Chapter 121: Can't Let It Go

By the time all the training was over for the day, it was already twilight. Gao An thought about it for a long time, and finally took the initiative to find Gao Xianzhi. At this time, the latter was standing on a small hill not far from the camp, standing in the wind, not knowing what he was thinking. The armor on his body had been removed, and he was only wearing a simple cyan cloth robe, and just standing there with his hands behind his back was already infinitely beautiful. Although Gao An was already quite familiar with his master, when he saw this scene, he couldn't help but sigh slightly. This man seems to have been born to be looked up to. But who knows, even if it is such a proud son of the sky, there will always be some things that cannot be done?

"General." Gathering his mind, Gao An didn't speak in a low voice until he walked to his side: "You need to rest, if you continue like this, your body will not be able to stand it." "Although marching and fighting have always been extremely difficult, and the body of a soldier has been tempered a lot, and it is easy not to have any great damage outside the battlefield. But the iron-beaten man couldn't help but wear off his own will, he could see that after his master returned from Shattered Leaf City, he was no longer the same as before. In addition to becoming more and more silent words and deeds, even normal people's feelings are becoming more and more restrained, and they seem indifferent and frightening. He was really worried that in the long run, Gao Xianzhi's whole person would collapse.

"Gao An." Without looking back, Gao Xianzhi still stood still: "Didn't that group of guys say that the winning party today is going to have a drink, why didn't you join them?" ”

"General, didn't you go either?" Pouting, Gao An didn't give him the slightest chance to change the topic: "Drinking is such a thing, you can do it at any time, not in one or two meals." It's you, if you don't take advantage of this time to rest, you'll be busy again. If you let the master know that you don't care about your body so much, it is estimated that you will be counted again. "Since Gao Xianzhi was canonized as a general, Gao Sheji has faintly had the intention of retiring. Although his official title has not changed, he is basically no longer in charge. The people in the Gao Mansion also understood the idea of the master's rapid retreat, so they changed the name of the latter to the master a long time ago. The current general of Gaofu is Gao Xianzhi.

"Then don't let him know." Even when mentioning his father, Gao Xianzhi's expression did not change much: "Don't worry, I know it in my own heart." Speaking of which, his father used to be a person who didn't care about it when he was busy, but recently, I don't know if he is getting older, and every time he writes, he has to pay extra attention to his body. And Gao An, this guy, naturally did the same, and turned himself into a worried old mother.

Counted? He didn't look like he was counting. Gao An muttered silently in his heart, but he didn't dare to show anything on his face: "The last general thinks that the things in this military camp are always busy, and there is no need to rush for a while, it is better to combine work and rest." General, just listen to me, and let me have an explanation from the master. Speaking of this, he seemed to subconsciously hesitate, paused for a long time, and then carefully looked at Gao Xianzhi's complexion, before lowering his voice and saying, "The little county lord's side...... It's all good, General...... If you end up talking too much, let yourself go. ”

That time he went out to Broken Leaf City, it was he who covered for Gao Xianzhi, so that he could run overnight and go to see Shang Taoyao for the last time. It was done knowing that he couldn't do it, and it was also for the sake of his master's thoughts, so that he could live more distractingly in the future. However, now that the facts are in front of him, this outstanding and abnormal young man he has known since he was a child seems to have been fascinated, not only has he abandoned the good future and marriage in Beijing, but he also doesn't care about his own body and bones, as if he wants to go all the way to the dark no matter what. He watched anxiously and worriedly, but could not speak to anyone. Sometimes, he can't help but wonder if his persuasion was wrong at all? If these two people hadn't been allowed to meet that day, wouldn't everything have changed?

Hearing that long-lost title, Gao Xianzhi's body stiffened significantly. After a while, Gao An heard him sigh deeply: "Yes, it's all good." But Gao An, I just can't let it go. "That's almost a thought that is about to melt into his blood, what can he do to strip her alive? Moreover, if there is not even this point left, then what light and color does his vitality have? Is it true that the good things of the past are gone, so do you have to take away the memories with you?

"General......" was blocked by the invisible bitterness and pain in his tone, Gao An opened his mouth, but he couldn't say more words of comfort and relief. The little county lord of Yongwang Mansion was almost raised by Gao Xianzhi, how good the relationship between the two is, as a person from Gao Mansion, he naturally knows it. The girl who was born like Zhong Tiandi's aura was indeed moving, and he once thought that she was the only one worthy of the young general of their high mansion. However, all of this is gone after all, and no one can get it back. The former lord of Taoyao has become the princess of Jincheng, and now she has become the queen of Tubo...... Even if they wanted to go back to the way before, what could they do? Is it possible to kill Tubo and rob relatives?

"General, you...... Don't do stupid things......" As soon as this possibility popped up in his mind, Gao An was directly scared into a cold sweat. Could it be that he has been desperately training the Northwest Army recently, for this? This...... This is a sin that will raid the house and destroy the door!

"What else can I do now?" Finally turning sideways towards the person beside him, Gao Xianzhi looked at Gao An's appearance, and then chuckled lightly after being slightly stunned: "You think too much." I promised her that I would not disturb her life again, so even if I really want to go to Tibet in the end, it has absolutely nothing to do with her. ”

When he didn't stretch out his hands to her who was working so hard in Princess Taiping's mansion, and even retreated back, he lost the opportunity to stand in front of her openly. Yao'er looks weak, but in fact she is absolutely abnormal, she said that if she wants to let him be free, then she is destined to never look at herself again. He shouldn't, and he couldn't, get in the way of her path because of his current regrets. Xiao'er doesn't like people who don't believe in their words, and he, who is so embarrassed, can do nothing except take that girl to heart, think about it all the time, and think about it from afar. For the first time in his life, Gao Xianzhi knew that really falling in love with someone would also put him in a dilemma.