Chapter 161. Poison of the heart
Ling'er slowed down her voice and said softly, "He drank too much that night and ...... me Became you. ”
"What?"
"Huh, it's hard to accept, isn't it?
yes, I'm afraid it's hard for any woman to accept.
That night, he treated me as you, called Xuan'er one after another, and said a bunch of inexplicable things to me.
He said why did you escape, why did you go to Lok Ma Po. He asked you why you chose another man and why you gave up on him......"
Every word that Ling said was like thunder exploding in my head.
She looked at my confused expression, a little helpless.
"Don't you understand? Yan Chexiao, he loves you, it is the kind of love that a man has for a woman. ”
"Impossible! You are talking nonsense!
What exactly is your purpose? Why the hell are you denigrating Ah Ran?! ”
If I hadn't been able to move now, I'd have grabbed her by the collar and slapped her!
"Slander?
Scold...... Yan Zhaoran, have you ever seen what your brother looks like when he sheds tears? I've seen ......
After he said those words to me that night, he suddenly burst into tears.
He said that when he was a child, he really only treated you as a sister. But then he lost you, and your mother asked him to protect you before she died. So after that, the only thing he wants to do is get you back.
Did you hear me clearly? This is the only thing he wants to do, whether he can recover the country or not, he doesn't care at all.
He said that after losing you, you became his heart disease. The disease has been raised in the heart for a long time, and it has become a poison!
I don't know when he started, he always fantasized about what you would look like after you got married.
He said that as long as he thought that you would be in a pair with another man one day, he would only feel like oil.
He scolded himself for being an animal, saying that only an animal would think like that to you.
He said that every time he was alone with you, he was tormented, and he was afraid that if one of them couldn't help it, he would never recover.
But he can only endure it, because he knows that you are very dependent on him as an older brother......
Do you know how restrained he is with you? How pathetic is it?
He recognized the wrong person, and he had to struggle and hesitate for a long time even to hug me. When he kissed me, his whole body was shaking!
Can you imagine?
Yan Chexiao, who is invincible and conceited by nature, will be afraid of being like this!
And when he found that I did not refuse, or even acquiesced, he was so happy......"
"Impossible...... You are talking nonsense...... You are talking nonsense! ”
This can't be true! What exactly is she saying to me for?!
"Nonsense? Oh, Yan Zhaoran, do you know that when he and I were doing it, he kept calling your name. ”
"What is your purpose? Why are you making up all this stuff?! ”
I gritted my teeth and squeezed the words out between my teeth one by one.
"I knew you wouldn't believe it, so I said that Yan Chexiao died well.
Every moment he spends with you is a bone-wracking torture for him. ”
Ling'er paused and said:
"Didn't he show his heart to you until he died? Then he's so pathetic. ”
I didn't believe a word she said, but her last words reminded me of the conversation Ah Ran had with me before she died.
At that time, there was a helpless smile on the corner of his lips, and he said weakly with the meaning of compromise:
"Xuan'er...... I love you......"
"I know...... I know ......"
"No, you...... No...... Know...... Dao ......"
With a bang, it seems that something is collapsing in my heart!
He said he loved me, he said I didn't know he loved me......
Originally! Is that what he meant?!
Suddenly, a handkerchief was put on my cheek, and it was Ling'er who was helping me wipe my tears.
"He was so drunk that night that he couldn't remember what had happened the night before, and I didn't know I knew his secret.
But I think he was suspicious, so he killed me at that time.
It's just that I was still useful to him at that time, and he needed me to be your stand-in, and he needed me as a shield, so he didn't do anything to me for a long time.
I didn't refuse him that night because I knew his secret, and if I didn't have the chips in my hand, I would die one day. If I had a child, I would have more or less leverage.
I'm glad I have a perch, but I also know that even if I'm pregnant with a child, he probably won't let me go, so I thought of you.
Your intercession for me is undoubtedly the greatest warning to him.
For when I told you that, I conveyed to you, consciously or unconsciously, that he intended to be against me.
Now that you know this, if something happens to me or my child in the future, you will think that he did it.
Naturally, he doesn't want to be estranged from you, and he knows that as long as he lets our mother and son go, I won't easily tell you that he likes you. Qiqi and I have to save our lives for the time being.
It's just that Yan Chexiao doesn't want to let me go after all, and wants you to kill me.
It's just that he forgot, he forgot that you are a soft-hearted person, and you won't kill me without knowing why......"
My eyes blurred with tears.
Is that really the case? Ah Ran, he really ...... me
So how tormented will he be when he is with me?
He knew how much pain Xiao Jifeng and Ling Niankong would have when they caused harm to me?
I'd rather provoke him than plead for Ling Niankong's family, how desperate should he be?
The next day, I went out of the palace to see Ling Niankong without permission, how scared would he be when he couldn't find me?! ……
I thought that my existence was to him what he meant to me, companionship and happiness.
But how many times have I hurt him unintentionally? How hard did he endure and restrain himself?!
A long ribbon of ribbon wrapped around my neck, tightening inch by inch.
"How? Do you feel that Yan Chexiao is very unbearable now?
Are you afraid? Is it painful?
Don't worry, I'll help you get this over, ...... soon"
I had no power to resist, and with her strength, she carried me to the ground.
Little by little, the air was blocked out by her, and her consciousness gradually blurred.
Just as I was about to lose consciousness completely, there was a loud bang in the window. Someone broke through the window, the ribbon was cut in an instant, and Ling'er and I fell to the ground at the same time.
Someone helped me up, and I hurriedly breathed for air.
"Fortunately, I found it in time." Du Gan breathed a sigh of relief.
Ling'er sat up and saw that Du Gan was not the slightest fear, but complained.
"What are you here to do? I've told her everything you asked, and our deal is over! ”
Trade! Du Gan and Ling'er!?
I was still in doubt, but I saw Du Gan pull the bell, and raising his hand was a slap!
Ling'er suddenly bleed from the corner of her lips and turned her head to stare at him in disbelief.
"I'm just playing with you, and you really take yourself seriously?"
When Du Gan said this, his voice suddenly changed. is no longer the thick voice of the past, but cold and teasing.
"You!"
I couldn't believe my ears.
He smiled.
"That's right, little beauty, you recognize it very quickly, do you think about my brother and me day and night?"
Xiao Jifeng!
It turns out that he is not Du Gan, he is Xiao Jifeng!
"Little beauty, don't be afraid. You and I have known each other for many years, have I ever killed you once?
I, Xiao, just want to take you to see a good show this time, and after the play, I will definitely send you back safely. ”
After speaking, he raised his finger to seal Ling'er's acupoint, and she suddenly became as immobile as me.
Xiao Jifeng put me and Ling'er into the carriage.
"The two of you are at the gate of the palace, if you want to ask for help, you must think about your Emperor Majesty first."
This is a naked threat. All the way out of the palace, neither Ling'er nor I dared to speak.
Walking to the palace gate, the guards at the gate saw that it was Du Gan, the commander of the forbidden army, who was driving, and Ling'er and I in the car couldn't see anything obvious wrong, so they quickly let go.
The carriage traveled all night, and by dawn it was on the outskirts of Night City.
The carriage continued to move on, and gradually, a noise could be faintly heard in the distance.
Xiao Jifeng's slightly smug voice suddenly came from outside the car:
"Little beauty, it seems that my Xiao is really accurate!"
As the carriage moved on, the noise grew clearer and clearer, so clear that I could clearly hear the clanging of knives and guns in the midst of a fight, mixed with roars and cries of pain.
It didn't take long for the sound of the fight to reach my ears.
Xiao Jifeng turned in a different direction and stopped the carriage, as if he intended to make the window on my side face forward.
Through the car window, the gate tower of the night city is in front of you.
Under the castle tower was a dusty place, and the uniformly dressed killers of the Wind Shadow House gathered in a circle.
I guess that they must have been the assassin in between.
Xiao Jifeng lifted the curtain, grabbed the bell, stripped off her luxurious queen mother's clothes, and then removed her hair crown, making her only wear a middle coat.
Ling'er's hair was scattered, and she was dragged out by Xiao Jifeng without any resistance.
"Little beauty, the play is about to start, you can watch it!"
As he spoke, Xiao Jifeng dragged Ling'er out of the car, carried it on his shoulders, and bypassed the location of the group of killers from a distance, and climbed to the city tower.
The poison that Ling'er gave me last night was very toxic, and after a night, I was still numb and couldn't move.
Xiao Jifeng led Ling'er to the most central position of the city tower, and the killers under the city stopped one after another when they saw this and withdrew to the left and right.
The place that had been fenced up was revealed in this way:
A man covered in blood stood with a sword in his hand, looking up in the direction of Xiao Jifeng, his body stiffened.
Even though the man had his back to me, even though he was stained red with blood, I recognized him in an instant......