't let you work so hard. Don't think about so many obstacles yourself, you ask him if he wants to work overtime on the weekend, if he works overtime this weekend, then next weekend, next weekend, next weekend, next weekend, there is always a weekend that doesn't work overtime, just let him come. In this way, maybe he will know how to cherish it more. ”
He didn't want to be obedient to her anymore, but his heart was frozen by her enthusiasm for others, and his tone of voice became as serious as that of an old man in the vicissitudes of life.
"Okay, you have a point, so I'll ask him first."
Bai Pujia seemed to have been drained by this unexpected argument that was not reached according to her wishes, and her tone showed exhaustion.
He knew that she was actually making this call in the hope of using his words to affirm her inner desire to see that person, but he didn't expect that he didn't know what she was thinking as usual, but still rejected what she thought.