Fang Zichun is usually very busy at work, and he finally has a good rest on the weekend, but he has never come out of the memories of his high school days all day, and he remembers those fragments of Lan Keer clearly, and I believe that many people only remember some of the things of more than 20 years ago. Lan Ke'er was actually like him, and never forgot everything about him. But it's such a similarity, they all draw a big question mark in each other's hearts, that is, "Do you have me in your heart". I want to know the answer, but I can only guess in my heart. They all think that each other now has a very happy family, but in fact?

Fang Zichun has been a serious and hard-working child since he was a child, since the fourth grade, he has been able to help his parents do a lot of housework, come home on time after school every day, and help his parents prepare the dishes after completing his homework on time, so he has been a child with good self-care ability since he was a child. I also listened to the teacher's words in middle school, and my grades were not bad, of course, when I graduated from high school, I was successfully admitted to my ideal university, he liked to draw since he was a child, and he had a dream of being a designer, after graduating from South China University of Technology, he was engaged in architectural design work in Shenzhen, and now he has become an excellent architectural designer, which may be part of what he said to Kerr. He has been doing well at work, but his life is very unsatisfactory. What he didn't expect was that in fact, Lan Keer and him were in the same state of life, but the two of them mistakenly thought that each other was very happy. The reason is that Fang Zichun often pays attention to Lan Keer's WeChat circle of friends, Keer has always been a person who reports good news and not bad news, she always doesn't like to pass on her negative energy to others, in fact, such people will be extremely unconfident in life, and the truth is always not as happy as it seems on the surface. And what about Lan Keer? Why does she think that Fang Zichun's life is very happy, it is because a wonderful thing happened one year......

At that time, Lan Keer was still working in a listed company, because of work, she met a girl Wang Jing who worked in Shenzhen, it happened that they were fellow countrymen, although they usually only communicate online, never met, because they chatted very speculatively, plus they had close contacts at work, so they quickly became good friends, and they would reveal their hearts to each other. At that time, there was no WeChat, only QQ, Lan Keer had not yet given birth to children, and they liked to chat on QQ after work. One day, Ke'er suddenly found that Wang Jing's avatar had changed, she clicked on the big picture and saw Fang Zichun's photo, and it was a family photo. Only then did she realize that Wang Jing turned out to be his lover, is this world too small? Ke'er always thinks that she is smart, capable, and straightforward, and she loves Fang Zichun so much, Fang Zichun must love her very much. Since then, in addition to work, there are more Fang Zichun in their topics, and from Wang Jing's mouth, people can always feel that they are living happily, and this is the third time that Ke'er deeply feels that she shouldn't bother Fang Zichun. But in fact, whether the two people are happy or not is only clear in their own hearts.

One day, Lan Keer received a call from Fang Zichun.

"Are you at work?"

"yes."

"I heard that you and Wang Jing have become netizens?"

"Well, and a good conversation."

"I'm afraid that's not good......" Fang Zichun said in a joking tone.

"There are such coincidences, I heard her say that you are living well, come on, I still have something, let's not talk about it yet."

Ke'er hurriedly hung up the phone, in fact, she was not very busy, she just felt that in the past she thought about Luo Xiaoyao and alienated Fang Zichun, and now she wants to think about her netizens, she doesn't want to say a word to him, they are both married, so they shouldn't bother each other's lives anymore, although her own marriage is so unsatisfactory......"

Fang Zichun also often knows Lan Keer's recent situation from Wang Jing's mouth, and Ke'er's performance in front of others is always her good side, and her real living situation is only clear to Luo Xiaoyao. So the two people will come to a conclusion in the constant speculation of the other, even if the conclusion is wrong, they are completely unaware.

It wasn't until more than 20 years after they were separated that they met again in each other's singing, which made them chat frequently and open their hearts to each other again.

"Kerr, are you okay?"

One day, Fang Zichun had a dinner with friends and drank some wine, and later he dialed Kerr's phone.

"Something is not good."

"What's wrong with you?"

Fang Zichun suddenly asked loudly.

"It's nothing, it's just not very happy......"

On the other end of the phone, Ke'er couldn't help crying.

"Ke'er, although I have been drinking, can you please tell me what is going on? Who bullied you? ”

"Why do you call me every time you're almost drunk? Why do you always care so much about me? Why don't I get the attention of the people around me? ”

"Is he treating you badly?"

There was endless silence on the other end of the line......

"Forget it, I'm not supposed to complain to you about that, let's talk about something else. I'm so grateful to you for chatting with me. ”

"Ke'er, is there anything I can communicate with him more?"

"I rarely talk to him, I often have cold fights, and every time I want to communicate with him, he doesn't like it. He leaves early and returns late every day, and we often can't say a word 24 hours a day. ”

"Too busy at work?"

"Maybe, but being busy with work doesn't excuse you for not caring and not being considerate and not taking care of your family."

"Has he always cared about you?"

"Hmmm......"

Such a sensitive topic was finally talked about between them......

Fang Zichun felt very uncomfortable, and he didn't know how to comfort the person he had always cared about most on the other end of the phone.

"Can you message me when you're unhappy in the future? I'll talk to you. ”

"It's not good, it's not good, Wang Jing will be unhappy when he knows it, you don't care about my business."

In fact, Fang Zichun really wanted to tell Keer his current state, he had been sent to Japan to work, and he had been working on some projects with Japanese architectural design companies for a year, the reason why he decided to stay away from home, in addition to wanting to improve his work ability, another important reason was that he and Wang Jing had actually separated, but he didn't tell his family, friends and children, for fear that it would have a bad impact on the children, and he wanted to make it public after the children went to middle school. But Kerr has his own family, and he doesn't want to disturb her, but when he heard Kerr's cry today, he really couldn't help it, but ...... At present, the only way to care about her silently is through frequent chatting.

End of 2017

Ke'er found that there was a person called "Listen to You" in "Mai Bar" who had visited her homepage and listened to her songs many times recently, and clicked on the opening picture to see the homepage, and found that this person also sang two songs, she was very sure that it was Fang Zichun's voice, Ke'er was a little ecstatic in her heart, and her originally depressed mood suddenly improved a lot. At this time, I listened quietly to someone sending a private message.

"Are you there?"

"You haven't slept again? Don't learn from me......"

"It's a bad habit to go to bed late every day."

"Haha, by the way, is that the person in the bar, who listens to you, is you?"

"Haha, I was discovered by you, I went to listen to your song, it is very professional."

"Now that you're all registered, do you want to sing a song with someone with professional standards?"

This was the first time in more than twenty years that Lan Keer had taken the initiative to talk to Fang Zichun so actively.

"You treated me as a singing friend more than 20 years ago, and now you think of inviting me, how can I refuse?"

In fact, he really wanted to say, I have been waiting for your words for so many years. He continued: "What are you going to work with, in case I don't, I have to learn in advance." ”

"I will, you will, I basically don't know new songs, I only know the songs of our era."

"Then let's think about it and tell each other when we think about it."

"Well, okay, then you rest early, I'm going to sleep too."

After saying goodbye, Lan Keer was very excited, but she knew that she had been holding this sentence in her heart for more than 20 years, and she finally took the initiative to say it today, how much courage did it take? As early as the first time she drank Fang Zichun and sang karaoke, she wanted to say, "Let's sing a chorus." ”

"Chorus? What chorus will I have? Fang Zichun racked his brains and thought.

The next morning, Fang Zichun woke up early, and the first thing he did when he woke up was to send a message to Ke'er: "Can you sing 'When You're Old'?" I want to sing this one with you. Unexpectedly, Ke'er replied immediately: "Of course, I'm familiar." ”

"Why don't you record it first, and then I'll do it again."

"No problem, I'll send you after recording."

When the two of them finished the song, it was a perfect match, and now the network technology allows two people in different spaces to collaborate on a song, which is really convenient.

When you are old, your hair is gray, and you are sleepy

When you are old and can't walk anymore, take a nap by the fire and reminisce about your youth

How many people have loved your youthful and joyful hours

Admire your beauty, fake or sincere

There is only one person who still loves your pious soul

Love the wrinkles on your old face

When you're old, your eyebrows are lowered, and the lights are dim

The wind blows, your message, this is the song in my heart

When I'm old, I wish this song was sung to you

Listening to such songs, I always feel that youth will pass away quietly unintentionally;

Listening to such songs, I always look forward to being accompanied by my most beloved when I am old;

Listening to such a song and thinking about the happy scene will move anyone.

A song that I liked very much, with Fang Zichun's voice, Ke'er loved it even more, she turned over and over the single and looped it for a long, long time, and burst into tears, how much she wanted this song to be sung to him.

Fang Zichun closed his eyes and imagined that Ke'er was by his side and sang with him...... "When will I see you far away?" "Thoughts can come to my heart at any time.

It turns out that you are all the same, existing in each other's hearts, and have never changed.